
Today I am 5 months old. Strangely now I even often want this and want it, even though the first semester has passed. I was also more was, miscarriage 2 times scared and traumatized me.
After bang adam brangkat gojek. I also went out of the house of intention to tax for blanja. Karna was wanting to eat a saos padang crab. But just want to walk to the front of the complex arrived there was a call from an unknown number.
" Hello "
" Hello what's true this is with father adam's family "
" Yes, I am his wife. Who is this ?"
" We from the police would like to announce that Mr. Adam was one of the victims of a consecutive accident on the road this morning and now his body has been on the road to Rumah duka "
" What sir ? corpse ??"
" Yes buk. Adam sir was dead on the spot when we evacuated."
O Allah..
Died..
Astagfirullah..
O Allah..
Is this real ????
My body immediately decays like it is not boned. No longer thinking about the shame I sat down and cried so it would be on the streets of our housing complex.
" O Lord Lena, what are you doing ?,
I think the goddess heard my cry and then she cried out for help to the others.
Aki lifted the mother complex to the terrace of the house there are about 4 or 5 people.
" Mba help me, hikss, help me, mba, hiks...."
" Yes len we will help you. You calm down first. Tell us. What do you want to help ?" answer mba dewi
" Bang adam accident now at my in-laws' house please order me grab there mba." I said as he pleased.
" Good good. I'm ordering now, yeah, where's the address ? you calm down first don't be this way.You're pregnant len you have to calm down. Remember your baby ". Answer mba dewi.
At the mother-in-law's house. Soon I paid the price of the grab last ..But the house is quiet there is no sign of anyone inside.
Assaamualaikum.. Mamma..
My door was knocked but.. It's not locked.
I went in but no one. Until the family room..
Dor...dor..dor.voice Balloon erupted..
O God my heart that has been marathon plus the sound of balloons erupting not one but many. My heart is not a marathon anymore but it's like jumping out of the belly.
I saw Adam holding a birthday cake. There are faris, yuna, ragil, and mama-in-law as well.
Happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday .......
Happy birthday .......
Happy birthday..
" Happy Birthday Dear, May you and our baby always live a healthy life and may God make all your affairs easier. Aamiin's "
While I was still silent like a statue. I can't describe my fear just now when I heard Adam's accident. But I can't deny that I'm also moved by all this. But what I regret.. Why is death made of such a joke.
Remembering that I'm emotional. Adam played with my feelings. She knew I was prone to miscarriage.
" Inflatable candle Deck. "said bang adam smile sweetly.
Cut out the candles and I take over the cake in the hand of Adam's bang and then I throw it on the floor. At first I wanted to throw it in Adam's face. But dear, her sweet face will get dirty.
Brakes...
Plaque....
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