The Star and the Star

both of which I love.

the next day Binar went to the hospital, with peace of mind Binar came and saw Raka who was awake. Raka sat by looking out the window, Raka did not realize the presence of Binar.by slowly Binar put breakfast Raka on the table, it was only realized by Raka and immediately turned to look towards Binar. Raka who already knew that Binar was angry with him, Farel told him everything that happened until Farel gave the ID to Binar. Raka was upset because Binar finally knew who he was, but he could not prevent it anymore because it had all happened.

Binar does his job to take care of Raka, calmly he does not want to discuss things that he does not want.until Raka holds the hand of Binar, because he feels that Binar silences him. Binar let go of the hand and took the water, he helped Raka drink the water and put the glass back on the table.

"Binar.. "call Raka when Binar will come out, the sound is weak makes the heart of Binar weak. Binar did not turn her head and just stayed in her place, Raka smiled at that. "i thought you only hated Raka when she was a child, but it turns out you still hate Raka until now! " said Raka, Binar shed his tears and wiped them at a glance.

"yes I just found out that you turned out to be Raka, and why did you hide it from me? " said Binar who became the real figure of Binar, Raka smiled before answering.

"because I'm afraid that you hate me, as soon as you know I'm Raka, you hate me and don't see me! " said Raka, Binar was upset until his body trembled there. Binar left without saying anything, Raka who saw it was just silent because she felt pain in her head. Binar went into the toilet, he cried as if there were. The crying that he had been holding since home, Binar let out his crying so that his heart felt relieved.

"yesterday I thought I'd get a feeling of lo, but why should it be lo. why should it be elo Raka, why!!! " binar said in tears looking at himself in the mirror, his heart felt pain when he knew that his boss was Raka. while Binar realized his feelings for his boss, but a moment later he knew that his feelings for Raka. Binar has saved his feelings for Raka, he tries to open his heart to his boss.where he once thought that if the boss was Raka, they were one person the same.There are even hearts that like Raka, who likes Raka, and he could not hurt that person with his selfishness.

for three days Raka was hospitalized, Binar's job changed to look after Raka who was sick. Raka continues to seek the attention of Binar, but Binar himself seems to not care about Raka and only does his job to care for Raka. with annoyed Raka pulled the hand of Binar, and, he pulled Binar closer to his body sitting on a hospital bed.

"what are you doing? " tanya Binar rebelled, Raka hugged Binar without permission.it made Binar surprised, he opened his eyes to feel Raka's embrace.

"Tinar sorryin me, sorry to lie to you. I am Raka, I am Raka Virendra your best friend. Please do not let me be Binar, talk to me! " said Raka when hugging Binar, he did not care about Binar who continued to rebel. "wrong I if I like you, I like you not only now!"

"but I don't like you, let go of your attitude! " the cry of Binar pushed Raka's body, immediately Binar walked quickly out of Raka's room. with his wounded heart Raka breathed, he knew Binar also liked him. it's just that Binar still does not accept that he is Raka, Raka who once hated Binar when he was a child. Binar himself instead of keeping a distance on Raka, he just did not want to have feelings for Raka. he wanted to eliminate all his feelings for Raka and his boss, could not he should still be able to.

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Day returned to normal, Raka returned to work even though her head was still wrapped in white bandages. Now her mind was in turmoil, her head hurt.when seeing Binar's resignation letter, the letter read, no he thought the girl hated him so much that he resigned from his job.With heavy head Raka carrying Binar through his room phone, a few minutes later Binar came and stood in front of Raka. rudely throwing away the resignation letter, Binar took the paper and gave it to Raka again.

"what does that mean, do you want to get away from me? " raka said sounding frustrated, Binar sighed and nodded.

"after I thought about it with a mantab, I decided to resign from this job! "

"why, is it because I am Raka so you resign? " Binar fell silent, he turned his face away when Raka looked at him. Raka stood up and drew closer to Binar, with Binar's huffiness running backwards as Raka continued forward to get closer. "how much hate you are to me, until you do this, tell me how much you hate me! " said Raka holding tightly onto Binar's shoulder, until the girl felt pain and pushed Raka's body.

