THE SNOW DOLL GIRL

Do I have any hope of happiness ??

The sound of ambulance sirens was heard filling the streets are quite dense because it is time to go home from work. Inside the ambulance Lukman continued to hold the girl's hand, he looked at her with a look of pity and regret.

" I shouldn't buy time when this girl asks me for help, I should have called the police and ran to follow her faster. I feel this is all because I don't understand his expression quickly when I'm a psychologist, I suck. He had to endure everything himself as he feared, this made me feel guilty" the thought grew repeatedly in Lukman's mind.

At the police station.

" that little girl ? (pointing an identification photo of the case in his hands) I feel sorry for the poor girl, we are dealing with a murder case involving both of her parents " the police answered the curious question, Miss Lily.

" Murder? what do you mean his parents were murdered? (shocked expression) ".

" I don't think you need to know more about this case (close the case information in the book) when did your lawyer come ?".

" Ok .he was on the way to want to come here, but I was just a little curious about him (smile ) will he be treated in the hospital? is he gonna be okay? " ask Miss Lily worried.

" He has received help and has been moved to a comfortable room, fortunately he did not get severe injuries and he is with people who can be trusted" the police replied while compiling the documents.

Soon a lawyer came to handle Miss Lily's case. The lawyer did his job and took over everything that hit Miss Lily. It didn't take long for her lawyer to solve her problem quickly, she settled it by paying a fine and receiving training period back for Ms. Lily, and it was approved by Ms. Lily herself.

" Ok tomorrow morning we will conduct a training period on Ms. Lily" said the police who handled the collision case.

" I don't mind that (cute Miss Lily with a relaxed face) I'll be on time tomorrow sir. Can I go home? (he asked the cop )".

" I'm waiting for you tomorrow, yes you can go home" he said, letting Ms. Lily and her lawyer go home.

Ms. Lily exited the police station along with her lawyer and entered a car that was waiting for them.

" Thankfully they gave waivers for the training period that should have been done for a week, they reduced it and only done for 1 full day" said his lawyer who started talks in the car.

" You were great at negotiating (smiling at his lawyer) You saved all my meetings, I can still go to London to get foreign investors. Thank you "shake the lawyer's hand.

" I'm sorry to interrupt your time off Mr. Jhon (tell it to the driver and his secretary) I made a big mistake today. Oh yes can we go to the hospital after driving the lawyer sir home, I want to see the state of the beautiful girl. I feel guilty for her, can you please, Mr. Jhon? (speaking to Jhon )".

" I have to be there at a time like this Mom. I'm glad I can help you. I'll take you to the hospital after taking the lawyer home" he said, smiling with his friendly face.

" I'm bothering you to play with Ali, instead of you guys wanting to go to the amusement park together today . Is Ali okay? he must be very sad that his plan is falling apart again because of me" said Miss Lily while looking out the window.

" Not at all Mom.. Ali let me go after hearing from you, he was fine after I gave him the virtual game you gave Mom (laughs) he even said that we could go together next time even if it was tomorrow year. I don't have to worry about her" conveyed in a happy tone that made Miss Lily laugh.

After driving her lawyer home they headed to the hospital where Bora and doctor Lukman were. They enter a quiet room, where Bora is still asleep on the bed and Doctor Lukman is busy with books and questions.

Doctor Lukman who felt people coming in stood up and closed his book. He saw Miss Lily with a stranger enter the room.

" I'm sorry to bother you" said Ms. Lily, who saw Dr. Lukman close the book.

" It's okay (while pulling the chair next to her to give it to Miss Lily) to sit down" let Miss Lily sit down.

" Thank you.. I'm here to see how things are going (see Bora who is still closed) how is it going? " he asked a little worried.

" The wound is not too severe he only got a small wound, now he is just resting" Lukman replied with a face that is not so happy.

" Hmm thank goodness (sighing ) but why is your expression so worried? " he asked Lukman, whose expression was very worried.

" Ha ha ha (laughs awkwardly) is fine I'm just a little tired" she replied trying to cover up her very legible expression.

" Is his mental state not good? I hear you're a doctor psychologist, I'm just asking. Is it possible that you were worried about his mental state?, I saw clearly from your expression Doctor...." Miss Lily could understand it.

" How are you ? (surprised by the understanding that Miss Lily said) yes, that's what I'm analyzing, I'm trying to understand. I thought he was just a kid who was just having a normal sense of fear or trauma, but .. (think for a second) this is obviously worse and will get worse later" scratched his head.

" What do you mean it's getting worse? how bad is the trauma ?? I even saw a cheerful face that emanated from her beautiful face (looking at Bora with a gentle gaze)" she asked in disbelief.

" You're right she looks like a cheerful and very excited girl but she really bears a lot of sadness on her ugly and pretty face, who would have thought today he lost his mother and accepted the fact that his own father committed the murder of his mother".

Ms. Lily listened with a changed expression. " Murder?" tanyanya surprised.

