THE TEARS THAT FLOW BECAUSE OF THE SAD RELATIONSHIP Tears That Flow Because of the Relationship of Sadness
Chapter 17 Difficult to Stop These Feelings
This morning Rayden fell asleep in class, when the class was still empty, he fell asleep long enough, until his sleep was disturbed by the sunlight that hit his face.
'I still want to sleep, but because of the sunlight, I have trouble sleeping.I wish the sun was covered with clouds' thought Rayden, covering his own face with his hands.
'Oh, what is this? I just hoped...
is it true, my strange hope was granted, is it true that the clouds completely covered his sun' thought Rayden by opening his eyes slowly.
"Hello, Rayden" said Olivia, who was sitting in the open window holding a book.
"Olivia what are you doing, the windows are high, come down quickly! you fall down later" said Rayden, who gasped when he first opened his eyes.
"It's okay, the window's short"
"What do you mean short, if from here, it's short, but if from the outside it's high, we're on the third floor" said Rayden worriedly.
"Just the first time, I saw Rayden's anxious figure, you're really cute" Olivia said with a smile.
"Stop saying nonsense, and get down quickly!"
"Yes" said Olivia while descending.
'It turns out sitting in a third-floor window, it's so much fun, it's worth it yesterday Cleo also said it was fun' Olivia thought.
"Actually what do you think until you can sit in the window like that" Rayden said.
"When you came to school, I saw you sleeping, and it seemed like your sleep was interrupted by the sun until you slept with a wrinkle, so I blocked the sunlight" Olivia said.
"Next time don't do it like that again"
"Well, if you don't like it like that" Olivia said, then she walked up to her stool.
'Well, Olivia, I don't like it, but why do you always look beautiful in my eyes, you're cute too,....my love that clapped my hands for the last three years to this day I still love it, whereas for the last 3 years, I forced myself every day, every time, every moment, every moment, to stop this feeling. Despite knowing this feeling there is no hope, and it will never materialize. I cannot stop it and can only observe it in silence' thought Rayden.
Raden's long and tiring school hours are over, everyone has gone home, and as is routine, Rayden is waiting for his mother to come home, this time because he is too bored in class, so waiting in the garden, he sat on a bench in the garden under a shady tree.
He leaned against the tree and closed his eyes.
On the other side.
"Deana, how about you just take out the trash, it's right there" Klaura said, pointing towards the corner of the classroom.
"What, but why, I also want to sweep it. what if we later throw the trash together. "ask Deana.
"Do you want me to tell you twice?"Klaura.
"All right, I'll do it"
'Basic shit, if told to, just do dong' Klaura thought.
Deana drags the trash in a large bag the size of her, until she passes through the garden and sees Rayden sleeping by leaning against a tree.
"Oh, hello Rayden" as Deana was passing by.
Rayden did not answer or open his eyes.
"Ah, if Rayden thinks that in the classroom quiet, so it's natural that he ignored me who greeted him" muttered Deana who pulled garbage.
Rayden opened his eyes slightly and immediately stood up and walked over to Deana who was tugging at the trash,
'Why should he pass right in front of me, I don't want to do it because it would trouble me, but I also can't ignore, a girl who looks troubled' thought Rayden.
He grabbed the trash that Deana pulled until their hands touched accidentally.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I just want to help you" said Rayden, who pulled the trash straight away.
"Eh, what are you sorry for?"
"....."
"Then thank you" Deana said.
Next day...
Today, at 10 o'clock in sports lessons, students and schoolgirls are replacing their school uniforms with sportswear.
In the male toilet, every student who was changing clothes was busy chatting with fellow students.
Cleo who had just changed clothes approached Riyan who was washing her face.
"I like Olivia" Cleo said, for a moment they were the center of everyone's attention.
"I like Olivia too, then...
what does your feeling have to do with me?"
"I just want to say, even if you were friends since you were kids, living in the same house, growing up together, that doesn't make sure that Olivia likes you back"
"What about you? Olivia also does not necessarily like someone she just knew a few weeks, nor necessarily like people who ask her out once"
"You're right, that's why I'm going to get him interested in me" Cleo said with a grin.
