The Thorn in the Family

I'm Not the Perfect Woman

“So, can I now get the answer Tar?”

Silent.

There was no sound of silence, just the wind and some leaves falling on the edge of the pool. The woman chose to play her fingers with water. Taking water on his fingers, then looked down as if looking for clues and asked at the silence of the pool water.

“I won't force you to answer” a sentence that then airs

when I don't get an answer. The man looked at the woman who was looking down.

It was cold and quiet for a while. Gurgling from the water

the dance starts to make a small sound between them.

“I'm not a perfect woman” a sentence that came out of Dance's mouth, she

ventured to stare at the interlocutor for a moment and again looked down, hiding the dewy corner of his eyes.

“No human being in this world is perfect, neither am I. Doesn't perfection belong only to the creator?”

“You're right Mas. But as a normal woman in general I am not perfect.

A few years ago, I was sentenced by several doctors if I..”.

Dance chose to duck, this time her weeping of grief again decayed. He wiped it with his thumb the corner of his eye. Then take a long breath. Try to stay calm and control the situation. It does not stop if anyone sees this interaction thinking no-no.

“Doctor diagnosed me barren woman Mas”

Degs...

Rama gasped for a moment, he immediately looked up trying to stare at the woman in front of him. It was like trying to give strength there.

“It was just a diagnosis of a servant of God. I'm also a doctor and I'm sometimes wrong when diagnosing my patients”

“But Mas, not just one Doctor. Some Doctors say the same thing”

“I don't care about it, my love and race for you is sincere, neither does status look for perfection in there. I find comfort and tranquility when I am with you. I also found peace when I was near you”

“Mas, you will regret later if you love a barren woman, who can not

give you descent” Dance back to look up, trying to convince the man in

in front of him, if the decision to love him has a very big risk.

“With or without children, does not guarantee the happiness and wholeness of a family.

I accept all of that. To me a child in a marriage is a bonus of the almighty. We can still work on that. Do you doubt the power of your Creator in this?”

“No, it's not like that, it's just that I'm still traumatized by the love story I've lived through in the past. All looks sweet at the beginning and ends thus”

Dance confirmed her sitting position. He leaned against the wall behind him. He was busy playing grass. Counting the grass strands that are on the edge of the pool with an unfocused padangan.

“Do not equate us, we are different. Right now it's just me and you. Not the others”

“Why should be afraid of the absence of a child. we have Risma present in

among us. Didn't you think he was like your own son. I will not demand the presence of a child from your womb. Really I promise to it”

Silent, the two seemed to be silent to each other for a moment. They dive into each other's hearts to make a definite decision.

“Hay, do I make you sad?”

Dance shook her head. His hands were busy counting the grass

it's in front of him.

“Don't be sad, smile slalu. My heart aches when I see you grieve and just shut up

“Masa?” Dari chose to glance at the face of Rama who was in front of him.

“Tak believe, hold it. Here, there is a heart that beats stronger than usual.

It seems like he wants out of his place. I'm a doctor but I can't diagnose my illness when I'm close to you”

Dance looked back at her interlocutor, she could no longer hold back the smile on her face.

“According to one of the senior Doctors working in the hospital, I got a rare disease and only one cure”

“Disease?” Dance frowned for a moment and tried to guess the disease

the suffering of Rama. At first he thought that Rama was just joking.

“I was hit by a love and affectionate thirst virus. Unfortunately, there is no cure for this disease. Except you”

Rama looked back at his interlocutor with a deathly gaze. His eyes pierced deep, though,

trying to reach the heart of Dance. He did not blink for a few seconds to convince the woman who had captured his heart.

While Dance, the woman was unable to give any more reactions. He was still shocked by

all the gifts given by Rama. It's just that his face has been flushed red to withstand all the turmoil of the heart that exists. The two of them were stunned and stared at each other with locked eyes.

“How so? Would you like to live the rest of your life with me? Perfecting half the religion by creating sakinah, mawadah and warohmah with me?”

Being quiet...

imprinted in the esophagus. They are still in the same position facing each other. Soon after, he began to make a sound.

“Maaf”

One word that made Rama relax instantly. The man immediately threw his gaze in all directions. His face instantly turned into a black cloudy cloudy cloud.

The blazing sun of the afternoon sun seemed insignificant to the heart that was about to collapse.

“Sorry, but I can't refuse you”

One sentence back in the air from the mouth of Dance, he spoke with confidence and hope for happiness in his life. He answered the offer with a smile and looked at the face of Rama who looked tangled after the answer of the previous word. While Rama, the man immediately turned to his woman's side. It

staring with an indescribable look. His ears try to focus fearfully if he is wrong to listen.

“Am I not mistaken to hear?”

Her eyes spoke to the heart of Dance, as if she wanted to hear back the chant

the words he just heard.

Dance chose to shake her head.

“Does this mean you accepted me to be your companion?”

Again Dance, choosing to use her head alone with a smile. That smile

able to make the days of Rama chaotic, when not able to see it.

“Oh Bethari, thank you for this opportunity. I'll try to keep it”

Rama cheered in his heart. Really he wanted to fly and roll around right then and there, but he was worried if Tari, seeing it would be ilfil for him.

“I leave all my heart to you. I hope there's no disappointment between us

later”

Rama could not speak. Even his fighting style disappeared instantly

when I heard the answer from Dance.

“I don't want to play around with this relationship. I want to marry you as soon as possible

possible”

Rama was eager to hold the hand of Dance, but he was afraid that the willa would refuse.

He chose to hold on to the grass where he was sitting at this time.

“Oh Allah thank you, for all the good you have given me. I'm gonna

trying to keep it as good as possible”

“I won't promise you anything Tar, but I'll try to make you happy while being by my side”

I finally found you

When this heart begins to melt

I finally found you

When this body wants to dock

I wish you were

The answer to all my worries

And let me be

Loving you to the end of my age

If I match you later

I have all my weaknesses

And if you are next to me

Never get tired of loving me (Naff: I finally found you).

The footsteps of the little boy could be heard running quite fast. He walked out of his room and stepped out.

“Dad, Mother. Where the hell have you been? How am I not in ajakin?” without a little guilt

he sat in the middle of his parents who were in the heat.

“Dad, Mother why are you quiet?”

“See me. I'm here!” the little girl shriveled when her parents were busy

embrace each other.

“Ah yes dear sorry. What's up?”