
The night greeted the earth. Drown all the activities of the residents there. Some people have fallen asleep in the beauty of dreams. Some are still lamenting his fate. Some are planning time
ahead of him. Rama, that night he chose to go home. On the basis of force Dance and Miss Marni. For more than two days the doctor did not step foot into the house.
He began to rest his back on a soft mattress. His fingers slide each other several photos created in his cell phone gallery. Can not be denied he was so happy when he saw the row of photos. There is an immeasurable sense of happiness. There is a sense of desire to continue in life, but there is also a sense of guilt for betraying his late wife, when he keeps a photo of another woman in his cellphone.
Agitated and happy. Maybe that's how Rama feels right now. Many times he flipped his body trying to close his eyes. Unfortunately, the drowsiness
I also did not say hello. His attention was far seized by the cell phone that was in front of his eyes. Shifting repeatedly the results of the shot.
The Flashback
That morning, even earlier than the sunlight that came to light the earth. In a hospital VVIP room. Doctor Rama was sitting on the side of his wife's bed who had just given birth to their first daughter. He woke up after a dream, sitting enjoying the twilight in one corner of the city with his wife. Apparently the wife had also woken up from her sleep. He looked at Rama who had just woken up.
“Honey, thank you for giving birth to a beautiful child for me. Thank you for fighting to be able to present him, in the middle of our family”Ucap Rama while holding
his wife's hand. On several occasions he also kissed the palm of the hand
his wife with love. He realized that it was not easy for his wife to survive so far.
The woman smiled, she looked at Rama's face. Then a clear liquid was suddenly present between the two.
“Jaga and take good care of our son Mas. Love him with all your heart” said the woman.
“Of course dear, we will take care with our child. If necessary we will add a brother to him later” replied Rama with great enthusiasm.
“No Mas sorry, I can't take care of him with you. My time is not long. I'm not strong anymore with all this”
Rama was silent, what was in his dream why it had to become a reality. He quickly climbed into the patient's bed, hugging his wife very tightly. Rama's eyes were watering.
“No dear, jagan talks like that again. I don't like it, haven't you succeeded
birthed her. Now it is our duty to care for and raise him together”
“I'm sorry, I can't. I can only accompany you here. Please take good care of him and take good care of him. Please let me go after I'm gone and I will
sure you can find a better replacement than me. Who loves children
we are with all our heart. I said mas”
“Promise me you will continue your life after this. A piece of my life is in our son”
The woman began to breathe deeply. His eyes looked at Rama as if he were saying goodbye. While Rama, the man cried to his wife very much
tightly. A moment later in a matter of seconds the woman had already closed her eyes
with peace.
“No dear..no, don't do this. Don't leave me like this” Shouted Rama who instantly opened his eyes. He had just closed his eyes, but his wife came
say hello.
“Darling you came tonight, do you miss me? Like I miss you? If you miss me why don't you come to pick me up? Or are you trying to tell me something?”
Rama gasped when he opened his eyes. He headed to the kitchen to get a glass of water. A moment later he also took ablution water held prayer rites in one third of the night. He began to tell all his complaints to the creator.
For a long time Rama pensively poured out all his heart. He closed his eyes for a while, but did not fall asleep. He was still awake, only his eyes
the closed.
A whisper and confidence was present unexpectedly in his heart. He nodded and opened his eyes immediately.
Oh Lord, is this part of the clue to the unrest I am feeling right now.
He again berkasbih contemplate and adore the creator very fervently. He did all this until dawn came to say hello.
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That morning Rama went to the hospital earlier than usual. He brought a pack of rice for the following Dance with Risma. He also took the time to buy flowers on the road to the hospital. He wants to liven up the atmosphere of Risma's room. Didn't Dance and Risma like flowers.
“Assalamualaikum” said when opening the door of Risma hospital room.
“Waalaikumsalam”
“Antique white lily flower, for beautiful princes. And the graceful pink Gerbera flower for the great Mother” said Rama when handed the two flowers, on
two women in the room.
Both of them welcomed the gift with joy. Compact both of them immediately smelled the bungan, inhaling every scent that was in peace.
“I have to visit patient first yes. Later when I'm done here again” Pamit Rama
later then. He chose to leave the room for a moment. Her heart
not strong enough to withstand the happiness mixed with haru. He really wanted to jump around at that place.
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“Doctor Rama, there is one patient who came from Surabaya. Some time ago I had told the nurse to hand over her medical record” said Doctor Wira, one of Doctor Rama's colleagues at the hospital.
“Iya Doc, thank you I've learned it”
“Eh, by the way Doctor Rama's face looks very happy today. What is it? Or is there one of the following patients waiting for him who is able to touch the heart of Doctor Rama who has long frozen this” his lead later.
“What the hell?”
“Iya. Why did you try smiling while jumping like that?”
Doctor Rama was caught happy. He cannot hide that happiness.
“Already, let's visit the patient's” the two Doctors quickly headed to the room Bu screening, which is in the same corridor as the room Risma. He immediately asked for permission
on the family side to come in and check on him.
Bu screening was silent for a moment when he saw the presence of Rama in his room. Her heart was busy muttering interpreting the series of events that might occur between Dari and
also Risma.
“I check first Yes Bu”
Ms. Srining did not respond, she was busy observing Doctor Rama who was examining her.
“What does Bu feel?” tanyanya.
“Ri.ri..ri..” replied Bu Srining stammeringly. He asked where Dance was.
Doctor Rama was silent for a moment. He is still trying to interpret what his patients say.
“Sorry Doctor, my wife is used to talking about it. That's the name of the former daughter-in-law in
our families. She missed our daughter-in-law so much that every time she met a stranger, she would ask us where our daughter-in-law was.
Rama understood. He smiled again and did the examination.
“Ri.ri..ri..”again Bu screening said the same thing.
“Iya bu” reply back Doctor Rama.
“Name of our former daughter-in-law Dok” Dance bright sir Nario.
“Oh yes pak” replied Doctor Rama with a smile back. In his heart he thought whether the Dance he meant in this family was the Dance he knew?
“I'm sorry, sir, we will soon schedule a treatment”
“Good Dok”
Rama left the room. He wants to go back to Risma's room to make sure if the girl
small it has breakfast or not and will soon give the medicine later.
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“Lo really outside Risma how?” rama asked when he saw Dari walking in the hospital corridor.
“Risma same Ibu mas inside, again eat” he replied kindly. Both of them walked on that morning.
“Hem..” Rama paused his words for a moment.
“Tar, there are things I want to ask” he said nervously.
“What's mas?” tari's face, quickly staring at the interlocutor. He stopped his misguided feet.