" I guess I met him not for a reason but for a destiny. I saw clearly the panicked little face asking me for help without any fear at all, he took me running away even though he looked panicked. He managed to take me but in the end I saw that cheerful little face turned into a face full of sadness and fear after seeing the person he loved covered in blood and was lifeless again. Not only did he lose a mother but he lost his trust in others, I proved it myself with a lot of questions. Not only did he also get a lot of fear not to mention he had to live alone after this" explaining what he saw with great pity.

" Alone?? so he will live alone after this case is over !!" speaking in a slightly high tone due to surprise.

" I heard it from the police, if they manage to arrest his father he'll live alone because they have no relatives to contact".

" So you mean he'll be living alone under such conditions ? even adults can't necessarily get through this kind of condition !! can't be like this .. he should still get treatment from you and move on with his life, back to his childhood, right?" ask Miss Lily excited.

" I thought like that too. I wanted to take her with me for a while but. I can't because I also have 2 nieces and nephews who have been my responsibility. I don't mind it, it's even better that in the healing process he can play with my niece but." said - she was cut off because Ms. Lily replied.

" charges?" cetus Miss Lily quickly.

" I have to save a lot for my two nephews and not to mention the cost of our lives, I don't want to make it more difficult with me" said Doctor Lukman with a sour face.

" helpful?" lukman asked with hope.

" I can help you with the original cost (it was cut because Bora woke up from her sleep )".

Seeing Bora open her eyes Lukman and Miss Lily stopped their conversation. They immediately approached Bora who was still processing the events that occurred, why he was in the hospital.

Bora started to open her eyes and look around. He looks surprised and tries to remember what happened.

" Hey son. are you okay?" lukman asked Bora who was confused to look around him.

" I'm where's Uncle? " the answer is still weak.

Try but Lukman talks directly asking the situation in detail.

" Is there anything that hurts anymore ?".

" Nothing (snakes ) I want to go home "get off her bed and pull the string of infusion.

" Where do you want the sweet girl? (ask Miss Lily) introduce me Lily, I accidentally bumped into you earlier. I want to apologize to you, son (stretched out his hand to shake hands)" trying to prevent Bora from leaving.

" I'm sorry Mom, I didn't see my way when I ran" lowered his head.

" I'm wrong, I've done the legal process to take responsibility for my mistakes, do you want to forgive me by being friends, son?" trying to approach Bora in a subtle way.

" Thank you for taking responsibility, I also forgive you ma'am but I can't be friends with you" walked out without seeing Miss Lily and Lukman.

The two of them were silent at the attitude shown by Bora and looked at each other, quickly Bu Lily chased him out because it was raining outside.

" Let me persuade her.(said Miss Lily while running after Bora )".

He saw Bora who was walking limp towards a park outside the hospital that was raining heavily. Bora seemed to be indifferent to the rain and continued walking and stopped in a chair to sit down.

Seeing Bora sitting down, Miss Lily began to approach him without carrying the umbrella that Mr. Jhon gave her. With heart he began to approach the girl.

" Bora...(sitting right next to Bora )".

" Why are you following me? (distance ) I've forgiven you please go!! " try to drive Miss Lily away.

" Don't hurt yourself with rain - rain like this .. It's not good for your health you haven't even eaten from yesterday, have you?" said Miss Lily reassured with clothes that began to get soaked.

" Go away you can get sick.." turn his face away.

" I know you're feeling sad, it's okay if you cry, spill everything Bora I won't even be able to see your tears because it's raining so hard. I often do this stupid thing when I'm sad so you don't have to be ashamed."

" What are you doing ? why did you tell me to cry when everyone told me to be strong" looked at Miss Lily in wet clothes.

" What should I do ? that's all I can do because I can only cry like this when my parents leave me in an orphanage without me knowing why (looking at something else) ".

" The orphanage? it's better than being left in another world and having a killer father like me, right?" he said with a weak tone.

" It's harder than what happened to me but I just want you to be able to hold on as hard as you can, no harm in trying, right? if you can't find your reason why you can't. That's a good plan for me".

" I have no reason to survive anymore, I will not be able to live well even after I am not with them (tells to his parents ) I really have no hope . Why is it all happening to me !!!!! I just want to be able to breathe meaningfully (start crying) Tell me what will happen to me now !!!!! " look at Miss Lily with a serious look.

" What happened to you? the answer is to you son.(hugging Bora who is crying hard) cry Bora "began to get Bora.

" Mom... mother.... mother... I'm sorry (crying) help me mother...why should I feel this !!!!! ".

Bora who began to pour out everything in her heart while crying while hugging Bu Lily made Bu Lily feel that Bora was indeed the same as she was. That makes him want to help Bora through everything the same as Doctor Lukman's decision.

Back to Bora

He who was weeping under the torrential rain felt for a moment that someone was paddling him and saw who he was. And how surprised Bora was to see who was holding her .

" You ??? " said Bora who was getting cold.

" Do you want to freeze to death !!! " the word that saturates him cetus.

Seriate....

Kira - guess who came to bring an umbrella for Bora huh..... Miss Lily ? Ali ? could it be Ken ? curious .... follow the story...

Greetings from Nurul may we all be healthy always yes guys...?????????????!:""