The Soulmate of Dad

41. In Front of the Light of Dusk

The two human children are actually equally fragile. Both hold the sadness and pain alone. Now, they are reunited and express each other's sadness and pain that is still attached to their hearts, especially Iyan.

"I'm confused who to complain to? I am confused who to tell? The only way I'm out of the house. Forgetting little by little my sadness for being honest, I felt alone at that time."

Beeya still hugged Iyan's body. It turned out to be very fragile the heart of the young man he was hugging. His sadness has not completely disappeared. The proof, he really showed how sad he was to tell what he was feeling.

"Losing someone I love so much makes me a depressed human being. For months I still thought Dad existed. For months I've been waiting for Dad to come. But Dad did not come back. Not even come into the dream."

The pain Iyan felt was like moving on to him right now. The pain was very piercing Beeya's heart right now.

"Every night, my eyes closed. However, my mind wandered here and there looking for Dad. I wish that when I open my eyes you're next to me."

Beeya tightened her embrace. Right said the elder brother of Iyan. There were many things Iyan could not reveal to his two brothers. Only to Beeya was she able to express out loud what she was actually feeling.

"My dragon is still here, but my soul seems to have been taken away by Father."

Beeya loosened her embrace. His head nodded slowly. "Don't say that."

"Indeed like that the truth is," replied Iyan. "In fact, every night I sleep I pray that my life will be taken away. I want to accompany Dad there."

Iyan is a strong boy. If, instead of Iyan it is most likely to be severely depressed. However, Iyan is amazing. Being able to hide his sadness and depression can still be overwhelming. Although, his mind was being overwhelmed with endless sadness.

"My company is here. Don't go and make me even more depressed." Beeya's request with tears that have been welled up. Now, it was Iyan who hugged Beeya's body very tightly.

"I need you, and I promise I'll always be there for you."

Iyan kissed the tip of Beeya's head deeply. Just a simple word, but it was able to make his heart warm up immeasurably.

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The presence of Iyan beside Beeya is able to make Beeya little by little want to express what she is feeling to the psychiatrist. The psychiatrist smiled proudly. Moreover, Beeya's hand that never let go of Iyan's hand for a second when they met the psychiatrist. In the eyes of psychiatrists, Iyan was a kind man as well as patient.

"Where are you going?" Iyan asked when they were out of the psychiatrist's room.

"I want to go to the beach, see the waves and play sand." Beeya's face was already very sparkling when she said it all.

"Okay, enjoy the twilight." A slight disappointment appeared on Beeya's face. "I have to check out Moeda's cafe first, also in two hours there's an online meeting." Iyan said very softly because he did not want to make Beeya sad.

"Yes already."

"Don't be angry dong." Iyan gently rubbed Beeya's hair. "I promise, after the meeting is over we go to the beach." Beeya nodded. He also cannot be selfish. Iyan is an adult, he's working.

Arriving at Beeya's house, Iyan immediately went inside her room and retrieved her laptop. He is assigned to check the Moeda cafe by Radit. Beeya opened the door of Iyan's room and saw the young man was busy with a rectangular screen in front of him.

"Do you want me to make coffee?" ask Beeya.

Iyan turned his head, an arch of smile etched on his face. "Can't you make a warm sweet tea?" ask back Iyan. Beeya nodded quickly.

After Beeya's departure, Iyan exhaled a rough breath due to his work that was quite draining of emotions and thoughts. But no, everything seems to be messed up. Not only Moeda cafes in Jakarta, in various regions also experienced the same thing.

"Yes, I'll think again."

Beeya stopped her steps while carrying a tray of warm sweet tea in her hand.

"A week? Not later?"

Put warm tea on the table, then he sat next to Iyan who was talking via phone. His hand held Beeya's shoulder and Beeya did not hesitate to wrap her hand in Iyan's stomach.

"Yes, we'll see after the meeting, yeah." Iyan ended his phone call. No hesitation he pecked Beeya's head off.

"Why? Any Problem?" Beeya had already raised her head staring towards Iyan. Notya replied, he even put a warm kiss on Beeya's forehead.

"What a small matter." Iyan returned Beeya's embrace tightly.

"Don't you want a meeting?" Iyan nodded.

"I went to the room, yeah. Don't forget to drink."

"Here I am" pinta Iyan.

"I don't want to bother." Iyan smiled too. She gently stroked Beeya's cheeks which were now more contained.

"I promise, after the meeting is over we go straight to the beach." Beeya nodded with a big smile.

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After the virtual meeting, Iyan leaned her body against the back of the sofa. A rough breath came out of his mouth. He got up from his seat and headed to Beeya's room. There a woman was ready in her casual clothes. However, Iyan did not seem to like it because Beeya wore pants on her knees and showed white legs and a level.

"Replace!" Iyan had already folded both his hands over his chest.

"Wouldn't. I'm comfortable wearing this" Beeya said.

"But I don't like it" he said.

"And I went to the beach not alone. There you are." Beeya had already embraced the spoiled arm of Iyan and pulled it. Iyan only let out a rough sigh.

Beeya was already like a child excited when she saw the sand and the sea. He ran towards the beach. Seeing a very cheerful Beeya made Iyan sure that the woman was getting better and better from depression.

Seeing Beeya's loose laughter made Iyan's heart very calm. Yes, the woman he always avoided because of her barbarity. Now able to fill the recesses of his heart. It was all because of the birthday gift from the father who was able to open Iyan's eyes and heart. He realized there was no genuine friendship between him and Beeya. Especially friends without distance.

When dusk comes, these two human children are on the beach in a standing position side by side. The twilight light that began to appear made the sky more beautiful. Their eyes were stunned by the light that was able to make many people fall in love.

"Pretty."

"Like you." Beeya turned to look at Iyan. The young man had already grasped both hands of Beeya and their positions were now facing each other in front of the twilight light.

There were no words, only meaning-filled highlights that their eyes were emitting. Locked each other, and Iyan pulled Beeya's chin. Beeya's eyes were closed when she felt a gentle sweep from Iyan's lips.

"I love you, Abeeya Bhaskara."

Beeya's mouth was still silenced, but she instead pulled the front of the shirt Iyan was wearing. Pasting his lips over Iyan's lips again. Appreciate it with full enjoyment.

After the pawn came off, Iyan looked at Beeya sternly. Gently rubbed the back of his hand and said, "I have to go to Jakarta."

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