
The day goes by so fast.it has been more than two months of unemployment still not getting a job. He only relies on earning from writing and selling online. Not no vacancies just bang adam who is too picky.
" Bang how about we just move to the village. There we can go to the field. Mama kampung field is still empty we can grow vegetables there, than here brother just eat sleep continues. Aren't you bored. ?"
" Brothers are not good at deck farming "
" Can learn bang "
" Fields will not be adequate deck. How much is the result of the field?, which there will be we just stay tired. The result is not much. It's hot again "
" brother said the result is not much, but we are all big from the results of mama and dad who are fighting the loh bang "
" Yes if they are their own land "
" Fix dad already said that we want to farm the empty land that we just work. There is no revenue sharing system. Only one who does not want "
tutu..
" Hello ma "
" Yes, I'll say the same lena, yes "
I don't know what my mother-in-law talked about until Adam said my name too.
" Deck. Mama said she wanted to spend money. Replaced later "
" For the most part the same mama bang. 3 days ago have asked to pay for electricity and kitchen blanja. Now what else is it ?"
" Mommy doesn't ask for a deck but borrow "
" How many times have you been in a minjam since you were in PHK. Have you ever changed bang ? Never would it be, if to eat the food that mama loaned it is okay. But this is for lifestyle. Our income is just a hot fit for our daily expenses bang. Please tell mom. If not, ask Ragil to work. If this continues we will not be able to pay the installments of this house again bang "
" Ow brother knows now, mentang mentang brother no longer work you so the calculation on the family brother yes, brother is self-conscious now you are your work that feeds your brother. But that's brother len's parents. The woman who gave birth to her brother. Don't you pity "
" I'll give you a bang if it's for rice or side dishes. But if for a lifestyle following the lifestyle of the rich. Sorry I don't have any money "
" His name was also Len's parents. You should have understood. Only 300k len cook you don't want to love "
" Just brother said... Only 300rb ??? Even I had to write overtime overnight and also sleep less to get that bang ".
" Are you loving now or not ?" bang adam even snapped at me. O Allah..
" No "I replied firmly.
Bang adam is silent and then out of the house either way where it's up to him. I was getting tired of my behavior. He knew his son was still asking for money.
Instantly I thought I had bought a pregnancy test last night . I wanted to wear it this morning but forgot. The midwife said the results are more accurate if tested early in the morning when you wake up.
Adam did not come home all day. I'm sure that Adam's bang is at my mother-in-law's house. I don't know what caused Adam's change. Adam always defended me. He never said anything rude like that.
crick...
I heard the door open. The clock's lyrics already show the number 19.20 wib
Bang Adam entered the room but did not greet me.
" Sister from anywhere, why just came home ?"
" Find a job. "
" Sister has eaten, make dinner yes "
" No need to bother you can take it yourself."
" Good then "
This morning I was pretty excited. I took the pregnancy test I bought a few days ago. I am already late for the moon. First line one and then slowly turn into line two.
Alhamdulillahot..
This is the third time I've been pregnant. The pain of losing twice scared me. I took that long little thing and then I swagged into the room and put it on the dresser. Then back to the kitchen to make breakfast
Deck...
Adam came to me in the kitchen.
" It's got a jackass ?"
I saw the tespeck was held by bang adam.
" Yes, "My answer is short.
I saw Adam rubbing his face rough. Is adam not happy I'm pregnant ? Negative thoughts are attacking me.
" Why don't you take a pregnancy-preventing drug first anyway ?"
Degs..
Oh Allah...
" What brother's max ?"
My eyes began to glaze over
" Kan adek tau abag still unemployed. Brother has no income deck how will brother finance you ?"
" Astagfirullahalazim bong. I know that the boy is very angry bg.The boy brought a fortune bang "
" Brother is not ready to be the father of deck "
Degs..
Oh God what else is this. My eyes immediately turned red hot. Adam said he was not ready to be a father.
" Max brother what bang hah..?" I started to get emotional.
" Adek clearly knows what brother max.., brother is not ready to have children deck. Before our financial situation improves. Adek please understand that "
Hah. bang adam reply to my emotions. This has never happened before. Adam usually gives up.
" But he was already present. We have no choice but to accept it even if my brother says he's not ready to be a father. "
" Just knock off the deck "bang adam softly but able to make my tension immediately go up. My body feels like boneless. Doldrums, my chest rumbles.
" Just drop the deck please pa..."
" Enough bang, Stop. Please don't talk any more "my snapped at bang adam.
" If you're not ready to be a father, you shouldn't get married. Don't get married if you're afraid of having children. Where's your conscience, huh ?? What brother could have killed his own flesh blood huh.. Brother's work ?"
O Allah, my heart is broken as broken. I can't believe Adam would do that. Oh, my God, robbi.. My tears are flowing like a river. Be ill.. My heart hurts so much.. I thought with me pregnant would add to the spirit of adam bang looking for a job but this was the opposite.
When my second pregnancy I could see clearly Adam was crying when I knew I was having a miscarriage. But this time it is different. is it just because adam still unemployed, or is there another reason ?"
Whisper s***n start coming, I don't want to argue any longer with bang adam. I left him in the kitchen and then I went into the room and locked him up.
" Dek open the door. Don't put this on deck . Listen to my brother first "
In a row-to