The Steel-Cared Rose

As A Mother's

With a heavy heart, Sinta was able to accept that her relationship with Dylan ended with Dean's annulment of their marriage. Religion was also legally illegal because the status was still Dean's wife when he married Dylan. Not yet the death certificate they made. The more burdensome both.

It's just as a mother. He could not break his relationship with his children. As a mother, she could not let her children be sad. Growing up without caring and affection from her as a mother.

It made her feel very guilty and sad. As well as not being able to forgive Dean and vent his heartache, resentment and sadness on Emier.

"I made a mistake." Dean told Sinta. Seeing his wife's extremely cold attitude towards their son, "I only realized it after Emier was born. But I can't do anything. Emier needs you as his mother. If all can be repeated. I'll let you go with Dylan and your kids. I'm gonna divorce you instead of canceling both of you're weddings. But at that moment, my heart was so sick and vengeful."

Sinta did not answer a word.

"I can't correct my mistake because of Emier. He needs both of us." Dean said.

"You know when a mother loses her child. They will mourn and ignore the other child." Tukas Sinta's.

"I hope one day you'll change your attitude."

"I can't promise. Just as you can't promise to forgive me and Dylan for inflicting wounds on your heart and soul."

"For Emier's sake, I'd do anything." Dean said firmly.

"I don't want to talk about this."

"All right."

The greatest injury to a mother is to be separated from her children. Moreover, seeing one of his children is very lucky while the other child suffers. It makes them feel unfair and guilty.

His heart ached by Dean's actions to him and Dylan and his three children. Makes her hate Emier who is so lucky to have everything while her siblings are the opposite.

Sinta ignores Emier and is often cold and sniffy. Ignoring her child and refusing to touch her.

If Emier is crying. She would immediately call her husband or nanny. 

Emier's pregnancy and birth were very different from his other children. Born with love and affection.

Emier was born in the midst of his grief as a mother separated from her three children. In the midst of hatred, anger, heartache and sadness.

He feels guilty to his three children if complement Emier's happiness as if without blame and lack.

Emier's still-red baby cry didn't make her flinch. She was suffering from postpartum depression. 

Dean runs into Emier's baby box. Carrying it with tenderness. His face was angry. Seeing Sinta just sitting outside the nursery with an empty and hollow look.

"You're really outrageous. Your son cries of thirst and you don't move at all holding and nursing him."

Sinta nodded indifferently.

"Boast him! Please!"

Sinta did not respond to Dean's request. Tears were melting from both of his cheeks. Without a word coming out of his lips.

Dean called the babysitter. Asking her to make milk while she tried to calm Emier who was crying out of thirst.

"Emier is innocent. You shouldn't be like this to him. You can't ignore your baby!" Dean Excited.

"Not guilty? He made me more separated from my children. If only he didn't exist. Maybe you'll throw me away. I can go back to my kids! His life is also perfect! Not like his other brothers! You still say he's innocent and responsible for everything? He's making it even more impossible for you to let me go!" Sinta was angry.

"He's mine most precious! I will protect her and give her whatever is best for her! You're a mental sick man! How could you possibly understand it!"

"You know I'm mentally ill why you're still holding me back?"

"Because Emier! Anyway I want my son to have a whole family!"

Dean took the bottle of milk his babysitter gave him. Emier finished the formula his father gave him greedily. He calmed down after finishing the milk.

Dean decided to train Emier since childhood. He hired the best baby trainers as well as professionals.

"I want to train my baby to be able to control emotions and maximize intelligence as well as its potential." Follow the person she's going to hire to train her baby.

"You don't have to worry. You can see my work as a portfolio."

"I've researched your work. Ask those who use your services."

"What do you want for your baby?"

"Regulated self-control by being kind. Angered management control. Maximizing the potential within him. I want him to be trained in art, music to soften as well as comfort his soul's grief, memorize the Qur'an for his afterlife, swim and football for his kinesthetic needs and also develop his social and team work skills."

"alright. I'll send you the details of the contract along with what I have to do with your child."

"All right, thank you."

Emier used to be trained from the baby so that everything is controlled and organized. Growing up to be a very sweet, not fussy and awesome child.

Anyone who saw and knew Emier would be amazed and impressed.

His daily life is preoccupied with the instructions of his trainer. Learn to swim since baby. Playing ball since he could walk and run. Painting since I can draw. Reading and writing since recognizing letters as well as numbers. Memorizing the Qur'an since he could speak. Listening to the Qur'an from infancy.

His mother was drowning in her work. No concern for Emier at all.

Emier was used to the mother's abandonment. Not once did he feel hurt. Behind his misunderstanding of his mother's attitude towards him. He loved and respected his mother.

He also made many pictures of his mother. Releasing his longing for the mother who was nearby but very far from his reach.

His mother often scolded and reprimanded him for small things and naturally done by children.

There was always something that made his mother scold him and rebuke him.

"Eat don't get a splash!"

"Don't sleep at night! Sleep right now. Leave what you're doing? Where's your dad and your nanny?"

"Don't bother me to work!"

"I can't keep you playing. Ask your father or nanny for help!"

"I can't accompany you for a walk."

"I can't keep you asleep. Where's dad?"

"Don't put on a face like that! Don't try to change my mind with that kind of facial expression!"

"Don't put anything away!"

"Where's your teacher? Why haven't you started studying yet?"

"Why did you come here? Can't you see I'm busy?"

"Don't cry! You don't know how lucky you are! You don't know how your brothers have suffered my loss. Their father's career was also finished off by your father!"

"Don't you think I'd spoil you just because you have everything!"

"You boys. Must be strong and must not cry, cry and complain!"