The Story is Not Over

Punishing Yourself

Evelyn was still speechless with tears still running down her cheeks, Devan had already left and allowed Evelyn to calm down first, the man was also crying, but quickly regained control.

"The waiter will bring you food, eat it!, I don't want you to get sick.." That was the last word Evelyn heard before the man left.

Surely a few moments after Devan left a servant came and brought new porridge for Evelyn, some servants also came in to clean the porridge that was scattered because of Evelyn's throw earlier, until now the floor is back.

Evelyn was still unmoved and did not even want to touch the porridge that even seemed tempting, the aroma of the porridge was wavering very fragrant, but Evelyn seemed to be immersed in her own world, her world of sadness.

What happened to him..

Why is he here..

How could he meet that bastard again..

Evelyn felt tired, tired of her life, she used to think her meeting with Devan was a blessing and luck for her, loved by handsome men and rich even the idol of one campus made Evelyn soar, but in fact it was the beginning of a multi-sided misfortune that came to him.

Evelyn is entangled in the charms of the man giving up everything to get pregnant, then is driven away from her family, living a miserable life of deprivation, then Damian.. Evelyn felt her heart ache every time she remembered her son, who even had to be snatched away at the age of just two.

Evelyn felt that everything she did was in vain..

Every time Damian would do the treatment, Evelyn borrowed money from Irene that she would pay if there was a man who hired her, but the debt never paid off even always increases every month because the cost of Damian's treatment is very expensive.

Evelyn is still awkward at first serving the striped men, so Irene teaches her how to be aggressive towards men and make men like her.

In order to make more money Evelyn learned it quickly, armed with various ways that once a jerk named Devan taught her, Evelyn turned naughty and seductive, to many men who hired her.

But still the money was never enough, lucky Irene always wanted to lend him money, even with a fairly high interest, he said, but there was no choice for Evelyn as her little prince bet his life in her congenital malady from birth.

Since working as a call woman, Evelyn set aside her money to rent a more decent house for Damian's growth, until Evelyn found a simple house owned by a kind elderly couple, the house has now become his own.

Without thinking long Evelyn rented it and took Damian with her, if she would work at night Evelyn would leave Damian to Boni who already knew how to care for her son.

Day after day Evelyn passes with patience and continues to treat Damian, until one day Damian's condition suddenly worsens, and the doctor advises to perform surgery, Evelyn cried her little baby had to go through a lot of suffering and experience severe pain.

The operation must have been very painful..

But for Damian Evelyn willingly even if you have to work for a lifetime on Irene.

Evelyn looked up and pleaded with God, even in her contemptuous state, hoping that God would grant her prayers for the recovery of her son Damian.

But Evelyn realized her despicable self was of course, less likely to have her prayers answered.

That day the little boy smiled cheerfully despite the various tools attached to his body, several times he hugged Evelyn even kissed her mother's cheeks with chattering like a healthy child.

Boni who faithfully accompanied Evelyn also captured the moment of both mother and child in several photos and even vidio.

"Damian's a strong boy, mom's sure Damian's gonna get well soon.." Evelyn kissed Damian's entire face affectionately ahead of his surgery time.

Evelyn waited anxiously during the long operation, until doctors told her the operation was going well.

Evelyn breathed a sigh of relief she thought Damian's suffering was over, but it turned out that a few days later the boy left her for good.

Evelyn was devastated, she was at the lowest point of her life, of all the suffering she had, Evelyn felt this was the hardest for her.

Evelyn lost all light in her life..

hope left..

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Evelyn slumped her face on both knees, continued to cry sobbing, even the sound of her crying was already inaudible, Evelyn's pain was so profound when recalling her past suffering, and this all started from the man, he said, a man named Devan.

Evelyn finds herself also guilty of falling into the valley of sin, and becomes pregnant, but Evelyn now punishes herself with self-loathing.

Hate his feelings..

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