
Hello everyone, I'm Azellea Rensima. The author of this novel, when I was 17 years old, I want to say thank you to all of you who have read the shima story from the beginning. I want to support like and coment. Thank you for taking your time for my absurd story.
Previously aq wanted to say dong, during this maybe there are those who feel that aq is not a disciplinary authority huh? The update is not necessarily, right? Update as I like it, sometimes until gk up a few days even my first story "Story Of Azellea" I have vacuums until about 3 months. Only then did I continue again.
All this time aq always said that the reason I did not up maybe sometimes because of school huh? Or because of other activities in my real world. Yes that's true, that's partly because there are only other privacy reasons that actually males I tell you. But because I feel here my world and maybe aja dg story to readers gini it feels more plong gtu.
Actually since the beginning of shima mutusin for nulis, none of the shima family supported shima. If you may be curious about the author's personal life, it's gini since childhood author lives in the family rules are quite strict. Papa same mother author of the person is fierce+tegas time author age 3 years author can already read and write because once awake must immediately learn. Sometimes directly asked for multiplication poultice, back home school is also authoritative should learn at least there is a lag time for playing, the night of learning again. Formerly author always champion class , the color papa equally always educated so that it is in defense.
Until grade 3 SD author parents move duty, papa aq tu pastor aq non muslim, salute tolerance for all non-Christian readers ya☺.
Well as a pastor papa I do not work netap,aq moved to school almost every semester , make readers who may still be my age,alias is still in his teens must know how it feels to be a transfer student that is not good, we have to adapt to the new environment of new friends whose nature we do not know, we do not know,and fortunately I his son quite easily familiar with other people even just a few minutes to meet me already able to establish communication with that person, it's a plus for me. Aq is also common so the benchmark may be spelled out almost in every school there must be one teacher who ngeistimewain I dab aq happy anyway at least it's a plus in my opinion.
Now back to the topic, when aq 3rd grade SD aq increasingly felt that moving2 school was not good and ngabisin quite a lot of cost, too,shadow is that we must buy uniforms continue in every new school riweh.
In addition, the author also began to males live with ortu, karna author ngerasa stay with ortu it is not fun like other children. Maybe for a child who is from a fine-fine family just stay with ortu it is delicious. But for me mentally and my mind is better when I'm out of the house or not living with them.
Why can I say that, because if you are in my position you will certainly not feel at home, my family every gathering there must be a commotion that makes me noisy. Not my brother, my brother, my mother's father are all the same. If I could escape I would have run away. Even run away but sought after with them😂(bwt others jan in imu ya not good wkwk).
So I go to papa and mom let me be left at home, don't follow them move 2 tasks and they agree .
After living in authority began to live independently at home, from who initially could not cook author learning to cook, continued author was the type of person who did not enjoy, not happy,even to ask for money ortu aja author honestly not often unless it takes a lot,aq the type of person who sedasiknya doang.
So fit in living ortu korotor nyoba work in the canteen sekolag quite money can make snacks. Aq work in the cafeteria until the end of SD, after that when Junior High did not know why my brother who was married ngajak aq live barenh him. At first I was happy, karna during class 1 semester 1 everything was still fine, just fine,but when entering class 1 semester 2 to aq class 3 High School now just count from 2017 to 2021 now aq really taught what is the rigors of life that may not be all tau.
The figure of my brother who used to always remember me when my mother was equally angry with me, the figure who was always proud of me when my brother wanted me to be with my cousin suddenly turned 180 degrees into an arrogant figure, an arrogant figure,if you like the origin of nyeplos that indirectly fell in my mental.
Especially when my value is bad, everyone feels so far away aq, which aq dibilanh fool,ngabis-ngabisin money is not used, anyway much more.
Like the sale of birthday cake so keep vegetables2 that have been cooked, cooked,not have aq anyway I work gtu in t4 mom2 it's a good coincidence she doesn't have children more precisely she's the same her husband said they don't have children they have adopted children but the boy so ask aq help to help his wife take care of his wife's small business.
But strangely not a bit of my family including my family open their eyes if they try to be independent, which they want aq learn-learn to be the champion of the class continue to go to college and work where they want. So like my ideals in their hands, they do not love aq the opportunity to develop he said aq youngest child will later become the backbone of the family if they are unable to be obedient to them.
Aq days are filled with the same demands 2 of them where I have to this should be as they want but can not do anything I want including talent or my hobby , I can only say what they want without being able to argue even to talk to them sometimes I am lazy, why? Yes, because no one will be horrified, they say they are too small to interfere in the affairs of adults. All this time I have not felt the maturity of them. Our family only looks harmonious outside when when we have gathered there is only commotion2 until I feel my life is better at the boarding house, free without restraints, and,free from the noise of the debate is not clear they sometimes make my mind disturbed. Until I finally found a new hobby for writing novels. Initially try2 because aq like to read yes, but eventually become a hobby and finally.
But there are obstacles, my brother knows I wrote I was scolded he said my time for useless things. But because aq already do not want to be arranged,aq nulis diem-diem even sometimes fit do not have a quota and wifi at home locked equally abg so aq can not up aq must lie say there are online tasks that must aq check in the group class, finally opened the password finally aq can be up , it says sometimes midnight fitting all people have slept so as not to check and not be discovered.
My life kek has no privacy. Everything they should know when at my age aq really need a name privacy at least a little.
This is not, every time I go home, or again there is no boarding that makes me fuss with them, or that's because of the value I dropped, so,or anything that is not my fault can also sometimes be ventured into aq. They do not give the slightest confidence to aq, even sometimes the affairs of courtship are all arranged with them.
Ok finelah right, if emg children our age are not too good to know the name of the world of dating. But maybe for some children brokenhome (in the sense of family is not peaceful if ortu complete) the boyfriend is needed.
Depending on how we choose a girlfriend, there is a boyfriend who can actually motivate us, so listeners when we need, so the backrest when we are down. And in my current position who cares about me, I'm just a girlfriend and aq friends even feel they are my family when aq sick they who will come first know what my mood is. Although I never cry in front of them but they always know every aq home from home aq certainly not okay.
But my family immediately said that because most of the friends play the same mostly dating so my grades are ugly when they do not know that my grades are bad or act in school it's all because my mind is too tired of their pressure. Aq act in school because I need an impingement
There are even things that make me most want to make me cry tuh ya every rapot taking where none of my parents or brothers want to come to school even though in terms of good achievements. But strangely for them to come to school as a guardian or my family is a disgrace. Kayak aq tuh something that will make them embarrassed aq also do not understand. The point is that there are things that want aq story to you but not now aq tired of ticking.
The point is aq for gini curhatan just to tell you guys maybe this is one of the reasons I sometimes do not UP.
Especially if it runs out of storms with the family, pas brought nulis the contents of the story can2 emotional flow continue😂😂😂 so yes mon sorry and mon understanding yes. For those of you who know the kek gmana it feels jd aq in my family yes read "Story Of Azellea" the same story "Symbiosis Vs Chairman of Osis" It is more or less like that the image of aq is partly similar to Zee partly similar to Wulan. Only in terms of family aq biological family is not Zee hehe kayak.