"i don't want to say much, mending you approve the letter and then it's done. I'll leave here, please find another secretary! " said Binar, Raka who was tired of it all nodded. Raka walked out of the room, with astonishment Binar stared at Raka's departure. Binar finally followed Raka's steps, quickly Raka got into the elevator and left Binar who had not entered. Binar ran towards another elevator, he was confused what Raka did to stop on the upper floor. After the open elevator Binar ran following Raka's steps, now they are at the top of Raka's company building.

. "i asked you, Binar, why do you hate me so much that you want to stay away from me? " said Raka again by walking glide, Binar who did not want to discuss it was very upset.

"Star, he expects you back. Every time, every time he wishes Raka his best friend back.and it turns out that Raka he is waiting for has met him, he already knows before. it's just that the man didn't talk that he was Raka, he lied so smoothly and smoothly! " binar's absurd story, Raka smiled with it.

"then you, didn't you expect me to come back.do you..wait a minute, I asked who is the man in your heart? " the voice echoed in Binar's ears, the man in his heart was Raka herself. "I know now, you hate me for the Star that likes me. You want to hate me so much that I hate you too, too, and at that time you gave your love to the Star. Isn't it, is it true? "

"what if yes, yes I did for it! " Raka walked backwards at every step, Binar menedelim saw that. because behind Raka is a highway, and the tall building can disintegrate Raka's body into shreds down there. "what are you doing RV, stop there! "

"for what I live Binar, for years I have endured torture to meet you. I tried to be successful, so that I could go wherever I wanted, but for what I live now, if what I want doesn't want me. Binar please just tell me once, not only the stars are expecting me back, but also you, you are also expecting me back! " Said Raka who kept retreating, her body getting closer to the outskirts of the building.

"please stop the RV, you can't keep going like that! " said Binar who was worried, Raka smiled not caring about Binar.

"say you love Raka, say you expect Raka to come back and love you. Say Binar, I want to hear it from you! "

Binar could not say all that, his mouth moaned his feet numb. The shadow of the Star was in his eyes, the Star that was hoping for Raka again clearly seen in his eyes, but now the one before him with real, real, the man he expected the man he always had in his heart was playing with his life.just wanted to hear him say love, the man was willing to kill himself if he did not hear the word love from him. Raka who looked at Binar speechless finally smiled, because he felt his step was very close to step down from the building.that was his destiny, killing himself to get a love from Binar.

"yes I expect you, I always expect you back! " he shouted Binar quickly, Raka who had closed her eyes immediately opened her eyes.His legs stopped to step, she saw Binar who smiled at her. "I always hope you come, I always hope you come, because you've always been in my heart.Today I realized that I love RV so much, but I also love Raka in my heart.until I found out they're the same person, they're one person! "

"gue likes you a long time ago Raka, and I love you RV. tell me, my love how I should behave! " binar cried and then cried, the girl slumped and sat there with a bitter cry. Binar did not want to hurt Bintang, nor did he kill Raka. by running Raka hugged Binar's body, Binar's cry broke out in Raka's arms. "gue can't see you get hurt, you can't see you get hurt, why do you have to make me and do it. I'm afraid Raka, I'm afraid to lose you! " said Binar again with his cry, Raka smiled hugging Binar's body.

"i know you have the same feelings as me, I know it's Binar. The person I always loved was you Binar, I liked you since the first time we were friends. even I stole a picture of you silent, because you'd be mad if I took that picture! " said Raka who was still hugging Binar, with crying Binar smiled hearing that. Raka looked at Binar's face, rubbing him the tears of Binar that kept flowing. "I don't care about the feelings of others, all I know is that I love Binar Andriana. for years I wanted to meet Binar, not anyone else! " said Raka filled with love, Binar cried then hugged Raka tightly.

"yes I love you, I love you so much!"

"who do you love Binar, RV or Raka? " said Raka teasing Binar, Binar laughed in her tears.

"both, I love Raka and RV too! " binar said laughing even though he sounded crying, Raka joined in laughing and immediately hugged Binar tightly.His heart was really happy, he had gotten the heart of his girl. Binar himself is relieved to have said everything, Binar will think about the Star later.Most importantly now he saves someone he loves, and saves his feelings.