THE SNOW DOLL GIRL

THE SNOW DOLL GIRL
The sky cries if I want to cry



The sky that had started to darken because of the thick clouds that had covered it began to drip rain water and began to fall on plants and people who were enjoying their free time outside.


It is seen that people passing by began to accelerate their steps to avoid the rain and there is a quick search for shade. Unlike Bora who just walked by lowering her head, not speeding up and slowing down her steps she just continued to walk without knowing where her goal was going.


Visitors began to leave the park to find shelter such as cafes, terrace buildings, and a nearby stop. The park began to be quiet, there was even only one person with clothes that had been soaked was sitting on the end of the park chair that was rarely occupied by other visitors.


The glare of her eyes that held a lot of sadness added to the girl's growing mystery. The increasingly heavy rain did not make him to leave the chair.


" You always come at the right time for me, you always cry when I cry but you never let a rainbow come to me, when do you let me get the real meaning of happiness ? Ha ha ha I asked the obvious question I know the answer to again (talking to the sky that is constantly spilling water on him ) Even now you are spilling a lot of water on me and it is starting to make my body it hurts because of the cold, you're so mean".


The girl continued to speak to the sky while holding her necklace tightly. Without saying - a word from the glare of his eyes explained that he was very lonely and missed someone who meant so much to him.


" Mommy. are you cold? I'm sorry to let you get wet (tell it to the necklace she's holding) what's your mom doing there, are you in heaven? You once said if the world was destroyed or not all humans would go to different realms right ? You said if he had a lot of charity he would go to heaven and if he was bad in the world he would be in hell. Where's mommy been? I'll be there as long as it's not here ma'am... The world is like hell to me, why do I feel this ? are others like that, Mom? (starting to shed her tears)".


Since childhood he always did the same thing when it rained, he would let his body freeze outside and begin to pour out his heart alone. He chose it that way because he could not easily say what he felt to others.


After the incident 10 years ago he got a trauma that makes him unusual with the outside environment, he said, it also had an impact on his sleep patterns that began to fall apart because he began to have nightmares that made him reluctant to close his eyes.


Back to 10 years ago.


The young man who helped Bora to call the police brought her home because he saw Bora who began to experience excessive panic and fear.


" I'll take him home to my house, I'll take him to the police station tomorrow if you need him but let me help him calm down first, this is my phone you can tell me from here" I told a police officer investigating the case.


" Maybe we'll do an investigation tomorrow at the psychologist's clinic" the police officer replied.


" Oh yeah ??? I happen to be a psychologist, I can help him and help you at the same time" the young man said excitedly.


" Happy, it will help him more. Please help.(stretch his hand ).


" Lukman" said his name while receiving the police's hand.


" Thank you for helping Dr. Lukman" smiled.


" Yes with pleasure" smiled at each other.


The young man who turns out to be a doctor takes Bora to his house to make Bora feel a little better.


Looking at Bora who was sitting with her hands still trembling. Doctor Lukman approached him.


" Hey son.... Are you okay ? (grasping Bora's trembling hand) I know you're still very surprised by what's going on, trust me it'll be all right (looking at Bora with sincere eyes).


" How did you know everything was going to be okay? (looking back at Lukman with very bright eyes) my mother went out of this world leaving me and my father ..I don't know where she ran away? if he comes back I won't be with him. Then what should I do uncle?I don't know what to do (more staring at Lukman with his round eyes)".


" Uncle know that... You don't have to think about it all, son..it will make you dizzy let uncle think about it instead you want to play with uncle?" trying to encourage Bora and keep holding the boy's hands which were very cold.


" You must be hungry, right ? uncle is very good at cooking a lot of dishes, what do you want? " trying to persuade Bora to do something other than fall silent.


" I don't want to !!!! (resist in a loud tone) go away from me !!!! (began hysterically hitting his own head ) Why are you guys so noisy!!! mother... mother.... don't leave me alone !!!!! take me away also you can't go alone.(crying hysterically)".


Seeing what Bora was doing took Lukman by surprise and began to stop Bora from beating his head. The police started to panic and tried to stop him.


" Let me be. If he is ever more afraid that he could hurt himself, please don't come near" Lukman told police who wanted to stop Bora.


" Open up !!!! listen to me hey. (stop that girl's hand) You can't be like this your mom can be sad to see you hurt yourself. He wants you to live on a new page and play like any other kid. I'll help you get through this, you can get through it. I believe it. You can do that because you're a kid.." stop the hysterical Bora.


" Uncle don't know what I feel right now !!!! I don't need uncle's help "going running away from Lukman.


Seeing Bora running fast Lukman and the police trying to chase after him. But Bora who ran without seeing his way was hit by a luxury car that was driving because Bora who arrived - suddenly appeared.


Everyone was shocked to see Bora getting hit and lying on the street. Not only Lukman and the police were shocked but the luxury driver was also very surprised and frantically got out of his car.


The woman driving the car came out in a panic and tried to help Bora and called the ambulance quickly.


Seeing that Lukman was galloping towards where Bora was lying. The police were heading for the woman driving the car.


" We're cops you're coming with us to the police station to explain this" one of the officers said.


" Okay, I'll go with you guys after the boy gets help" she said.


" It's okay .I'm a doctor psychologist I know a little bit for first aid" Lukman said.


" I'm sorry to come with us ma'am.you can call your lawyer if you don't talk, you just need to follow protocol" the police said.


After the ambulance arrived Lukman quickly took Bora to the hospital for treatment. The woman was taken to the police station to be questioned.


Police station.


" I'm sorry about mom?" ask the police about the woman.


" Lily.I was very surprised that she appeared suddenly, I was driving at a normal speed it was only a matter of time" he replied, trying to explain what happened.


" I know that . Everything you say is true but you still have to follow the police rules" the police said aloud.


" Okay.. (quietly answer it) It looks like you're after the boy, what happened to him why are you cops after him even a psychologist doctor was there?" ask Miss Lily, curious.


Eitssssss connect first guys..


So it turns out Miss Lily who hit Bora then why Miss Lily could be Bora's adoptive mother, if curious continue to follow the story....