the story of my life journey

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I'm afraid my job is just to cry regretting why my life is like this I want it to end with hanging myself .

and I was thinking if I could support my son without my husband wanting my race to scream as fast as he could.

my son is a kid if I die who will take care of him.

if I live, can I support God, do you love me, why is my life like this.

I can't keep this up for a long time can be crazy I sterssss my hair Jambak Jambak while crying when I cry my son also cry I finally also cry as soon as again hyks hyks hyks my eyes bloating because of my work crying continuously.

when my son slept asleep I looked him in the face, my mind said, Mama promised to raise you even Tampa your father son..

that's your mama's promise, mahfira hulvi.

after a few years have passed now my life has changed quite a bit, I am not a weak woman, which if there is no money I am insulted like a worthless trash, ' ' ' ' she said , but now my life is quite changed can be appreciated not hard to ask for help to others again, just the same God just ask for help .

and now that my son has been in school kls 5 min/sd, my son has a big Tampa fee from his father.

Thank God he became a good son thanks to my upbringing and he never asked about his father maybe in his heart asked why he was different from others without a father.

it feels like it is impossible for me to accept a destiny like this but what power must be lived.

my brother and even a close friend of mine asked me why I didn't remarry.

sometimes my mind gets angry at their questions.

but I must be patient and answer because my son still needs me.

I'm afraid if I remarry my son will lack affection I'm afraid my affection will not be fully there for him maybe my affection will be shared with the person who married me.

I've been single mom for almost 10 YRS.

I'm taught that people question why I haven't married again.

yes the reason is only one I want to make my son happy, I don't want my son to lack affection Even without a father, I want my love to be full for him.

let me suffer as long as my son is happy, I don't want to be like Laen's woman, who when she's separated from her husband, married again.

Without knowing how the child feels, it is true that every woman has the right to decide what she wants.

but we also need to think about and weigh in the future what it will be like ,

if he's single married to us, won't he be steaming at all ,

and what if he gets divorced alive if one day his ex-wife asks him back how he wants to be in honey if I no .

keep widower dyingal die if he grandpa his tooth grandfather lives two, rich have a house car and abundant property continues two more days died we can not what because the property is owned by his son. this is my mind, my mind,

understandably my loyal readers rada rada trauma kayak writer that if revealed about marriage.

congratulations on carrying out the fasting worship greetings to the reader may you always be healthy.

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