"Please,"
"You wouldn't mind if he liked me more than he liked his childhood friend, would you?"
"Of course not, because I also have no choice with this life" Riyan said with a friendly smile.
"What do you mean?"
'I don't care if you like Olivia, it's good, after all if Olivia stays with me she won't be happy, I can't keep her company forever because of my short life, but before I give Olivia to you, I need to ensure your sincerity to her, ' thought Riyan.
"Have the sports hours started, let's go spacious" said Riyan.
On the field, all the students and schoolgirls had gathered, the students had already started playing basketball while the princess was playing volleyball.
"Hey, Riyan how about we start from here, let's make a deal to get Olivia interested in us, by doing 10 games "
"That doesn't sound bad,"
"Starting from basketball, we duel"
"Hm, who's scared, ok"
The two of them hooked the little finger on the basis of the childish agreement made at that time.
Cleo stops the ongoing basketball game, and asks them all to stop, as she wants to play basketball with Riyan alone, he also asked every student and student to watch the match he would do with Riyan, he asked some people to be the referee.
"You're ready to lose to Riyan" Cleo said.
"That's if you can rival my talent" Riyan said.
"Well, by the way do you know?
I've won national championships in my country in basketball"
Riyan only replied to Cleo with a smile, after whistles were blown the two were busy fighting over the basketball.
"Sister, sister should lose pokonya~
and Riyan.. I'm with you, so that's the spirit of ya~" cried Deana.
'Basic, Deana... Instead of supporting her brother, she instead cheered up the thud.' Cleo thought annoyed.
Due to Deana's shout, Cleo was a little fooled by the quick movement of Riyan's hand and the ball managed to be on Riyan, then Riyan made a lay up move and got 2 points in the first half, which was the first, not to be outdone Cleo immediately grabbed the ball and lay up their points 2-2 in the first half, they continued to fight fiercely.
"Hey Olivia, I never knew if Riyan could play basketball" said Cia who nudged Olivia with her elbow while they were watching the game.
"I don't know either" said Olivia who focused on paying attention.
"But, look at that, Riyan looks more handsome and sexy when sweating" Cia said.
Everyone was busy whispering as they continued to watch the match until the final round.
The referee's long screaming whistle marked the end of the match. Cleo and Riyan's match ended with the same score of 9-9, so it was stated they were both winners.
"Crazy... Riyan was great at basketball, right? Olivia"take Cia.
"Cia, please wait a minute.I want to buy a drink for Riyan"
"Oh, ok" said Cia.
Meanwhile, as the match had all the disciples surrounding Riyan and Cleo, both their students and schoolgirls were all bustling in praise of Riyan and Cleo.
"Well, Cleo you're not just a cogan, but you're really cool in basketball"
"Thank you"
"Hey Riyan, you were so cool earlier, why have you been hiding your talent all this time.
Would you like to join my team representing our school~"
"Thank you, and I'm sorry I had to turn it down" Riyan said, looking around for Olivia.
"Why? you were really great"
'Certainly because of my illness, if the slightest fatigue of my chest was very painful, if only I had been born without this weak body, if I had not been born with this disease' thought Riyan.
"I'm sorry"
"What a pity, how about you Cleo, join in?"
"Maybe" Cleo said.
Riyan walked over to Cia who seemed to be alone.
"Cia, where's Olivia"
"She said she wanted to buy a drink for you, hm. earlier you were cool Riyan but not as cool as Cleo" said Cia who immediately went to approach Cleo.
'ugh. again, I left the pain medication in class again.I had to take it' thought Riyan, who went straight back to class.
Arriving in class, he immediately grabbed his bag and took the pain medication in the bag.
"Riyan, why did you suddenly return to class" asked Deana who had been following Riyan to class.
"Ah, Deana why are you in class" said Riyan who turned around with one hand behind, he hid the painkiller behind him.
"Actually I followed you, I was going to give you a drink, because when I called you didn't hear me.. But Riyan, what were you doing in 'class ?"deana asked by giving the drink she bought to Riyan, she had a moment's glance at the hand of Riyan hidden behind her body.
