the story of my life journey

the story of my life journey
rather than being a beggar it's better to be a scavenger



is this old stuff ?


why is this all dx?


to be sold bg I said, it is good practice said sumai lah bg. earlier I saw mother collecting used goods like this, so I also collect it for sale .I think my husband was angry that he was not even helping too , if the husband did not make a debt to the loan shark loan shark, maybe my life is not like this to be a scavenger .I am not ashamed of the old goods that I am more embarrassed to ask or steal because my feet are still able to walk my hands are still able to work I think sometimes the results can only be 30 rb only. there was once a man who told me to work at his house as a washerman but because I had a little child that man did not hire me as a washerman ,every day we only eat once a day in my mind crying I can't live to be like this and it feels like I'm not overwhelmed by the test given by God. I want to go home I miss my village. the smell of the stench of the trash can was very intercepting but the hunger from my stomach succumbed to the taste of the smell of the garbage once in front of the supermarket there is bread bread that has been as high as possible so it was thrown away but still using plastic packaging I picked it up so you know it can still be eaten so hungry we also ate the bread to prop up the stomach oh god it feels I do not want to go home again kampung as poor as people in my village must eat it 3 times a day what we sometimes do not eat too, too,bg I just want to go home I'm not really kayak gini but dx later the loan shark came to the house how to say I already live because I'm not already living here I want go home.yes you already want to go home to your father's house only, no bg I want to go home to us only ,the cost how later the cost there will be paid after arriving at the place I asked for the same dx ana.


that morning I was taken to the terminal to ride the dime ankot I did not have time for the transport car to walk I want to go down again not dangup it feels like I left it alone in this B city I crying tears I feel like I'm a woman who has no heart leave her alone it's probably my destiny and my son's while we have to separate first from the husband and father of my son.


it is true that my guess and my husband that the loan shark came I just answered that my husband did not know where and never came home capela also came because our bike had been dungak a few months he threatened that the train did not paid and the train until it is lost I have to take responsibility and go to prison maybe it's a threat of innocent ranking I tell the existence of the train many more loan sharks that laen arrive until it feels like my life is at the end of the horn...


this episode is draining my tears again.


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