The Thorn in the Family

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Now the two were on their way to the hospital, there was no chatter all the way. They were reluctant to talk to each other. Roses that dare not to start and Randi who is reluctant to talk to him.

Silent.

Moments later Rose's hands, venturing to light the song in Randi's car, break the silence between them, hoping to melt the atmosphere.

Ting.

I admit I really want you

But I realize I'm among you

I don't understand this has to happen

I admit I was very much expecting you

But now I realize I can't

I don't understand this has to happen

The calmness of the rose was disturbed when he heard the song, now his hand was stretched out again to replace it. While Randi, still silent only reluctant to respond. He prefers to focus on the streets.

I love you

But you don't love me

I never know what my fault is

Until you don't like me

Don't want me

I'm willing I'm willing

When I just become

Consort your heart forever

Oh, I'm willing, I'm willing

His hands stretched out again to turn off the music, he grew even more annoyed. Why all the songs tonight are like that. His face glared at the flickering street lights. Can not be denied his heart is so arrogant as if the universe also supports his position as just a figure in this story.

“Huft”. Helping the breath sounded from his mouth, Rose changed the position of his seat to be able to lean freely considering his stomach was not comfortable to move a lot.

While Randi, he smiled slanted when he saw his wife was upset with all the choices of songs played.

Thirty minutes later, when they arrived at Kasih Ibu hospital, Rawar went to the gynecologist to do the examination, he had made a reservation from two days ago.

Along waiting for the presence of an obstetrician in the waiting room, Rose and Randi, sitting next to each other for a while, this they do because there is no longer an empty seat, while the queue is snaking long.

Inevitably the heart of the Rose was warm, he felt he had a husband. A beautiful smile emanated on her face while waiting for the examination.

Quiescent.

Even though Randi was beside her. But he just remained silent without saying a word, at least he did not move from his seat. Randi prefers to play his phone rather than invite Rose to talk like other couples.

“Money Rose Rose, please”. Roses walked into the examination room, without him realizing Randi was still sitting in his chair, he was reluctant to come in.

“Only alone Bu?”. the nurse was confused looking for someone, usually the patient when doing the examination will be accompanied by a husband or other family members.

His heart again ditching, when he realized if he entered himself “Sus, please call my husband outside, Mr. Randi his name”. The rose begged the sister.

“Please lay”, a female doctor in her 40s, approach her.

“Doctor wait a minute, I want my husband also know the condition of his son”.

“Good Bu”.

If you don't want his mother, at least do your duty as a Father.

A sentence, which came out of his mother's mouth, Randi tried to digest and it was true. He did not want the Rose, but at least the child in the Rose womb was not wrong, he did not ask to attend. He was present because of a mistake he had taken himself.

With a doubtful step Randi, entering the examination room, there he saw the Rose that had been lying on the mattress. The doctor started picking up the top clothes that Rose was wearing. A slightly bulging stomach plastered real there.

Deg.

Randi's heart was tight when he saw the belly of the Rose that had been bulging in front of him.

“Rileks yes Mom, I apply the gel first. You can approach to see the development of his son's candidates”.

The expression of Randi's face, difficult to interpret between happy and sad. He was happy when he saw a miracle and the greatness of God, which seemed real in front of his eyes, but he was also sad because the woman who bore his child was not Tari, the wife he loved so much.

“Pak gestational age Mother, currently has entered 24 weeks. This is the second trimester in pregnancy, usually in this second trimester, Mother has not many complaints. It will be easier for you to eat anything. Does Bu Roses still feel nauseous?”.

Rose only shook her head, her eyes focused on the screen in front of her.

“Pak, this is the head of the fetus, this is his hand and this one is his leg. Jemarinya complete yes sir there are ten”. The doctor shifted his cursor to count the fetus's fingers.

The baby in the womb moved his hands and feet, he covered his face with one palm.

“Wah it seems, baby shyly visit his parents”, said the doctor.

Randi was silent at the miracle that lay ahead of him. It cannot be denied that there is guilt lodged in his heart, when abandoning the innocent little creature. The corner of his eyes was slightly dewy, but he swiftly rubbed it so that there was no visible trace of it at all.

While Rose he was unceasingly smiling while staring at the monitor screen. “Doctor my son or daughter?”, he asked cut the doctor's explanation.

“Before Mom, let's see first”. The doctor shifted his cursor.

“How do doc?”, said Randi, who also asked, this is the first time Randi cares about the presence of his son.

“Children Mother Half Boy, this yes Sir already seen clearly”.

Randi was more stunned by the amazement of the monitor in front of him, the tiny hand was waving as if greeting their parents.

“The situation of Bu Roses is fine there are no complaints and significant obstacles. It's just for baby weight at the age of 24 weeks including a little less yes ma'am. Mum Roses should multiply nutritious foods, drink water and milk. One more yes Ma'am most important, reduce stress and pressure, don't mind much”.

“There is a question?”,

The couple's husband and wife shook their heads simultaneously.

“Good, if no one asked me will prescribe vitamins for Bu Mawar”. He ended the testing session this time.

The two of them came out from the examination site with the Rose, who was walking in front of him. Randi is trailing behind his wife.

Again there was no meaningful conversation along the way home. Roses are busy paying attention to the results of the print out ultrasound of his son and Randi who is busy looking at the crowded streets.

Randi remembered the words of the doctor, if the body of the fetus in the Rose weight less. He stopped his car for a moment while crossing the street food area in the city center.

“Mas where to go?”.