the story of my life journey

I am now an orphan

day and night I was in the hospital taking care of my mother.

like he took care of me first.

in the hospital there is no work just sit with the mother at her bedside, and see the people who go in and out of the hospital, and,

until the nurse recognized me.

sometimes I feel tired because I have to always be in the hospital but what is the power I have to be on the mother's side to take care of her bribe eating changing clothes.

after a week of my mother's discharge from the hospital, a week later she went in again because her chest was tight.

what's my mother's disease?

his disease complications heart, lung, stomach.

mother entered the second hospital

just replace me and my brother take care of mother day and night, if night I guard the day my brother who take care of her and vice versa take turns.

I went to the hospital on foot, back and forth", because there were no vehicles we had, wanted to ride a rickshaw had no fare because there was no money.

we certainly do not have money but if. mother goes to the hospital it costs free from bpjs.

after I changed to look after my mother if it was my turn to get home I work at the coffee factory dp.

dp the coffee was dirty coffee, rotten coffee, selected.and good coffee in weigh. perkilanya valued 500, silver. a day sometimes can be thirty, ' he said ,

forty thousand.

at night it was my turn to look after my mother, but now her behavior is as split as a child.

like sulking do not want to eat wake up in wakein must be lifted like helpless again exactly like a baby, defecate in our bed that cleans it.

at that time I was surprised my mother asked me where I was,

though I was sitting behind him but he asked my existence to my youngest sister I was confused whether my mother did not feel my presence behind her

I was sad about why my mother was like that..

but I don't mind mother's words

in the evening my mother also brought me so tired I seemed exhausted I had time to snap her mother I sleepy mother asked this is asking that , that's , '' I asked ,

mom always asked to go home she told us to pack things.

yes, we'll go home, Mom.

I told my cousin about my mother's condition now.

don't leave mom alone dx you guys

gotta stay there.

yes, brother I said.

tell telor! peanut nut!

people sell triak in hospital windows.

mom, I bought noodles

mom nodded her head at me

yep, yeah,

mommy wants?

I looked towards my mother

then she nodded her head .

quickly clean up our goods let go home said mother said slowly.

outside the hospital window, my big cousin and brother came and went in through the window because the door was closed because the clock was over let's go home said the mother said slowly.

yes yes yes we go home mom clean all my nuts said my cousin let us go home.

brother seppupuku told my brother to be close to the mother turned out to be sad death and exhaled his breath, I also saw the mother exhaled the last breath of her first hanga up into the throat and out of his mouth,. he is hailah

ibuuuuuu I fell limp to the floor and almost fainted after I realized I might wind out of my body my mother has now exhaled inalillahi winealillahi rojiun

ibuuuu !!! ibuuu! huuu uuuu huuu we have now become orphans and my mother is buried in the family cemetery.