The Soulmate of Dad

40. Forgive Me

"I love you."

Beeya was surprised to hear that, she also did not answer Iyan's words. Can only stare at Iyan's face fixedly. Her lips re-embed Iyan's red lips very gently. So also Iyan who replied to him was no less gentle.

Just this time Beeya felt the opium kissing someone's lips. She also felt comfortable when Iyan returned her warm kiss. It was different with Raffa. Just stuck, Beeya let go. However, with Iyan he felt like doing it again and again.

They also rewinded their faces because the air supply was already depleting.

"Never do this with another, yeah." Iyan's thumb gently rubbed Beeya's lips. Instead of answering, Beeya hugged Iyan's body tightly. Burning his face in the chest of the field the young man was holding onto.

"You too."

Iyan simply smiled and her hand returned tightly to Beeya's embrace. Women sucks, now a fun figure for him.

Arya, Beby too Arina has picked up Beeya. Iyan had already brought a bag containing Beeya's clothes. Like a husband on standby, Iyan was in the eyes of both Beeya's parents.

Beeya was in the back seat with Arina. However, the Bu'de chose to be in the back seat letting Beeya and Iyan sit together. Beeya's hand continued to embrace the spoiled arm of Iyan. He did not care about the whereabouts of his parents as well as the existence of the bu'de. This man makes her very comfortable.

Even at home, Beeya told Iyan to look after her in her room. Arya and Beby do not forbid because the door to Beeya's room is always open. They also do not want to be cheated. There will be a third person, the devil.

Iyan chose to lay his body on the floor because it was too sore to sleep on the sofa. Without waiting for long, he fell asleep. Beeya who had just come out of the bathroom was shocked when Iyan comfortably slept on a carpet. Beeya idly takes a picture of Iyan and sends it to Echa. Unexpectedly, Beeya, Iyan's older brother contacted her via a video link.

"Nobody tipped Iyan yeah, Bee." Echa's eyes look glazed when doing a video connection.

"So happy sister, Iyanya Brother has been back ever since with you. Since Dad's departure, Iyan has changed a lot." Echa wiped the ends of her eyes

Beeya just fell silent, she just listened to what Echa said. Seems like there's a lot he doesn't know about Iyan.

"Every day Brother always thinks about Iyan's condition. Iyan's brother was depressed and committed suicide."

Beeya's heart ached hearing that. He did not know how bad this young man who was asleep before him was.

"Iyan can't reveal everything, just the same you he can express what he feels. Only to you can she cry out loud. Not always pretending to be strong."

Beeya's tears are over. He really did not know what had happened to Iyan.

"So much energy Brother did not cry in front of him. Brother pretended to be strong in front of him, whereas every time Iyan's face was a silhouette of Father's face that you could see." There was a small stuffing coming out of Echa's lips. Beeya wiped the end of her eyes. His heart really hurt.

"I'm sorry, Bee."

Echa shook her head, her lips trying to smile.

"Sister doesn't blame anyone. This is an almighty will. However, big brother and also two younger brothers who have not been able to sincerely accept the departure of Father."

"Should Bee accompany Iyan, Brother. Not even-"

"It's okay, Bee. Don't blame yourself. Perhaps God wants Iyan to be strong in the face of this harsh reality."

It felt like Beeya was tightly hugging Echa's body. He really felt the sadness that Echa was feeling. It had been a year since, all of them had not been able to accept their father's departure.

"Please take care of Iyan, Bee. Accompany her, and please return my old brother." A smile full of pain and full of supplications etched on Echa's face. Beeya simply nodded with tears that were almost dripping.

"Do you still have that sadness?" mumbling slowly.

Beeya was hoping to repeat time. If, by the time Rion's father is gone he is next to Iyan, he probably won't have any trauma. Maybe he can still laugh together. However, now it was only regret that Beeya felt. He feels like a man who does not know the return. He only wanted the presence of Iyan in a sad time melajakannya. Whereas when Iyan was sad for a very long time, he could not accompany Iyan. He went with others who ultimately hurt him.

"I'm sorry, I."

A clear thread dripped down on Iyan's temple. Beeya was really sorry. The young man before him still showed a deep look of sadness. Beeya did not hesitate to kiss Iyan's forehead very deep. Her tears did not stop.

Sensing that there was a small sob, Iyan tried to open his eyes. He was shocked when Beeya was already bathed in tears.

"Why?" Iyan immediately got up from his sleeping position. He sat facing the shoulder-haired woman questioningly.

"I'm sorry." Iyan flinched, moreover Beeya grew sobbing.

"Sorry for what?" ask Iyan.

"Should ..I was next to you when you were sad because Dad left. I should've been"

Iyan immediately hugged Beeya's body. He rubbed the woman's hair very gently.

"No need to apologize. I'm okay," said Iyan.

Beeya rewinds her body. Staring at Iyan with tears that soaked his face.

"Don't always lie to yourself, Yan. I know you still hold deep sorrow. When you need a friend, I should be there. I should have accompanied you. Gave my shoulder for you to lean on for a moment."

Iyan just smiled. He rubbed Beeya's cheek gently. "One thing that cannot be repeated is time."

"I'm sorry." Beeya also looked down deeply. Iyan exhaled a rough breath and he looked straight ahead.

"When Dad left, I also felt like you were leaving me alone. Drowning in a deep and endless sadness."

Slowly Beeya straightened her head. He looked at the face of Iyan who was staring straight ahead.

"I feel like I'm losing my way. Don't know where to go and complain." The voice is getting louder.

"Both of my brothers ..they are also like me. They lost their direction. Their lives are like a big wave. They were tossed and did not know where else they had to dock. I don't want to add to their burden, don't want to."

Iyan's defense collapsed instantly. Her tears just drip.

"Actually I need you. I need to lean back for a moment. I need a warm hug, but that's not what I get. In fact, I was forced to accept the fact that you really wanted to get away from me and didn't want to keep our friendship at a distance."

Beeya hugged Iyan and she cried. "I'm sorry, I'm stupid."

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