The Sigadis Narcissistic Eggplant Garden
The Part 51
Miftah who was still sitting in a state of looking in the other direction also decided to get out of her room to the balcony, his long hair was allowed to unravel in the night wind so he had to repeatedly shift his hair behind the earlobe so as not to hit his eyes.
This actually really wants to play in the room Kakanya to entertain himself but because it is late at night he prefers to sit outside while listening to the dubbing of others.
He can only live what the reader says until he feels like watching it himself, but even though he had been looking for a way to dispel the thought of his question it was still not as easy as he thought.
The question even became increasingly branched until he was only able to hold the crystal ball that had been dead since then - he was resistant to death so as not to fall in front of Firdaus.
Somehow he felt like something was wrong with Firdaus, the words made Miftah sure but his movements said something else.
"Kaka... What does Kaka actually think of me? why did Kaka change this way? Miftah so uncomfortable with Kaka," he thought sad.
"Why do we care so much when we're alone? but why is Kaka's attitude in front of mom and dad like that? is Kaka hiding something from me?" he thought again as he continued to ask himself.
Suddenly he felt bad for Paradise, he felt that he was now thinking negatively about her.
Maybe Firdaus was having problems with his parents until he became like this or he was getting problems in his work.
"I'd better apologize to you," she said.
"But it's late... Do I have to send it now? kira - think brother Firdaus will be disturbed not yeah?" his mind is doubtful.
Until finally he chose to send also because he was among those who like to change their minds in a fast time, if not immediately decided he did not want to later even regret.
the Miftah -
Assalamualaikum Kaka!
Sorry if maybe Miftah has disrupted Kaka's sleep! Miftah just wanted to say I'm afraid tomorrow forget 😅
the Miftah -
You better forget about Miftah's question... Maybe it's just the Miftahnya who is thinking too much about something... Because sometimes Kaka could have a personal problem until Kaka so changed like that 😣
Firdaus who had not fallen asleep immediately opened his phone that was dark and saw the notification of two messages from Wassap and when he opened it he was very surprised to find out who the name of the sender plastered on his phone.
"How's this? does Miftah really want to cancel her marriage with me? but that's impossible! and I won't let that happen either" he fretted as he held his slightly throbbing forehead.
Firdaus became annoyed with himself, he should have been able to control himself when he was dealing with his parents but it was very difficult because Jannah's shadow was still reluctant to be lost in his mind so much so his heart.
His love for Janah has been very big since long ago, but he tried to hold himself back when he was finished from boarding school.
He recalled the incident when the father did not allow him to get married when he was very young.
"*Pa... I want to marry a girl pa," he said while relaxing on the sofa with his family because his sister is also still in school in Indonesia, they differ one year every age*.
"Haha! Kaka certainly no longer ngaur," said the first brother named Fahman abadan who has the meaning of a man who is understanding and it is very suitable with his nature that does understand more of his brother's feelings.
Just this time he saw his son dare to say such a thing, though, usually he looks very indifferent to women even though his own father already knows that his son is quite a lot of secret admirers who always pay attention to him when he was outside the house just like when he was young.
"Firdaus! you're not kidding anymore, are you?" ask the father unsure.
"*Pa... Firdaus is serious papa... Firdaus wants to marry her... He had also received Paradise after Firdaus struggled to get his love pa.." he explained as he looked into his papa's eyes in*.
"Pa... Like Firdaus actually like the girl in the lodge," said Fahman helped convince the father.
"*Surely what your son said pa... After all, Firdaus is the most lazy when talking about feelings," said the mother opened her voice*.
"But the problem is Firdaus is still very young ma... He will have to reach a dream he had just stepped up security," explained the papa.
"*It's also the case," my mother's response confirmed*.
"You better focus on learning first... Later if Kaka has a new success Kaka came to his house and at that time it was the belief of the parents of the girl Kaka loved became more convincing, plus the nature of Kaka was also more mature." the second sister's suggestion that her famous way of thinking was already very mature. He was named Fathullah which means opening, the glory of Allah.
"That's really kaka... What Fathul said earlier indeed Kaka should prioritize first before stepping into the place," continued adek third do not want to lose after just listening to it, since, his name was Abraham, which means father of all men.
"But kaka already loves her so much it will be difficult," he responded while exhaling a rough breath.
*The papa who saw it as if she had lost hope began to move to her side*.
"My son, papa knows all about your condition now! you are still in love for the first time and that first love is what you will find difficult to forget at any time" said the father stared back at his eldest son.
"You must know the meaning of the sentence Almahabbatul u.la la tunsa fi.ha," explained his father who also understood about it.
"*Firdaus knows pa! the first love that can not be forgotten," he answered that now has a little glazed - pagas*.
"Papa know you are very steady for your choice now but we can not just rely on the steadfastness of heart Firdaus! we men should also try to show our steadiness to their parents by reaching out to our dreams first so that we seem more worthy even though they actually do not mind it" he explained.
"But, Dad, Firdaus is afraid that the girl Firdaus loves will change her mind." she said.
"*Firdaus you must believe in the same papa! if he is your soul mate, of course, his belief will not change against you and there are ways that you can unite with him so you better continue your education to college and then connect with the company papa, later when your age has entered twenty-five then papa will not forbid you again in choosing a partner." said his father seriously*.
"All right! Firdaus understands pa! but really, pa! if Firdaus has successfully completed what you said earlier, it means that Firdaus is free to marry whichever woman Firdaus loves" he warned again.
"You don't have to worry! papa must bless whoever you love it," he said steadily.
"*Thank you pa," his response was moved by the determined determination embedded in him*.
His family can only see him full of smiles and also feel happy with the decision of Paradise, they really hope that Firdaus can go through everything well.
Suddenly a leaf hit his face because it was carried by the night wind and at that time he immediately realized from his daydream and immediately rushed out of the room to meet Miftah because he was unable to if you find a farewell behind the message later.
