
Binar was pensive in his room, he pressed the on-off button of the lamp near his mattress.His tears had been blocked in his eyes, but Binar could not shed those tears. Binar did not want to ask a lot of questions why he was crying, Binar chose to remain silent and keep it. An arranged marriage that he had refused, it turned out to be the only thing he should accept. he did not know how to continue the relationship with Raka, every time he wanted to trick it all back as well he imagined the face of the Star that looks happy.how not, he did not, Stars who always hope in Raka will certainly be happily betrothed to Raka. it is impossible for Binar to destroy the happiness and dreams of the Star, because it is the same as destroying the Binar who saw the Star hurt. Binar decided to close his eyes to sleep, he did not know how to deal with Raka. he was not ready to meet Raka, he was not ready to talk to Raka.
in the morning Binar was preparing to go to the office, he was neat with the hair that he stalls. His straight hair was black with fragrant flowers there, do not forget Binar wearing make up as usual. The star that saw it smiled, then walked slowly towards Binar.His gaze turned to one thing, which is an object that is spelled near the mirror.
"whose ring is this? " said Bintang took the ring on the table, the ring belonged to Binar.Bar was surprised to take the ring, then put it in his briefcase.
"this is my office friend's ring, yesterday I borrowed it and forgot to give it back! " glowed up, the star shook his head.
"why are you so reckless, Binar, give it back looks so expensive! " the scolding of the Star, the Binar who heard it just smiled and then hugged the Star.
"yes, my dear star, I'm returning it today! " said Binar, The star smiled with it. "may I ask you something? " said Binar again, The star only nodded in agreement. "lo happy? " asked Binar, The star stared at the reflection of the light from the mirror before them.
"of course I'm happy, let alone get the thing I always imagined from the past. I'm really happy Binar, very happy! " said Bintang with a big smile, Binar who heard it also smiled happily, even though his heart felt sliced, but he was still happy to see the Stars happy.
"go first, pray in me! "
"do'ain what? " ask the curious star, Binar smiled.
"maybe I'm not angry, because I return the ring! " said Binar smiling, Star shaking her head then nodding. Binar went straight from there, he intends to end it all with Raka. His decision is already unanimous, he wants Bintang happy.in the way Binar continues to say prayers, he said, he knew that Raka would not accept it but still Raka had to accept it.
until his in the office Binar walked with all his vibes, even he ignored every greeting that greeted him.Binar occasionally hit someone, but Binar was indifferent and only silent.until someone's hand pulled him violently, but Binar was indifferent and only silent, Binar gasped at the pull of it. Stared at him who dared to pull it violently, it turns out that what attracted him was Raka himself. Raka pulled Binar's hand into the elevator, Raka did not care about the gaze of others even ignored Binar's rejection. Until the elevator door closed, Raka cornered Binar on the edge of the elevator. Raka looked at Binar with a glaring look, but Binar just used to stare at the man.
"why Binar, why are you quiet? " said Raka who then said, Binar just kept silent and then looked the other way. "don't look the other way, look at me! " cried Raka clutching Binar's shoulder firmly.to make the girl grimace in pain, "let's say it from the beginning, this is not going to happen! "
"Then you hurt me! "
"you hurt me more! " roar shouted back, Binar who continued to jerk finally cried.The elevator door opened, Raka pulled back Binar's hand to enter the room. Raka takes off Binar's hand violently, Raka gets upset and hits the wall there. "I told you, tell everything tell the Stars. But what, you didn't say it until something like this happened! "
"what should I say Raka, the state of the Star does not allow for me to say it! " said Binar began to sob, Raka again gripped Binar's shoulder.
"it's your fault, your fault is that you love the Stars too much. You're so selfish of your affection, even the Stars don't care about you! " said Raka with glazed eyes, he held back angrily at Binar who began to cry. To cry was now useless, all had happened to them. by crying Binar pulled out a ring in his bag, and, he pulled Raka's hand and placed the ring in Raka's hand.
Binar himself returned his shirt, his tears breaking right then and there. The sparkle that did not want to cry from the beginning, but its defense was faded along with the tears that came out of his eyes.he overflowed all his cries, he said, fortunately, there was no one in the room at all because it was still early morning to go to work.
already half a day, Binar was reluctant to enter the room Raka. many files stacked on his desk, the file needed Raka's signature that day.but Binar did not have the courage to meet Raka, he said, until arriving the door of Raka's room opened. featuring Raka typical of people waking up, then the gaze of Binar leads to Raka's hand. the hand there is a wound and dry blood there, and the, sontak made Binar stand up and immediately ran small towards Raka.
"blood, why can your hands bleed! " said Binar holding the hand, but Binar then fell silent when Raka slammed Binar's hand violently.
"you don't need to know, it's none of your business! " saut Raka with a cold tone, he passed away and intended to go to the toilet to clean his hands. Until a while Raka returned, Binar was still standing in Raka's room. this time Binar brought a medicine box, and, when he saw Raka his heart ached Raka ignored him. Binar follows Raka into the room, Binar is surprised by Raka's messy room. Paper papers are scattered where, even tables and sofas are not neatly arranged. Binar neatly arranged everything, he returned all the items in place. he even cleaned the table Raka, there were broken glasses with blood stains there. Binar picked up the broken glass, unfortunately his hand was pierced by the fragment to make him grimace in pain.Hearing the sound of Binar in pain, suddenly made Raka wake up and walk towards the girl. seeing the finger of Binar that was bleeding, Raka immediately pulled the hand.
"you can't do anything, you can only hurt yourself.I know you don't love yourself, but please don't hurt yourself intentionally! " said Raka with annoyance, he sucked the blood that came out in the day of Binar. With my gaze Binar looked at Raka, his heart really hurt to see Raka who was like that. Binar took off his finger which continued to be sucked, he held Raka's hand and took her to a sofa.
"you don't love yourself either, you hurt her on purpose and even let her blood dry, if any infection! " binar said in a calm tone as possible, he treated Raka's swollen hands due to late treatment. Raka occasionally grimaced in pain, Binar slowly treated his wound to wrap it with bandages. Finished the treatment event, Binar took care of everything and was ready to go from there. His steps stopped when Raka pulled his body, hugging Binar from behind who was sitting on his lap.either the feeling of Binar alone or how, felt the body of Raka trembling.
"don't hurt me, Binar, please don't. I can't marry the Star, can't! " said Raka crying, Binar who felt Raka's cry immediately shed tears. "i only love you Binar, from the past until now. only love you, how can you just take me off! " he said again, Binar's tears broke because he could not do anything. "Binar tell me, do you want me to marry a star? " said Raka, Binar fell silent without answering. by force Raka set up the body of Binar, stared at his sticky Binar.
"yes, I want you to marry a star! " binar said looking into Raka's eyes, while Raka laughed and rubbed her rough face. Binar knew that laughter was a painful laughter, a laughter he should not have wanted to hear.
"it's a pity that Binar, you said that. If you just said no, then I'd take you to my parents and say everything. But it turns out you want that, you want that, and I can't refuse her.You know too, I can never refuse your request! " said Raka in a cold tone, Binar who wanted to say directly stopped when Raka pointed at her with Raka's index finger. "get out, I don't want to see you! " said Raka coldly, Binar just silently did not expect Raka would throw him away. "Line I don't want to repeat my words, get out of here! " Binar finally nodded and came out, but before going out Binar turned to look at Raka who did not see him at all. Raka kept laughing in her room, actually Raka was crying but her mouth was laughing to cover everything.
"forgive me Raka, we're not a match! "
"we are not fooled haha, not fooled Binar! "
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