The Star and the Star

chilly.

the day went on as usual, every hour every minute and every second everyone went back to work. Binar feels Raka is staying away from him, how not. Since the day Raka expressed her feelings, Raka felt ashamed to meet Binar. she could not show her face to Binar, but she did not know how she felt, he wanted to go to the moon instead of meeting Binar. Raka busied himself in his room, he did it himself without the help of Binar. The Secretary also felt strange, because the one who usually called did not call him at all. Binar just sat in his chair for hours, without standing though. usually Binar will stand if he hears the call of Raka, and that is every hour of his day.

until it was noon, Binar saw the clock on the wall. The clock shows twelve o'clock and it is time for lunch. Binar saw the room Raka who had not opened, in the end Binar ventured and entered without knocking on the door.he saw Raka who was still cool with his laptop, Binar continued to walk until standing in front of Raka's desk.

"RV, it's lunch time! " binar said, Raka just nodded without answering. Binar thinks Raka is angry at him, not even Raka wants to see him in the slightest. "it seems like you are very busy, I will bring her lunch here! "

"uhuk. ... uhuk..no need! " said Raka with a cough, Binar was surprised to hear Raka's hoarse voice and cough.

"do you hurt, I'll bring you medicine! "

"no need, I'm not sick! " said Raka firmly, Binar was surprised because for the first time Raka spoke violently.I don't know what Binar felt, he was very disappointed with Raka's attitude that changed in an instant.

"good RV, I'll bring you lunch! " said Binar then went from there, Raka who felt dizzy could not prevent the departure of Binar. Raka has a fever from standing a few hours under the torrential rain, due to a rejection from Binar, Raka cries and lets the rain flutter her body so that no one knows she is crying. as a result, he was sick after being at home, because plus himself who could not eat regularly.although like that, he still went to work despite being high fever. Raka closed her laptop, she wanted to pause and close her eyes to sleep in her chair.

until a few minutes of Binar came, complete with lunch and also the drugs that he brought. Binar put the tray on the sofa table, then he walked towards Raka who was sleeping. Binar approached to wake Raka, but Barar's hand was stretched out to touch Raka's forehead which felt hot.Binar had not yet awakened Raka, suddenly Raka's eyes opened and saw Binar who was in his presence. Raka immediately set up her body, but the headache attacked until Raka had to sit down again.

"i'll help you! " binar said holding Raka's arm, but Raka shook her head and shook Binar's hand slowly.

"i'm fine, what are you doing here! " said Raka slowly, Binar felt annoyed because Raka continued to reject his kindness that wanted to help.

"you have RV fever, I've taken medicine there. But before that, eat to fill your stomach! " binar said sounding pushy because of worry, Raka saw the food that Binar brought.it is true that he wanted to eat, because he did not know when the last time he ate. Raka finally erects her body by holding her chair, Raka does not receive the help that Binar offers. Raka braced herself to walk slowly, but weak was already her body. Raka staggered to hold on to the bookshelf, Binar immediately ran and supported Raka's body. "I told you RV, I will help you to walk! " binar said, Raka finally gave up and let Binar help her.

Raka sat on the sofa, his head getting heavier when he had to stand. Raka finally decided to sleep alone, Binar forbade Raka to sleep. because the food he ordered was ready to be eaten, and finally he decided to go to bed, by being forced to put something in his mouth after the last bribe, Binar gave milk to Raka and the last fever medicine. Raka felt sleepy after taking the medicine, Binar lay down Raka's body and enveloped Raka. Don't forget Binar shrink the air conditioner temperature there, until it feels a little warm.

"gue will call the doctor now, it turns out this guy could be sick too! " said Binar saw Raka who was asleep, but when he wanted to go Raka held the hand of Binar tightly. Binar turned his head and looked at Raka who was sleeping, but the hand was clasping tightly and trembling slightly there.

"RV I want to call the doctor, just relax you must be cured! " said Binar then ran to take his HP, Binar called the doctor and asked the doctor to come quickly.then Binar walked out to pick up the compress tool, and, he took a cloth and compressed Raka's forehead to give first aid.

a few minutes later a doctor came, the doctor immediately examined Raka who was still sleeping. Binar was surprised when the doctor said Raka had a high fever, even lack of food so that his body power decreased.The doctor left after giving a prescription, then Binar gave the prescription to Raka's assistant named Farel.

"i told you, but he didn't listen to me! " said Farel, Binar turned his head and did not understand the intention of Farel. "that night it rained very hard, the master stood in the rain all night.even when he returned home he did not want to eat, he did not want to eat, he didn't even sleep well! " farel said again, Binar was surprised and immediately shed tears.it was his fault, because he rejected Raka's feelings to do that. and now Raka is sick, and harms Raka himself. Binar walked towards Raka, and sat down on the floor near Raka who was sleeping soundly.

"why are you doing this, it will hurt you yourself! " said Binar crying, he looked down in the arms of Raka who was still sleeping. "I can't accept your feelings, I can't RV! " binar said in his tears, he didn't even know how he felt. Binar was confused with her heart, for a moment she had a strange feeling for Raka, at another moment she had someone in her heart. Binar was confused, he was dilemma in feeling that he did not understand at all.

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I don't know how long Raka slept, she opened her eyes when she felt her throat thirsty. Raka felt the cloth on her forehead and she put the cloth away, when Raka wanted to sit on her he saw Binar sleeping beside her. Raka directly occupied herself slowly, intending not to let Binar wake up. Raka was surprised that Binar who was sitting on the floor, when he would get up from his seat Raka coughed and it made Binar wake up. Binar immediately stood up to see Raka coughing, Binar took water and gave the water he had prepared. Raka took it and drank the water once, and then adjusted her breathing. Raka looked at Binar who was looking at him, then Raka massaged his head which was still a little dizzy.

"what's going on? " said Raka looking at a bag of medicinal crackles, Binar reviewed a smile at Raka.

"i called the doctor earlier, and it was Farel who bought it on prescription.You have RV fever, need enough rest and regular meals! " saut Binar, Raka just cleared her throat slowly.

"i'm fine, now I want to be alone. Go and do your job, don't come in if I don't need it! " said Raka who sounded cold, the heart of Binar immediately felt disappointed.heard Raka who spoke cold, made him disappointed and also sad.Tears fell without being asked, he still stood without moving even once. "don't you have ears until you don't hear what I say? " said Raka again, Binar wiped his tears and then took a breath.

"why do you keep your distance from me, why don't you want to get help or see me. Why did the night make a distance between us, why did everything change because of that night! " binar said annoyed, he tried to hold back his tears. Raka stood up from his seat, he confirmed his suit as usual and then looked at Binar.

"you are my secretary, and I am your boss.You work for me, and I pay for your job.then you want to be a secretary, and indeed we should keep our distance. in order not to be misunderstood in front of others, and not to disturb someone who is in your heart. Therefore behave as an employee, do your job and I do my job! " strictly Raka coldly, the collapse was already the defense of Binar. he felt hurt when Raka said that, never did he think Raka would say such a rude thing to him.

"sorry RV for my sassness, I understand and will correct in attitude! " said Binar then left from there, Raka sighed to her who was feeling very upset. Raka threw the medicine on the table, he was annoyed to have made the girl's tears fall. coward, you coward Raka.