THE TEARS THAT FLOW BECAUSE OF THE SAD RELATIONSHIP Tears That Flow Because of the Relationship of Sadness

Chapter 5 Birthday Sadness Part 2

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Tring Tring Tring

the sound of the doorbell of the hotel room is sounded, then shortly a sound is heard...

Pip pip pip pip pip

"father, mother, but it seems like I keep hearing pip pip, where the sound comes from" I noticed a strange sound.

"Yes, I heard his voice too" said the father standing up from the dining table and looking for the origin of the strange sound, the mother also stood up to find the origin of the sound, they checked every item in every room but never found it.

I also helped find the origin of the sound, then again heard the sound of the doorbell of the hotel room that was sounded again several times.

"Dad, mom, there seems to be a guest outside" I said.

Because there was no response from father and mother I also checked who the guests outside were,

I went to the door of the hotel room and opened it, and I saw a person who was clearly unfamiliar standing before me holding a box, dressed in all black, the black hat even his face was covered by the black mesker he even wore black gloves.

"Excuse me my little lady is a friend of your father, I brought this room owner's gift, please give this to my lady's father" said the strange man.

'He speaks Indonesian, it seems like he is really an acquaintance of father, he said,

but why do I feel a little afraid of him' I thought.

"But uncle, can't uncle leave this to the hotel clerk, why did uncle give this directly?"my many.

"Because everyone until the hotel attendant is not there, they are all busy with their own happiness, because it is Valentine's Day... right?"said the strange uncle, even though his face was covered in a black mask, for some reason I seemed to be able to see the expression of his grinning face.

" O..oh well I'll give it to you, thank you uncle and goodbye" I said, received the box and went into the hotel room and locked the door, my whole body trembled as if it felt something as strange as my heart felt, a feeling that stuck in my mind.

Anxiety and fear begin to build up

in heart.

Worry.. anxiety...

about what will happen after this?

Then came the sound of a pip...

"it looks like his voice came from this box" I said, noticing the strange sound I was constantly looking for coming from the box that my strange uncle had just given me, my heart was pounding, his voice grew louder and louder, panic and fear of becoming one made my entire body tremble even more, violently, and I accidentally dropped the box and suddenly it exploded and threw me into the living room.

The box exploded and made a fire that surrounded around me, I just cried out of fear, the longer the fire got bigger from the burning stuff, the black smoke scattered in the wind, the longer the fire got bigger and bigger, so much smoke made it difficult for me to breathe, the heat that enveloped me drove out my consciousness slowly.

Then...

The dark...

It doesn't sound anything...

'Did I die?? no, I must not die, I must tell father and mother to get out of the hotel, because maybe the hotel will explode, I must wake up!'

And when I regained my senses, I was in the arms of my father who was holding me tightly.

"Dad, mom, you need to get out of here!"lirih.

"Olivia hold on, you have to hold on so you can live" said Dad as he carried me.

"Olivia you want to have a lot of friends, right? aren't they? then you have to live happily and make as many friends as possible"

said father.

"Olivia baby, you're gonna have to live on your own without us from now on, can you?

live happily.." said mother.

"I'm sorry that we could only raise you up here, sorry that we had to leave you alone in this world, sorry that you had to be born into this family, sorry that this is all dad's fault,"said the father who hugged very tightly.

"No I don't want to be alone, don't want to, dad and mom can't go!"I said loudly withholding the crying.

"I'm glad you know that mom and dad love you more than anything"

I looked at the mother with a face that kept shedding tears.

I don't understand why they say things that I can't understand, why adults say things that are hard to digest and understand by a child as small as me...

maybe I understand what father and mother mean but, but I want to pretend I don't understand, because I want to assume that father and mother's words are a joke, right now I really hope everything they say is a joke.

For a while I looked at my father and mother's faces closely, then my tears started to flow from the corner of my eyes, I felt the teardrops running down my cheeks, the tears I had been holding back since then finally broke, at this moment the fear of losing the people who were in front of me.

Until I was finally thrown out the window by my father and mother, from the twentieth floor, I knew they were doing it to keep me alive, but this hurt my feelings a lot because I had to see the deaths of two angels that were very precious to me, I saw the fire that had spread all over the hotel and finally I watched with my own eyes, father and mother who were consumed by the fire and burned by the fire so great.

I fell from the height of the twentieth floor, I fell quite far from the hotel, I fell into the bushes, my head was hit by a rock.

"Dad, mom, take me away with you guys" I said.

Usually when I am sad and afraid I always hope that my father and mother come and calm me and comfort me, but now to whom I should hope, the mind is now filled with questions.

Why did God take my parents so quickly? why is God so unfair, in the times when I need my parents the most to be by my side, why should God take them away? it's not fair to lose people who I think will be together forever, sooner or later it will happen, but it's too sudden when I'm not ready, so I hope, I wish someone would come to me right now.

"Dad mom come back, I'm really scared without you" I said expectantly.

"If only I had never been born into this world, maybe you would have lived happily as a family without me" I said.

Right now, my feelings of regret and self-blame, as well as my fear of death today, as well as my anxiety about the future, instantly all overflowed from my heart.

In this constantly happening situation, it felt like my consciousness of reality had become paralyzed.

Feeling all the pain, feeling that my consciousness was getting lost, even watching the unceasing blood come out of my head, the fear of death spread throughout my body, even if I wanted to ask for help, there was not a single voice I could shout, then I closed my eyes hoping and counted to three in a low voice for someone to come and save me from this unbearable pain.

1...

2...

3...

"Are you okay?"ask a boy.

I opened my eyes and smiled at the boy standing before me.

"No. This is very painful" I said .

His mouth opened and he was like saying something, but his words were not heard because of the sound of fire cars and ambulances that had arrived, and I lost consciousness without knowing the words that the boy was saying.

Before I lost consciousness, the last thing I heard and saw was a loud roar, and the hotel collapsed along with that loud roar.

When I closed my eyes, everything was clear, that night when it all started, the memories were eternal.

Everything was destroyed in plain sight.

*** ***

"It seems, at that time Riyan said something, but I can't remember it" Olivia said.

"What about? what was said by him at the time?"olivia said while thinking hard to remember and looking for answers from the memory pieces at that time, she thought until unconscious at the time.

Olivia's daydream is interrupted by the sound of an alarm clock ringing in her room that shows 6:00.

Such was the first meeting of Olivia and Riyan which is the beginning of a destiny that binds each other until now.

SERIATE.