THE STONE THAT LOVES

Comfortable Point

My spirit never lessened even as all the sweat started to fall, drying up and disappearing. My mind and want to burn so much that it can't be extinguished.

My family's financial condition began to improve, my mother and sister worked hard day and night. After graduating from junior high school, my mother and sister told me to continue my higher education level above SLTA.

I started looking for the best school in my city, relying on reporting and achievement. I was able to attend a favorite public school, even though my graduation background was private. At that time many did not believe that I escaped and accepted.

But facts cannot be manipulated and I am able to get through, of course I must be proud of myself for my achievements to this point. I don't care how many people out there are trying to break my spirits.

Some people who do not like my family, began to get angry and aggressively share the news for free here and there, as if not satisfied with what has happened. Nor did I instill hatred in them, even though my family was seen as worthless on the basis of an imperfect family.

I try to get used to situations like this and let their tongues move, looking for loopholes to channel hobbies that they already enjoy and make a profession, he said, hoby looks for faults without accepting the truth.

Day after day is not easy for me to go through, distraction after distraction as if not tired of greeting to come without being allowed, forcing messing up my life journey to reach my mind.

I began to get sickly often, the pain that I suffered unusual may even be considered deadly if not get the right treatment.

Well, my stomach often feels pain accompanied by nausea and spewing fresh blood. The more I experience it, the more I usually deal with it. But still I hide from my mother's floor, I don't want to add to the burden of her mind.

The rhythm of pain is always increasing and makes my body to accept.

I was often unconscious at school or at home, I thought maybe because my diet was not awake and my energy was drained to focus on learning and taking care of my sister, especially the distance became a constraint I got to school.

Even to take the transportation route to school alone I had to walk many miles, meters, because at that time public transportation in my village is still very rare even if only to take people to the market and that in the afternoon.

Complaining is not my true character no matter what happens gratitude is my priority to awaken a spirit that begins to dim and almost disappear.

From that moment on my mother and sister again knew my condition, they were really sad for what I was going through. I felt more and more that my presence was always adding weight to their lives. All treatments have been carried out but still with the same circumstances.

My mother was almost desperate and advised me to take a school leave so that my recovery would quickly improve, but for me it was not the solution to the problems I was facing.

I am not afraid that fate will turn my back on my plans for the future, what I fear is that when I succumb easily to weakness without showing my strength as a human being created by the all-rich God.

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Still with the achievements that I maintained, even I was appointed to attend the Economic Olympics representing my school and I am proud of myself, although still often denigrated and like no self-esteem, he said, but I stood firm without any despair.

In my current school, I began to ventured into mingling with my classmates and they accepted me without any consideration, I felt valued and became a real social being.

Laughter is never missed, caring for each other, needing each other, is like an old family that has never met.

I began to find comfort here, although sometimes there is friction of opinion I consider it a natural thing in communicating and we can finish without dropping each other.

There is no caste adjustment in friendship, complementarity is the main goal we enjoy the teenage years of High School that will not be repeated even though I do not want to go home even if only last night.

The atmosphere at home is very different can even be said to be inversely proportional to the comfortable state when I was at school, sometimes boredom began to come but again and again my heart was able to hold it to enter and drive it away.

Those who don't like me always think I'm different and not the same, my principle is always that they consider the cradle of dreams alone, even though they don't know the difference of presenting something beautiful and unique.

The mind that I always had Aamiin right in every do'a, they mute with words that can damage the eardrum for anyone who is not ready to hear it. They tried to bring a sense of despair in me, but my spirit swiftly drove him away.

I have always likened myself to a rainbow that has a lot of color differences, even though the presence is only a moment but he is able to be the center of attention of many people for its beauty and uniqueness.

Even I can't imagine if the rainbow is required to have the same color as the others.

Tbc

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