The Story of Azellea

Bonus Quotes from Shima

Hello readers all, how are you, motor please be well. Well special for today muscles want you guys author bonus quotes corals and make your own yes. Even if there are similarities with the quotes that you have read it is purely unintentional because maybe what we feel is the same so that the quotes are also the same.

This quote is deliberately made, for children or teenagers who experience broken home in the sense that their families are intact but in there you do not understand what peace is. Even make you not at home, usually this kedaan many in the same race of teenagers who are mostly still my age (17+)

Before you read this I want to give you advice if any of you here who might feel have a problem like me you can stop by ig I do not have to follow directly dm also may(@rensima2108), we can share there. Who knows, all this time you have no place to confide in other than the diary, can confide in me who knows I can love the solution or at least be a listener for you.

But it's just a suggestion, 'cause everyone has privacy so yeah I just broadcast hehe. Make the same age as me we can be temen and closer there. Yes, do not need a lot of cincong deh fear you get bored reading it. Let's go straight to the Quotes.

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Sometimes humans have to get to the point “LOSS” to understand the meaning of a presence, affection & loyalty.*shima2108*

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And again, they again hurt me no matter how much hurt and disappointment I get because of their selfishness.*shima2108*

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Dear 'FAMILY', can you tell me which other part of our relationship to fix. While all of you have been damaged and you destroy until formless.

*cw2108*

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Not hurt, not disappointed. I've only gotten used to the selfishness you've been making all this time.

*cw2108*

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Just continue what makes you happy, don't care about how I feel. I'm used to being disappointed just by saying, 'I'm okay and always okay'

*cw2108*

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Don't teach me what love means, ' my family' just never apply it even tell me what love is and what it feels like to be happy.

*cw2108*

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Be happy?? Heh, to me it was just a joke. My heart has been filled with wounds, even dead because of the disappointment I have received from those I call 'FAMILY'.

*cw2108*

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How I want to miss home, if I come back every time I will just listen to the commotion they create to make me feel depressed.

*cw2108*

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At least those I call 'friends' are much more useful, than those of you I call 'family' who are only present with wounds.

*cw2108*

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I should feel safe, happy, and comfortable with you. But unfortunately it's just my hallucinations, the fact that being away from you makes me feel calmer.

*cw2108*

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"God thank you for the friends and lovers that you have made in my life. At least they're the reason I can still be grateful and steadfast to this day."*shima2108*

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Don't tell me what it's like to joke with family. I won't understand, I never felt.*shima2108*

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If one day you come back to repair all the damage you've done. Don't blame me if I don't accept it, the disappointment you're giving is already ingrained. Until I myself it is difficult to distinguish between sincerity and pretense.

*cw2108*

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If you regret it one day, don't apologize to me. You are innocent, your destiny is also innocent, maybe all because God wants to teach me how to be forced into adulthood by circumstances.*shima2108*

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"Broken home because parents are divorced, and your family is broken?? Oi!! I think it's 100% better, than seeing them living in the roof, but full of commotion every day.

*cw2108*

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Suppose you could just decrease the ego within you, maybe I wouldn't be the victim it is today.

*cw2108*

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Not ungrateful to be given a whole family. But I'm even more grateful that fate took me away.

*cw2108*

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Don't ask me what it's like. The wound they gave was too deep to repair.*shima2108*

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I'm happy outside the house, I have friends, I have friends, I have girlfriends who can keep me company. But when I came back home, I felt what loneliness was.

*cw2108*

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Dear family: why it feels like we never greet each other sincerely when we think home, why it feels like we never joke when we look at each other. Is that our current relationship??"

*cw2108*

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Your best friend is a stranger who has no blood ties to you. But they have far more kinship with you than those who are blood-bound, and wrapped in the beautiful word family."*shima2108*

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Want to until when to make the word 'FAMILY' as a shield so that you do not hurt me?? Come on, I'm tired, can't you stop being selfish for a moment??*cw2108*

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What else you want, everything's broken. Everything has been destroyed, the family wall that we originally built together now you have collapsed. Then would you do the same to the wall of happiness that I built so hard without your help.*shima2108*

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At least if you can't make me happy until now. Don't spoil the happiness I've built so desperately.*shima2108*

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As difficult as it is, we gather without any commotion between them. Please give me a little time to feel what a family moment is in peace, even if it's only an hour.

