THE SNOW DOLL GIRL

I can't think like Ken's normal human being

The atmosphere in the room was very tense when Ken wanted to answer questions from Bora. Ali with a facial expression that is very predictable because he is very worried Ken will say everything in detail about the condition of Miss Lily.

Aunty who just bowed her head because she was afraid to hear Bora's tantrums if everything was revealed and Bora who kept trying to make Ken answer his questions.

" I will explain in detail about Ms. Lily's condition" Ken said calmly.

All eyes are on Ken, they look at Ken with a different view.

Ken Pov

I don't know what I'm going to do right now but I'm going to try to be honest and say what I have to say.

" It's bad he has to be taken to the hospital to do his next check, I can't just conclude the situation without a definite analysis" said something that is still safe to hear.

" Then ? is there something that's been off to her? " ask Bora with a serious face.

" Serious enough for now if he is not treated by the right doctor. For now let Miss Lily rest her thirst she just fainted from exhaustion".

" Fatigue? you said bad enough!!! what do you mean exactly?".

" It'll get worse if he doesn't make good decisions, I hope all the decisions he makes can be well received".

" What do you mean talk like that? " answered Bora with a slightly angry tone.

" You must have a personal doctor, right, he must know more than me so trust him all (see Ali) I don't have time I have to go to the hospital immediately I have an operation schedule later in the day, can I go? (see Bora)".

Bora simply fell silent without answering.

" The reporter is gone, Doctor Tomas is on his way here" Ali said, breaking the silence.

" I'm leaving.. You don't need me anymore, do you ?" step towards the exit.

" Let me drive "Ali offers to take Ken.

" I don't have to take a taxi" refused Ali's offer.

" Wait on Ken!! " stop Ken's footsteps.

Ken stopped his steps for a moment.

" I don't know what you're saying. Can you tell me in detail, what decision do you mean?"

" Hear me Bora. I don't want you to regret all your actions later but one thing you need to remember is there's a good reason for all the bad things that happened to you. Whatever decision Miss Lily makes is probably the best. I hope you can understand what I mean" leave Bora.

" Related??? what do you mean !!!! " scream because Ken left her.

" Hey !!!! (running after Ken and standing in front of him) Who do you know about my regrets, you're not the one who knows about me. Stop trying to know so much about me !!! (stare at Ken in anger).

" I don't want to know about you, Miss Bora, because it's none of my business , I'm just helping you because that's what normal people are supposed to do basically and I'm just a doctor who wants to help people who need it.

" Oh yeah, you're a good doctor, a doctor who can only say things that don't make sense to his patients. This (give me some money) I'll pay you more for that chip"

" Heh (chuckles) You may not understand the way of the mind of a simple person like me, nor can I understand the way of the mind of a powerful person like you. Not everyone needs this (returning the money back to Bora's hands)

This is what the word means.The higher your position, the colder and darker your place is. I think I'm starting to understand the words (smile)" going through Bora who was silent with money in her grasp.

" Missy is awake "call the aunt who ran to tell Bora the news.

Ken left the mansion and headed straight to the hospital.

" taxi..!! " Ken called for a taxi.

" Hello doc where are you? you're gonna have surgery in a minute (the voice of sister Caca calling Ken).

" I'm on my way there "

" Ok doc I'll prepare the operation room first"

" Thank you." Ken told Caca.

Back to bora

After the aunt called him he immediately ran to meet his mother who was already awake.

" hu hu hu (gasps from running) ma. (close to Bu Lily and sit right next to her).

" Have you found your lost necklace? " ask Miss Lily who just woke up from her stupor.

" Already.(holding the necklace) what happened to you ma? tell me whatever it is (putting his head down)".

" I'm fine .. just a little tired just these few days I'm busy, I'm busy, I'm not feeling well because I told my aunt to call Dr. Tomas but the reporters came to make me stress and couldn't help it anymore so I'm lying here".

" Are you sure it's just ma? nothing serious ?. You've never been like this before".

" I really don't see this la (want to stand up) I'm just exhausted" trying to convince Bora.

" I can't believe it!! mama has to do another thorough examination" Bora who still doesn't believe.

" Tomas checked me out, Bora..."

" Mommy Lily just dropped a little she was too tired and the stress made Miss Bora faint" replied Dr. Tomas.

" Even like that, I want you to do a series of exams to be on guard" he told Tomas' doctor.

" Can I talk to mama just the two of you (see Ali sign to tell the others to come out).

" Yes certainly Miss.I also want to convey something to Dr. Tomas" Ali replied to reason.

