The Soulmate of Dad

197. Feel Guilty

After her parents returned home, Beeya went into the room and sat on the edge of the bed. He felt guilty for lying to his parents.

"I'm sorry Bee, Pah, Mah." A voice full of regret came out from Beeya's mouth.

His eyes were now fixed on the drawer beside the bed. Drawer that became a storage area for prohibited objects. Slowly he pulled the drawer. His eyes looked at the contents inside. Pills delay pregnancy, also rubber storage of harmful fluids.

Beeya exhaled a rough breath. Then, he looked towards his still flat stomach. His hand slowly touched the stomach.

"I'm not ready yet" he murmured. "I'm afraid I'm going to hurt the fetus that's growing in here. Or even endanger my newborn child. My psyche is not yet fully healed."

Beeya heard a lot about the baby blues that women often experience after giving birth. Baby blues can make a person cruel to his own baby. That's not what happened to Beeya. He realized he was still sick. Not fully recovered.

The question of when to have children is not only aimed at Beeya. Iyan's family often asked about it. Especially her two sisters.

"You're not procrastinating, are you?" The instinct of the first brother was very sharp and almost made Iyan confused to answer him. However, Iyan could still control himself.

"No, Brother. Just relax." That's answer. Iyan accidentally stopped by the brother's house because the brother wanted to meet him to talk about the moeda cafe.

"Om, got five straight kids, yeah. Let us do one-on-one" Aleeya said.

"Let's not scramble, Om," Aleena said.

"You think kittens," replied Iyan. Echa laughed when she heard it. He recalled the taunts Iyan's in-laws had made to him and Aska if they were both cat breeds. Once the children get a lot.

Finished with his affairs with Radit, Iyan sat for a while on the terrace with Aleesa. The two of them were looking at the invisible creatures that were still loyal in the house of Echa.

"I'm surprised, Om. Every time Yansen came home, they all seemed to disappear. Why, huh?" Aleesa had already opened the conversation.

"Have you asked them?" Aleesa nodded. "Continue?"

"Nobody opened their voices at all. They seem to shut their mouths so tightly." Iyan just smiled. He went and headed to the side yard where Om Uwo and Jojo were.

"Lady!"

Jojo was already shouting happily as well as Om Uwo who was smiling sumringah saw Iyan coming.

"A snob!" Jojo sulking.

"I'm busy, Jo. I will not forbid you from going home, either" Iyan said.

"Yes, but Mom forbade us to go there."

"Mother?" Iyan missed that figure.

"Yes, when you moved in, Mom came and told us all not to go to your house. Can't bother you and your wife."

Iyan felt overwhelmed to hear it. Although only a mother in her inner eyes, but the figure of a mother like a real mother for her. Very caring and caring.

While chatting, Iyan's phone rang and made her answer a call from her wife.

"Still at Brother's house?"

"Yes. Wh why? What do you want to bring?"

"Hurry home."

Beeya's voice this time sounded changed and made Iyan anxious. His forehead shriveled and ugly thoughts wandered in his head.

"Why you?"

"Hurry home, Ayang." A request with a vibrating voice.

"Yes. I'm home now."

Iyan's invisible friends swooped their eyebrows at the sight of the panicked Iyan.

"What's up, Yan?" Jojo asked.

"My wife seems to be crying. I'll go home first, yeah. I'll play here again."

Iyan hurried away with quick steps. My friends just smiled. After marriage Iyan changed greatly. He really is the head of the family.

Arriving home, Iyan rushed upstairs. The door to his room opened and he saw his wife sitting on the edge of the bed with her head down. Her hand was holding a pregnancy pill.

"Machiya."

Beeya turned her head and immediately hugged Iyan's body. He cried, spilling a sense of tightness on his chest.

"Why you?"

"Whoa, did I stop taking these KB pills." Iyan was dumbfounded.

"Why?"

"So Mamah and Papah came here. They say that they want to take our grandchildren away from us immediately." Beeya's voice was so weak.

Iyan let out a rough breath. He gently rubbed Beeya's back. Then, it rewinded Beeya's body from her embrace.

"Are you ready?" That's what Iyan asked. Beeya fell silent, her eyes answering.

"Don't be forced if you're not ready."

"But, Mamah-"

"Don't think about it. As long as I don't bother you, don't be afraid. I will be the front man to defend you. Let me be hated by them. Just not you."