The Sigadis Narcissistic Eggplant Garden

Part 42's

     Now it appears that a pair of Adam and Eve who are still pecking on the Rooftop using the same bright purple clothes until they really look harmonious at that time.

     The count ended, Firdaus without any hesitation began to turn towards Miftah who was still lowered.

"Why are you still bowing down my Queen? are you right - Banar doesn't want to see the face of your future husband?" tanyakanya.

     Miftah who listened to what Firdaus said slowly - the land began to lift her face to face the other person who immediately made her feel stiff even to the point of not being able to speak anything else.

     "You!" point yes unexpectedly until finally he chose to step back with his eyes already glazed - glass, glass, his heart really hurt after knowing who the figure of Paradise whom he had considered others turned out to be even a figure who had intended to lift his life just because of something ordinary.

     Nimble Miftah tried to turn her body, she was about to step away from the place that initially looked very beautiful but now the beauty has been replaced with a sense of disgust.

     "Where is my Queen going?" firdaus asked while putting both of his hands into his pants pocket.

"It's none of your business!" answer's indifferent.

"Oh! have you forgotten my Queen? it is not as if you have promised before me a number of stars, moons and skies that bear witness to your words." he recalled.

     Miftah who heard that was very disappointed, she really hated herself for the first time tonight because of a stupid thing that she had said easily without thinking.

"If time could be turned back, I would so much have wanted that day to be sick that I would not have entered into a place where I would have met him,"

"If I had known that it was a figure I never wanted to see again I would have never cared about it and just mute the room,"

"If he had asked to be friends with me I would not have accepted it, this relationship would not have gone so far,"

"If I could manage the feelings of my own heart even if I didn't recognize you, it would be much more beautiful,"

"When I knew that the man who almost killed me was named Firdaus, I would have cut off contact between us at that very second, but unfortunately it was too late,"

"Why? wh why? why is this truth always at the end? what should I do now? my chest feels so tight,"

     If Miftah while holding his chest with tears that had overflowed out of place, Firdaus who saw Miftah crying inexplicably so he felt tightness.

     Miftah fell so limp that she tried to get back up with a weak step and Paradise who was initially still staring began to hold back Miftah's departure by holding her hand tightly while saying "do you know the characteristics of Miftah hypocrites? I'm sure you certainly don't forget that hypocritical traits are three things if he says he's lying, what if he promised he'd disavow and what if it was believed he betrayed' then after I remind you of this you still intend to leave?" inexplicably.

     Miftah that has been ignited emotions so it is difficult to think clearly.

"You know what you are?!! you don't know who I am!!! you just want to win by yourself and decide the decision as you please!!! you could even be said to be a man who has almost no feelings for women!!! your actions are indeed very difficult for Firdaus to forgive!!! it's hard!!! just so you know that!!!" snapped and Firdaus was silent.

     "I really did not think you were this subtle to me and I really did not expect your guts to be really big either well after what you have done you even easily give me that love containing a wish that you didn't realize when I received it it made me feel like I was getting a gift of poison that would make me grim forever" he growled.

     "Miftah," said Firdaus intend to calm down.

"What's? want to explain what else you are? is it because I can't kill you so easily that you still think of other ways to marry me and you end up torturing me as you please? oh I think I'm still sane and who might want to take it," he grunted with puffy, flushed eyes.

     "Mifs... I know I was wrong Mif! but please give me a chance to cover up your pain" she asked.

"You think I'm a woman who easily gives confidence to others huh? don't dream!" his fear then wanted to continue his steps that had been delayed.

     "You don't know Mif... Since I have abused you I have been haunted by guilt all the time plus I have had to listen to my parents' anger which makes me almost frustrated to continue this life because they asked me to marry you because my crimes against you already they heard it in their ears" he explained.

     "You know? my mama really likes your eggplant even she asked me to always come to your place so that I just picked it up so I could bring it home in a state that is still fresh." the story goes.

     "Yes you're right! I am cruel! just because you asked me to make a recording that would further your eggplant business I thought something strange! I guess you deliberately want to make other women jealous of you it isn't! anyway at that time even though we have agreed if I want to help you make a recording then you will help me to pick eggplant fruit which is of better quality," he said.

     "Now you can blame me! you can spill your frustration by hitting me with your heart Miftah! and if you want me to jump to kill myself off the top of this building I'll fill it but just so you know my heart's feeling for you this will never lie about what else changed Miftah," he then started walking towards the balcony.

     When Firdaus wanted to climb his feet up the balcony of Miftah who had turned his body felt surprised.

"Firdaus! are you crazy, huh? you want to end your life just because of this?" ask Miftah worriedly.

     "Then I have to use what ways so you don't hate me too much Miftah? what way is my Queen? I wouldn't have calmed down my whole life if I couldn't get a chance to recover your wounds," his fret was about to knock him down but his movement was stifled because Miftah immediately ran towards Paradise and pulled him away from the terrible area.

     "Already! besides, it's my fault because it's easy to trust you and promise as I like to not want to be responsible for what I've said and I realize everyone must it can give an opportunity to the person who has hurt him when he becomes the victim's role holder and vice versa if later the wheel has rotated without our knowledge," he said.

     "So! you still want to step up to face the future with me? the man who nearly killed you? did I not mishear at the speed of your volatile mind and make up my mind?" tanyanya bertubi - tubes.

     "I'm serious Kaka! I'll try to forget everything because it's not entirely your fault" he said sincerely.

     Firdaus felt very happy because Miftah had wanted to call him Kaka back somehow he so feel the pleasure so warm, so, before that warm feeling he had never felt in his life because his parents more often pressured him to achieve dreams until he had very little freedom.

     "Thank you, my Queen," he said with a sweet smile and then unconsciously happy he wanted to hug Miftah who quickly avoided before Firdaus.

"We are not yet halal" he recalled.

"Hahaha yes yes Kaka forgot, yasudah let's talk there while enjoying the order," he asked.

     "Alright Kaka," his response while returning a smile until finally the atmosphere of tension that they had felt was as if - it would just be the night wind that hitchhiked through them and then went without direction.