The Steel-Cared Rose

Feel Free's

Happiness is simple. Don’t jump into something that can make you suffer or have a problem.

Using logic is not as difficult as using feelings. Haliza quickly turned into a woman who had a stand.

His life with both hearts was perfect. He himself had only realized that he had been married for a long time to Ahkam. Accustomed to doing anything yourself. Their marriage resembled a status.

It is very different from what Ahkam and Hana are doing. Slowly he erased his envy and hatred towards the two of them.

Why do I envy the happiness of others? I have my own happiness. Both my son and the business that became my part of my gono gini treasure with Ahkam.

Nothing is perfect. And also Ahkam. Two hearts that are precious treasures and cannot be exchanged for anything.

Ahkam still thinks about it with her children. Share gono gini's treasure. And not master it alone. As long as they get married. He is also used to running a business. So their divorce had almost no impact. It is precisely giving freedom for him to control his two children alone. So also with the effort and treasure that he freely set himself.

Even the house they lived in was given Ahkam to him and the children. Ahkam relents to live in the apartment he rented with Hana.

Not yet the gift he gave to Sharifah. A car. Syarif will also get it if his age can already have a car SIM.

Ahkam also transfers some money every time he has a birthday. Or need help. In relation to the school and the needs of their children. Even his own needs.

It seems like he's trying to pay for his guilt. The wounds he inflicted on her and their two children. His form of regret and apology for his inability to love her as much as he loved Hana. But he still carries out his responsibilities as a father, husband and also a good ex-husband. Responsibly.

Haliza no longer wanted a romantic life in her life. Nor is it racing with Ahkam a matter of romance. Because he knows it's all just an illusion. Love cannot be forced. There are many kinds of love in the world. Not just romance. The love for mother and child is the highest and noblest. Love for fellow human beings.

Haliza also did not bother with Hana's hatred towards her. Beautiful, young and sexy. Ahkam also loved and adored him very much. But still jealous of him?

That's human. She had the love of her husband. And so is all his wealth. All given in the name of Hannah. Whatever Hana asks never gets objection from Ahkam. Less especially?

Ahkam's generous nature makes every woman feel safe and protected by him. This is one of the advantages of Ahkam. Bountiful and protective.

Against Dylan, Haliza also took the same stance. Haliza does not want to have a romantic relationship with anyone. I was born a mother and not a wife. Why both?

Phone's ringing. Callistas.

“Tante, can I stay at the Sharifah house?”

“Please. We just happen to be eating out. You just leave now. Take Sapphire and Keanu all.”

“Good.”

“Snap only here. So we can be satisfied hang out.”

“Ok, aunt.”

Dylan drove his children to Haliza's house.

“I'm alone at home.”

“So what?”

“You didn't invite me to join?”

“You'll be working tomorrow. Fatigue later. We want to hangout. Me, Callista, Sharifah and Sapphire want to shop. You'll feel bored.”

“Why are you avoiding me? You yourself tomorrow also work to run your business. Just like me.”

“We promise that we are friends. Keep your promise. Ok?”

“You want me to pretend to say. I don't love Sinta anymore?”

“I want us not to impose conditions. If you still love Sinta and always love Sinta. Fine! Do not force a new relationship. I don't want to repeat my mistake. Is that so hard to understand? Don't you misunderstand me. I really appreciate your honesty. And because of your honesty. I still want to be friends with you. Is that clear?”

“I don't want to be alone.”

“You are not alone. You have three children.”

“You know I mean.”

“If you mean lust-wasting. Could be anyone. My ex-husband is more realistic. Looking for one that really suits his wishes. Young, sexy and beautiful. Moreover?”

“I don't love women just because of lust. I can't forget Sinta not out of lust. She is very special too me. Kind, smart, gentle...She just fit and perfect for me.”

“I'm tired of rhetoric. I can't understand you. It's reality. I'm not asking you to understand me. But I ask you to respect me.”

“Alright, I'll go home first. Have fun!”

“Thanks.”

“I'm lazy to cook if only by myself.”

“I have meat curry in the refrigerator. If you want.”

“Of course. Thanks.”

“Your welcome.”

“You make salad too? Looks good.”

Haliza poured the salad into another tupperware box.

“Pizza mu?”

“You want? Sharif bought it yesterday. And the rest is put into the refrigerator.”

“If you don't mind.”

“Good.” Haliza put the pizza into her other Tupperware box.

“Fruit sweets.”

Haliza poured it onto the plastic.

“There again?” Ask.

“Hum, no.” Dylan looked at Haliza intently.

“You make me uncomfortable.”

“Why are you so quick to change and unpredictable?”

“I was in a hurry to decide. To be honest, I envy the happiness of Ahkam and Hana. I want it to be like that too. But I realized there was nothing to rush let alone be forced.”

“You know? Failure is experience. Door perfection happiness.”

Haliza pushed Dylan away.

“Do not take chances and narrowness from the condition of others. You know only playboy men who really like to fail until they find their true love. Even if he can't find his true love. He is always happy and may expect the failure of love to always happen in his life. Especially when he can't stand the relationship.”

Dylan laughs, “Smart **...”.

Callista, Sharifah and Sapphire were chatting in Sharifah's room. While Keanu and Sharif are playing online games in Sharif's room.

A woman should be a wife to her husband and a mother to her children. But maybe there are women who can only be wives like Hana. And a woman who can only be a mother like her.

Maybe Ahkam's suggestion to polygamize me and Hana is not wrong. But I was heartbroken and could not accept it. Hana and I are jealous and hate each other. Can't accept each other.

Being able to accept each other is certain to arise jealousy especially not being able to accept. His jealousy and hatred were extremely unhealthy.

For Hana, she and her children get in the way of their relationship. Thorns in the flesh in their relationship.

Hana is almost privileged without exception if there is no herself and children. Ahkam's only focus. But he had to share it with himself and his children.

Ahkam may be very disappointing in terms of love. But not in terms of responsibility and attitude. He avoids quarrels and disputes with her. Always try to pay attention to his needs and his children in a material responsibility manner.

If he offers polygamy it's just to reduce his guilt. Not that he can be fair in dividing his attention and money.

His attention and love will be dominated by Hana while the money will be dominated by her and her children.

Hana herself is often envious of what Haliza has. What Ahkam gave to Haliza. What he got from Haliza's own efforts.

He persuaded Ahkam to buy him a mansion with a swimming pool inside.

“We're just two. What is a house with a swimming pool for? You'll be distracted if my kids play in our house. Or even want to live with us. I don't want to offend Haliza. I have hurt him a lot. Not until later Haliza will think that I indulged you excessively.

Apartment is enough for both of us. You can swim in the pool. Gym place. Jogging tracks. If you want to buy or order easy food. Access anywhere is also close. Strategically located.

Hana's speechless. He was hot to see that Haliza had a home and she didn't. Ahkam also only rented an apartment for the two of them.

All his property is rented out. Most of them are named for their two children. Which is for both of them. All in the name of Hana. All rented. The rent was partly given to Hana while the rest was held by Ahkam.

His efforts have also been divided between Hana and her two children. For him and Hana divided in two. The rest he saved and invested in his two hearts.

He gave some of his money to his children and Haliza.

“You are not lacking. More than enough. I wasn't a bachelor when I married you. Have children and now ex-wife. You have to understand that no matter how I make amends to my wife and children, I will not be paid. Even if I give them all mine. The wound remains. I try to have a good relationship with all of them. Peace with reality. They will always be a part of my life. Our lives. Understand.”

 

 

 

 

 

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