*cw2108*

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We're gathering for a family discussion. Please listen to each other, stop blaming and judging each other. We're still family, aren't we? Don't you want to enjoy happiness for just a moment.*shima2108*

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How to stay away from you, if there is still a blood bond that unites us. Suppose you are not too selfish, maybe things will not destroy it.*shima2108*

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Do you realize that I am the victim of the ruins of our family.*shima2108*

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It's not time that doesn't give us a chance to be together, it's just that you never appreciate the togetherness.*shima2108*

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Going home? Haha, funny!! If anyone could take me away from them, maybe I would gladly follow.*shima2108*

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A home? Oh that is the place where all my happiness is taken away, my heart is destroyed, my disappointment can be, as well as the place of hurt and destruction that I have felt all this time.*shima2108*

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Hello family!! Can I still expect happiness to come between us?*cw2108*

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Is it a sin if I say I hate being born among you and have the same blood ties as you?*cw2108*

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If you don't want my presence why you let me exist until now, why don't you just destroy it before I can get to know what a wound is.*shima2108*

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Want to go, want to stay away, want to not care, want to hate, want to antagonize. But again I am awakened by logic, if we are bound by the same blood.*shima2108*

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How to cure it, if you continue to pour salt water on my wounds that have never even healed before.*shima2108*

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I know who in this house is. But can you just give me a little time to mentally, my brain and my physique to rest for a while. I need it.*shima2108*

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Only a strong person knows what it's like to cry alone at night, and bite your lips so that your crying sounds don't come out.shima2108

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Indirectly I feel you taught me that his family is just a name. Because in fact there are many strangers who can make us more comfortable than our own family. *Shima2108*

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In fact, people who seem strong outside are the ones who cry most often themselves especially at night.*Shima2108*

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Laughter is just a mask to let others know you're okay. Although your heart is actually laughing at your acting that is too perfect to cover the wound that is getting gaping, as a result of settling down with the person you call family.*Shima2108*

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I don't know how to behave. All I know is that I've been trying to escape from the pain you've held firmly in my body since I was a child.*Shima2108*

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Your family knows that you are a very special person in the eyes of strangers. A lot of people want you, and families are wasting you. But stupidly they don't throw you away, like their own pleasure in hurting you.*Shima2108*

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You guys are too tight-lipped and pressuring me right now. One day if I'm free from your reach, don't expect it when I get back. My attitude will be better than now. Aq will not be muffled, but unfortunately my brain does not want to be hypocritical not to remember your actions.*Shima2108*

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When one day you come to apologize, when I've found my dream life, I'll just say yes. Not because of forgiveness but because there is nothing else you need to fix, our relationship that was broken, even destroyed. My next life is the one I built without your intervention, so don't expect to get into it.*Shima2108*

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You guys take my existence too lightly. If one day there are more people who find me, then it is my turn to forget you.*Shima2108*

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Don't regret raising me in such a rude manner all this time. I thank you, in fact, if I have a family of my own, I guarantee they will not feel what I feel while with you.

*Shima2108*

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What kind of stupid trick are you guys applying?? I know you guys are trying to make a failure and useless in the eyes of our family, but unfortunately I don't care. Because in the eyes of successful people and other foreigners, my self is precious.

*Shima2108*

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Don't mess with me. I am not an angel or God who will forgive you easily one day.

*Shima2108*

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You know it doesn't feel like leaving but being bound, wanting to be free but locked up, wanting to step but being blocked, wanting to get out but no way, wanting to heal but being hurt. It hurts, I eliminate them, but dear we are family.

*Shima2108*

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Why is it that people who are not blood with you are more concerned than me. You know not how sick and irate I am when I flatter others and compare me to them you praise that person and you insult me. It hurts so much, why should I ignore me, I also need your attention.

*Shima2108*

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Not crying does not mean not sick. Not bleeding does not mean not hurt, here the heart and tears are used to come out without talking. Without you knowing if I even want to scream for justice to be reborn in a family that doesn't depress me.*Shima2108*

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Btw these words I made based on what I was rasain huh. And it just so happens that this story is also a genre of teenagers that I suspect the reader is also a lot of teenagers.

If there are parents, it makes the lesson only so that later it will not be rash in educating children. Do not let the intention to educate even hurt their mental.

So if you do not feel the words are useful to you, it has been skipped. Because every human being has a different problem. Each one of our feelings cannot be forced to like each other.

The spirit for broken home children whose presence is rarely appreciated let alone considered. You guys are strong, the evidence can be up to this point. Bless you guys are great, don't give up easily, every situation has a way to mature.😉