"Thank you for the drink, I actually came here to pick up something left in the bag"
"What is something left behind ? to the point that you hide behind yourself" said the curious Deana.
Riyan could not tell his secret so he just fell silent, lucky that when Riyan looked out the window, he saw that the gym teacher had already come to the field.
"Deana we have to go back to the field because it looks like the gym teacher has come" said Riyan.
"Truely, then let's hurry!" deana said leaving the class.
Riyan took his painkiller quickly, and he immediately returned to the field.
Meanwhile, Olivia, who had returned from buying drinks for Riyan, looked around her eyes looking for Riyan.
"Olivia~"
Hearing that someone was calling her name, Olivia turned towards the person who called her name slowly.
"Yes, oh ice cream shopkeeper, what are you doing at this school?"ask the friendly Olivia.
"I've just become a gym teacher at this school, my name is Rio, because the old gym teacher moved to another school, I don't know if we'll ever see each other again.
"Olivia are you okay ?"ask Rio sir.
"Olivia what's wrong with you ?"ask Cia.
"Olivia, are you okay ?"
"Olivia are you okay?"
"Olivia? why is your face suddenly paled?"
Everyone started to worry about the silent Olivia.
'These sounds are similar to the strange uncle's voice from 13 years ago, the man who burned down my hotel and my parents, why he knew my name, back in the ice cream shop, her voice is not so clear because it is disguised in the rain, why does this person's voice remind me of things I don't want to remember' thought Olivia with her face down, her body squeezing, her eyes staring at the pus, and her eyes were so flat, he covered his own ears with both palms because he did not want to hear the voice of the person, he even almost lost his balance and almost fell backwards, Riyan who had just come to catch Olivia who was about to fall, and cover Olivia's ears.
"If you don't want to be heard, then clear your mind and calm yourself down, because I'm by your side" said Ryan who hissed.
"Sorry sir, it looks like Olivia is a little sick, can I take her to uks ?"ask Riyan.
'What did I do at that time, triggered a trauma to Miss Olivia' thought Mr. Rio.
"Sir... can I take Olivia to uks ?"riyan asked again as she saw that the silent Mr. Rio did not reply.
"I-iya, quickly take Olivia to the uks because she seems to be sick" Rio said.
Riyan immediately took Olivia to the uks and laid her on the bed in the uks room.
"Olivia, take this sedative first.." said Riyan.
"Ri-Riyan Mr. Rio's voice was similar to that of a strange uncle..."
Riyan grabbed Olivia's head, then grabbed her, "Please stop, don't talk anymore, if it makes you difficult, I'm here" Riyan said, hugging Olivia, patting her on the shoulder slowly.
"Olivia are you okay ? oh" said Cia who entered without knocking and had seen the scene just now.
'What my eyes have just seen' thought Cleo and Deana who had come with Cia, who had also seen the scene earlier.
"I'm fine, thanks for worrying about me" Olivia said with a smile.
'Time heals everything, but even after 13 years, I can only pretend.
I haven't grown stronger, I haven't been able to develop, I've only learned to lie, with four words.....
'I'm fine', I'm grateful... Riyan was present in my life' thought Olivia.
'I'm also grateful that so many people care about me' Olivia thought again.
School hours are over.
"Olivia you're okay, right? you're not lying, are you?"ask Cia.
"Yes, I've been really good"
"Thank God"
"Oy Cia, isn't that your family's car?"ask Riyan.
"Yes? where's diimana? oh yeah, that's my family I'm first yeah"
Cia went to say goodbye and got into her car.
"Riyan, do you realize it?"ask Olivia.
"Aware what?"
"Every time she has her family, Cia always smiles broadly but always along with her watery eyes"
"really? I didn't notice, so why?"
"...i just wish Cia a happy life, you told me that life has its own destiny..."
"I said so, huh? but I was expecting the same thing as you"
'because the color of Cia's current feelings. is the color of gray, the color of despair.' thought Riyan.
