
The sound of the dawn Adhan sounds simple sahutan. I woke up bang adam for the morning prayer of the mosque.because it is here the mosque is close to only a few meters.
" Just at last our deck of the mosque "
" Ok "
Me and bang adam ahirnya same as the mosque.the air is so fresh. many people also walk the mosque. Thank God this complex is all Muslim.
Today I want to cook chicken soto and potato pergedel. coming home from the mosque had all been shopping in the stall.
" Hmm the money "
" Beware bang do not disturb first to quickly finish ". said when bang adam came and immediately hugged me from behind. My face reddened in embarrassment because it was unusual for her sweet attitude while she saw me smile.
" What is the smile of a smile like a smile ?"
" Gak papa. adek funny, like never hugged until the wrong behavior of all." said bang adam continued to laugh.
" Here I am. Take a shower for breakfast."
" Just turn down the deck. brother breakfast at the office just want to quickly brother there is a meeting this morning ".
" Ok My husband ".
Adam smiled until he went to the bathroom. Yes Allah is very happy.It turns out this is what it feels like to live in your own home. Much more comfortable.
" Dek later at noon seems like brother did not come home lunch yes. brother wants the same spacious boss. also later tonight brother rather long home because the old date ngerti la adek right"
" Okay, call me bang".
After the adam bang left, I was confused about what to do. Cook yes sleep again.
Assalamualaikum...
" Loh deck, haven't shaved skolah yet ?"
Apparently my smallest brother-in-law.
" So I asked for money to pay for school ".
I took a slow breath and then went to the room to get my wallet
" It's to pay this tuition for your snacks."
" Thank you brother"
He left after I gave him a hundred thousand bills to pay for school and fifty thousand for his services.
I realized that Adam was the father's replacement for his younger brother.
Tut...
My hp voice
Hellooo.....
the one who called was my sister from the village..
" hello len. How did you move house ? it's safe "
" Yes safe. Safe and in control" I laughed
I also talked long enough with my parents and siblings in the village.then when I was at home mama-in-law to call the family only I was reluctant to talk. now it feels more free to want a story or laugh no more worry.
It doesn't feel like day has changed at night. Tonight though bang adam said to come home late but I still wait for him dinner.the hour has shown 21.22 wib no sign of him coming home. even though my stomach is hungry but I hold it because of the adam bang will not taste when eating alone.
tok.tokm.. Assalamualaikum
Soon I opened the door to my husband's tired face and pretty slovenly clothes.
" Sheer clean first."
while waiting for a clean adam bang I put down the rice and side dishes that I cooked morning but have been heated.
" Loh adek haven't had dinner yet ?"
Strange questions in my opinion. because bang adam know my habit is always waiting for him to come home and eat the same. unless he chat ask to eat first.then I eat first.
" Kok brother did not say anyway. kan brother knows that adek always wait brother come home to eat the same. adek hold the hunger because wait brother. tau gini earlier I did not starve."
Somehow the emotions heard bang adam say he had eaten with his boss while I was hungry to accompany him to eat.
Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
I just kept quiet to see Adam bang into the room.doesn't feel him sitting near me to just accompany me to eat...
Morning as usual when bang adam shower sound notification chat in. immediately I take her hp because of the fear of important and then I open..
deg...
Oh God what is this, this chat from women. bang adam play me chat. Atagfirullahhalazim says..
I read the chats one by one, shaking my hands, and my feet like no bones.
Adam came and looked at me expressionlessly.
" Who's the chat deck ?"
I gave him the phone straight away without returning the screen.
" Adek open me chat ??"
I quietly did not answer and then came out of the room.I was in the guest room.as strong as possible I held back so as not to cry but could not. My tears just came out.
deck...
it turned out that Adam was dressed and ready to go to work and he came to me.
" Dek do not misunderstand yes it's just playing brother only. forgive brother yes deck. do not just stay this way brother is not serious it. it's just playing "
" Brapa times brother Bo ??"
" Never deck oath brother never Bo. never deck "
" Why bang, why brother play me chat. brother know. if now brother play girl then your daughter will pay for her karma. Outside brother happy happy and then go home carrying the disease. I'm disgusted by the same guy who likes Bo".
I expressed my emotions on the adam bang fortunately my voice can be controlled and also my neighbors there is no one who kepo as in the first place.anything front door is still neatly closed.
" Sister never Bo deck. swear by God"
" Lied.."
" O Allah deck. swear deck brother never bo, and never will. there is not the slightest intention brother to bo women. brother just play. it's just playing brother deck."
" If not Bo's intention why the application is downloaded huh.?, max what brother.at least the discussion is not far from s********n."
" I'm sorry deck brother."
I saw the eyes of bang adam begin to red. did he cry?. I felt my stomach began to cramp as well..
" Dek please forgive brother. brother promise will not repeat it again and his application brother delete now. brother promise deck please do not cry again. later the stomach is cramping and the baby's grandpa is sad"
" Son realized that I was pregnant again but why even play with fire.? what brother likes to kiss a woman who has been managed by many men.if indeed brother is not satisfied playing brother do not marry and have children. I will go home to the village. play until your brother is satisfied".
" no deck. please don't do this. please forgive obag deck please..."
Bang Adam took his cell phone and called not know who.I saw already jm 8 passing.
" Dek forgive brother. brother promises not to repeat it again. please deck."
I felt my stomach cramp and this time it hurt a lot. I sat down on the bed and took a slow breath and then slowly rubbed my stomach.
Astagfirullahal.
I repeat again and again say Istigfar so that this heart is calm.
Deck..
" Please bang. I want to rest don't bother first."
I said while breaking down the body. I tried to close my eyes but my mind always filled chat bang adam in the application that was spinning around.