The Sigadis Narcissistic Eggplant Garden
The Part 155
On the way home Miftah looked sculpted while looking straight ahead. Somehow his heart became a feeling of hesitation to marry Firdaus, a worry that so haunted him.
"I did not expect, soon I will definitely be called by the name of Madame Miftah if it is married to Paradise." inwardly.
"I don't know, why did this feeling of doubt suddenly appear? my heart was so sure."
"I don't know if our house is going to go well."
The shadows - the bad shadows kept dancing - nari inside Miftah's head whose eyes had begun to look glassy.
Unknowingly a single tear drop had already fallen on her hijab to reveal the dot mark.
Firdaus who had been busy driving so surprised when he saw Miftah who had cried without a sound beside him.
There was only the sound of his heart constantly screaming to expel all the bad thoughts to make him so frightened.
Abandoned
Distanced
And in acuhan
Again he just shook his head to and fro.
"My families! you why my Queen?" ask Firdaus to panic.
As if Miftah was deaf to what Firdaus said, her mind was completely empty for now.
"My queen! please answer me, what exactly is it?" his question was trying to focus on driving with a gaze that repeatedly looked towards Miftah.
"What's wrong with her? why does she look so sad that she cries, has something happened to her?" his mind is worried.
Because very worried finally Firdaus chose to stop in a safe place without a vehicle that drove fast.
Miftah who felt if his car had stopped running so realized from his daydream.
"Lho Kaka, are we there yet?" he asked in a hoarse voice without looking at him.
"No, yet" he answered.
"Then? why did we stop, brother?" hernia.
"My queen! I'll never be able to focus on driving if you're doing this." she replied.
"What conditions, brother..? the Miftah man was fine, "his response was to wipe away his tears.
"My queen! do you think your king is so stupid that it is easy to be deceived by you? that's right," he growled.
"Wait on! Miftah really does not understand what Kaka said deh," he fretted.
"My queen! I just saw a lot of tears falling from your cheeks, did you think that the way you looked down could keep me from knowing your cries in that silence?" tell him.
"Yes Kaka was right, but I cried because my eyes were flickering and it was hard to open until I had to keep my head down" she had to lie.
Firdaus was only able to exhale violently when he found out that Miftah was only lying to him.
"My queen! I know you may be thinking of something that makes you sad, do you still doubt me as your future husband so you don't want to tell me?" the contactless tananya makes Miftah's heart buzz very fast.
"Why is the guess right?" his mind felt restless.
"So, I know Kaka is an adult and it's not easy for me to cheat kaka." she responded.
"Well! that's you know, then?" he asked as he stared into the eyeballs of Miftah who was also staring at him.
"Just your eyes are so red, I'm sure there must be something a little burdensome for you and try to tell me" he asked.
"I'm definitely ready to be a good listener for you" he said convincingly.
"Sister... Sometimes everyone has a reason to cry, and not all of the crying can be expressed into a word - what other words a sentence." the response.
"So you'd rather just keep my queen? until you only bear the burden of your own mind?" guess it and Miftah nodded in confirming.
"But why my Queen?" tanyanya sad.
"I can't tell Kaka, I don't want Kaka to get hurt when I hear it" she replied, which made Firdaus even more curious.
"Replace! whatever you say I will still try to accept it, so you better reveal it so that I can feel calm." he urged as he put one hand on Miftah's shoulder.
Miftah only looked at the hand of Firdaus that was on his shoulder for a while, then looked back at him.
"Do you seriously want to know?" tanyanya.
"Yes Kaka take my Queen seriously," she replied nodding.
"I hope Kaka can understand it after I reveal it" he said.
"I will try my Queen," her response did not want to turn her gaze away from Miftah's face.
"Sister! be honest! when such a happy day for us is almost here, I now feel doubtful about my own feelings for you brother." he said.
Miftah's body now seemed to shake uncontrollably, again - again an uninvited cry fell on her beautiful cheeks without being able to be held.
This is the second time Miftah feels doubtful about her feelings until she has to cry in the car.
"My queen! I know it's not easy for you to accept that I'm totally in your heart, after what I did to you and I also admit that what I did at the time was really so vile." he said.
"But this feeling that is in my heart for you is so real my Queen," he said.
He now took one hand of Miftah and put it right in the middle of his chest and let it stick for a while.
"Try to feel! my heart is currently buzzing so fast when I'm with you, but I keep trying to be calm when it's in front of you." to be honest.
"Do you remember the words I said when we were in the car a few weeks ago?" ask her until Miftah just shook her head.
"Yes, forget it" he said, not wanting to bother.
"My beautiful queen... Try now to listen to what your king has to say, yes." he asked and Miftah just nodded.
"I hope you will still accept me and have no intention of canceling our wedding plans, because I sincerely want to remove that gaping wound in your heart" he said.
Miftah became moved when she heard Firdaus' words, but the anxiety was still reluctant to go away from her mind.
"Sir-" jedanya.
"I'm sorry that Kaka was worried about me, I shouldn't have made Kaka worry about me. I don't know why my current mood is so bad, brother.so I'm still a little difficult to control," he said regretfully.
"Yes Kaka understands Miftah... Now you better calm yourself... Kaka will not ask why you feel doubtful to Kaka in detail" he said calmly.
"Make a lot of it Kaka." she responded with a smile.
"Yes my Queen... No problem really," his smile then re-started the car to continue driving.
"Don't be sad anymore... C'mon smile... My queen isn't a whiny girl! what's weak," he entertained and drove his car back to the house whose distance was not too far away.
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