
The two clients given by Alrik even made me become unbecoming.
Worse client yesterday, Sonya and Hendro.
Seeing the violence before my eyes but being powerless to resist it made me feel even more useless.
Although I used to be the one to play tricks on women, but I never did anything rude to them.
Abusive treatment like this, let alone coming from the closest person will definitely cause trauma.
Yesterday I deliberately waited until Sonya calmed down.
She was still scared even though her husband had gone somewhere.
He told me about his home life. How her husband was always rude at times of intercourse.
Although outside of that he is a normal man, but Sonya is always afraid if being alone.
From the beginning of the marriage Hendro had treated Sonya like that and Sonya was forced to accept everything because Sonya's family had debts to the Hendro family.
Their marriage is not based on love.
This is a matchmaking process because of debt.
Sonya's family does not know if Hendro has been rough with Sonya.
Sonya had complained this to her Mom and Dad at the beginning of her marriage
But both of Sonya's parents are helpless and can't do anything.
Be Sonya can only resignedly accept all treatment Hendro.
Sonya didn't tell me how much her parents owed the Hendro family until Hendro could hurt Sonya like this.
Nor does Sonya know if Hendro has feelings for her?
Because from the beginning of marriage he only get violence for violence from Hendro.
He was just like a slave who had just received any treatment.
Hendro only behaves well if there are others around them, but once they are just both of Hendro's true nature comes out.
Several times He thought about ending his life, because He did not know how to get out of this situation.
I offered to let Sonya go to a psychologist with me, because I knew Sonya needed help, too.
But unfortunately Sonya refused my invitation, she was afraid that her husband would find out and grow angry with her.
I came home from Sonya's house with a bad feeling that night.
Even until the apartment my feelings still hurt.
And Sonya's just my client, not my brother or sister.
But I was so eager to help her out of her bleak life.
If other people saw Sonya's body that had a lot of injuries, it would definitely feel the same as me.
I just hope Sonya can find a way out of her problem.
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Alrik has given me the number of psychologists who will help me.
I called him to make a schedule.
I also called Sonya and gave her the psychologist's number.
I even offered to accompany him to the psychologist but he still wanted to think first.
And I've decided as long as I'm counseling with a psychologist, I'm going to take a leave of absence.
Alrik was very supportive of my decision. He hoped I could find peace soon.
So, Giandra, was my last client before I took my leave.
As I told you, Giandra is a famous stencil novel writer.
He is so famous for some of the works he has created.
He even lives in a luxury apartment in central Jakarta.
He asked me to come to his apartment this afternoon at three in the afternoon.
We'll play in his club house swimming column.
Although according to Giandra, the swimming column is in the room unlike the swimming column in my apartment.
And sure enough when we got to the swimming column, the situation was pretty rame.
Not only with adults, in the swimming ink column there are also some school children who are underage.
" How's Brother? Are you sure you want to do me here? " I still spread my eyes.
" When the rame is no problem, there's only this little boy "
There were about four schoolchildren around eleven or twelve years old in this swimming column.
" Wait for the children to go up first Will, just talk first time yes "
And we talked about anything. He asked about my work.
Like the client's request to me and how long I worked being a gigolo.
Maybe because of a novel writer, the way Giandra talks is so neatly arranged.
Even during the conversation I did not hear Giandra like to think and say e e e, the characteristic of people who are looking for words.
His knowledge is also broad, there are even some things that I do not know and just know from him.
After waiting for two hours, the group of children finally came out of the swimming column.
Without waiting for long we went straight into the column.
While settling down the precipitate and looking around I started to hold onto Giandra's body.
Doing this in the water was a first for me.
What tastes? It feels strange because it feels heavier if you want to move.
Even to make it on is difficult.
I felt the bottom of Giandra, it was warm because the pool water was quite cold at that time.
My finger danced in the cave of Giandra. Giandra closed his eyes, either because of favors or was living the role in the novel.
He opened his legs wider so I could move.
Giandra hugged me "In Will" He said in my ear.
I'm trying to get this banana mas boy into Giandra's cave.
Which is usually an ambon banana today into a small child mas banana that shrivels because of the cold.
It was a little difficult to put it in, because he was not strong to stand.
Still I try to make Giandra know playing in the water is not a good idea.
Giandra still hugged me, from a distance I saw someone watching us.
I immediately put the banana mas back and whispered to Giandra "Someone is looking at your six o'clock "
Giandra let go of his embrace.
" Go to my apartment, Will "
Arriving at his apartment we continued the game in the bathroom.
Start by bathing together to clean the chlorine from the swimming column.
I started playing both mountains and Giandra started to make a sound.
He spread his legs and I let my tongue play there.
Giandra randomized my hair and it moved wildly.
" Enter Will "
Our game lasted a long time and this time the goa Giandra met a hard and veined banana ambon.
We played a lot of styles with a fast rhythm.
If this is my last day to be a gigolo then I will provide satisfactory service to my last client.
We did it many times, moved places and tried many styles.
I think today Giandra got a lot of material for his stencil novel.
Even I'm willing to stay at his apartment just because Giandra wants to know what a dawn attack feels like.
That was my last day as a gigolo.
Tomorrow I start my counseling with psychologist Alrik.