Everyone left that room now there was only Bora and Miss Lily. Bora sat down on the chair beside Bu Lily's mattress and took out a piece of paper from inside the bag she was carrying.

Pov Bora's

Regret ??? I won't regret my decision I'm sure the doctor made me worried. I have to take the risk I want to go back I want to fix everything.

" Are you okay, son? " ask Miss Lily to Bora.

" I'm fine ma. I may not be polite doing this right now but I hope you can do it (give that piece of paper to Miss Lily )".

" What is this ? (receive the paper and start reading the contents of the paper) You want to uproot your adoption? Bora..." looked at Bora with a surprised look.

" I want you to grant my request, can you do it ma? ".

" What happened to you Bora ??? you're not supposed to do this, are you ?".

" I think I've been too selfish . I don't deserve what I shouldn't. Thank you for everything you have raised me with full luxury I really do not lack material from you. Thank you for being my mom and my friend all this time "baranjak wants to go.

" Wait !! (holding Bora's hand) Why? why would you want that? how about.." cut off.

" HG ? I will keep my promise to you, I will manage HG as well as you want . I'll make sure I don't break that promise".

" Why do you want your adoption removed? are you really uncomfortable with me?" ask Miss Lily while crying.

" Even as I breathe now I've never felt comfortable, I want to bring back what shouldn't be mine".

" I won't do it!!!! no" replied Miss Lily, shouting.

" Stop pretending !!!! I don't want to pretend to be a good boy to you, please stop this and do my wish" walk out.

" I'll never do that bad boy !!! I don't want you to be a good boy, I don't want you to obey everything I say, I just want you to be able to do everything you want" Ms. Lily said.

" My will ?? I don't even know if I have a wish" to leave Miss Lily alone.

Bora came out of Miss Lily's room with an expressionless face and went to her room to pack her clothes and needs. He wanted to live in an old house owned by his family that he never visited again after the incident.

"Where do you want to go? " ask the aunt who saw Bora put her clothes in the suitcase.

" I can't take it at once can you help me pack the rest? I'll pick her up tomorrow" told auntie to help her without answering aunt's questions.

" Where are you Miss, but where are you going?" ask aunt again.

"Hmmm on vacation (with a thin smile) ".

" With that much stuff?" ask aunt wonder.

" I want to go home bi. You once said never run away from your problems, I want to try to be the me I used to be at least with that I can feel better and accept everything so I don't run away anymore. Isn't that so bi? ".

" Non.. Miss wants to go back to the old house? non it's a danger. Non depression will relapse again.." said aunt worried.

" Bi. I know, but I don't want to run anymore, and all this makes me weak enough to shut myself down. I want to be like everyone else like a human being".

" Don't go back to that house Bora !!!" replied Miss Lily who had heard their conversation.

" Why are you banning me, huh!!!! I want to be healed. I want to be like a human..!!! (crying)".

" I told you, I'm not forbidding you to go there but I don't want you to go back to your past anymore Bora !!".

" Let it go, I'll definitely come back" and I'll go get the suitcase.

" Don't be selfish Bora !!! I don't want to see you lying in the hospital again please listen to me !! (crying) please stay here, son.. ".

" Aaahhhhkk I want all this to end (crying on the floor).

" I don't have anyone but you Bora don't leave here please. in just 2 months ".

" 2 months ? on my inauguration day, you're just afraid I didn't keep my promise, right? I told you I'd keep it.Let me go calm myself "step away go out.

" Bora !!! ".

With tears still flowing, he went outside with his hoodie and a headset in his hand. Ali who saw Bora out of the house wanted to chase after him.

" Ali !! let him go but watch him from a distance" Ms Lily said.

Pov Bu Lily's

What would I do if he knew everything. I'm not just concerned about HG, 2 months is my time Bora.....

Ali who heard Miss Lily's words only followed Bora from a distance. Bora put on her headset while walking with tears rushing down.

" Am I wrong to want to feel happy that I never knew how it felt? I'm damned, actually I don't want to do as I just did. (stuck in a park).

Guys sometimes there are things that we would be better off feeling if we vent it on something, because if we do that the pain that we feel can be reduced. It sounds selfish but it happens to us when we feel lonely and lost. But it would be sadder if we didn't even have something to offer our grief to, as Bora did to vent her anger on others and on herself.

If any of you ever like the author Bora give advice on which little tau useful. I think we better find a hobby or something that makes us forget about the problem we can read, listen to music or much more . Watching dramas can also be like an author, hopefully help ...

See the day after tomorrow. kira - guess what decision Bora yes... truss can Ken ama Bora see you again? follow continue ....