The School of Fiance Feeling

Oh Lily

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🖌Oh Lily

“Leon? Leon's? Oh my God..,”

Brak!!

“LEON NARESH!!”

Leon was shocked to hear the screams of his name. Leon nodded and looked around. He frowned when he saw that his surroundings were a classroom.

Why is he in class again? Wasn't he in the big field?

“Come home. You want to sleep until when?”

Leon saw the adult Lydya standing in front of him with her face all upset. Leon's gaze fell on Lydya's wavy, brown hair. Different from the little Lydya hair he saw earlier. Leon frowned again.

What was that?

And where is it?

Why did it feel familiar but he had never been to that place and what a familiar feeling he felt when he saw little Lydya.

“My Lord, Leon what are you thinking? You don't want to go home?” lydya said it was impatient.

Leon did not listen to Lydya's words and just silently lowered his head with a frown. Lydya rolled her eyes lazily. Lydya raised her hand to hit Leon.

“Akh! Pain!” leon's screech touched his head that hit Lydya.

“Finally conscious too. Come home. You really want to sleep here?”

“Hmm?”

Leon looked at Lydya confused. Lydya held back her sense of regret. Without a word Lydya tidied up Leon's books in the desk locker and put them in the bag. Lydya takes Leon out of class. Since they had ascended to the twelfth grade, Zyta had not allowed her children to depart separately. So, during this twelfth grade Lydya and Leon will commute together.

Lydya walks around the car after forcing Leon into the car. Every time Lydya went home to school, it was Leon who drove. They take turns driving every day.

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They have arrived at the Mezzaluna house. Lydya turned off the engine and got out of the car. Only halfway Lydya turned around and did not find Leon behind her. The twins were still sitting quietly in the car. Lydya sighed and returned to the car.

What happened to his twin brother? Leon doesn't go anywhere and just sleeps at his desk.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

Lydya knocked on the car's glass door, she looked inside. Leon was still sitting quietly pensively. Lydya clucked in annoyance and opened the car door violently.

“Akh!!”

Leon gasped in shock when his head hurt in the same part.

“Why...?”

“What's wrong with you?”

Leon was speechless looking at Lydya with an annoyed face mixed with worry. The frown on Lydya's forehead is clearly visible if she's worried about her twin. Leon just silently looked at Lydya. Lydya sighed and crouched down in front of Leon.

Lydya grabbed Leon's hand which hugged her bag. Lydya could not bear to see her twin who had just woken up. Lydya would rather see Leon with a flat face than Leon with a face full of thought.

Lydya realized there was something Leon was thinking deeply. It had become Leon's habit if something was troubling his mind. Leon still silently looked at Lydya who was looking at him with concern.

“Lydya, will you believe anything I say?” leon asked doubtfully.

Lydya nods her head quickly, “Hmm. Whatever it is I will believe,”

Lon smiled slightly. Sure oes. Whatever Leon says, it's impossible, though, Lydya would still believe him as well as herself who would believe whatever Lydya said because whatever came out of their mouths was definitely not a lie.

“Sleeping time I had a dream..,”

Leon recounted all his vividly remembered dreams in his head. Nothing was missed in the story. He also does not add or subtract.

“Lydya, do you trust what I'm telling you?”

Lydya was silent for a moment looking at Leon making Leon feel uncomfortable. He did not understand the meaning of Lydya's gaze but he felt Lydya would not believe what she was telling him. Lydya was still silent and lowered her head. Leon's hand was still in Lydya's grasp and was getting tight.

“Ly..?”

Lydya raised her head and smiled, “Hmm. I believe,” said Lydya smiling sweetly.

Leon smiled as well. He was relieved to hear it. Either Lydya is telling the truth or not but she is happy to hear it even if it is just a short sentence.

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Lydya threw her body on the bed. No matter the hair is still half wet after shampooing. He recalls the story Leon told him. Leon's story is so detailed that he can't just ignore Leon's story.

“Sial!”

He never thought Leon would dream of such a thing. He believed he had withheld it as much as possible so as not to be seen by anyone but this time he was cheated. Leon's dream was the deepest part of him.

The expanse of dry grassland, strong wind gusts to be able to fly his hat, white dress fluttering from the wind. Lydya touched her wavy brown hair. And his smooth black hair that he had not seen for a very long time.

Lydya got up from her sleep and walked towards the mirror. How long had he not seen his real hair until he had forgotten what it looked like. Lydya focused her forehead on the mirror and closed her eyes.

All of this is his other self. He builds another life within himself just an excuse to seek tranquility. Lydya opened her eyes and stood up straight. He touched the mirror that reflected his adult self.

In that meadow, Lydya never described her mature self. She always describes herself as a child but why Leon tells her that he sees her as an even adult…

Her mature self looks happy playing with. I don't know since when Lydya started to incorporate Gio into another life in her. Lydya never let anyone in and only her childhood friend always accompanied her in her other life.

What the hell's been going on? Did someone like Lydya start opening up? Lydya who is always stuck in the past? Lydya who's always scared? Lydya who made another life just to escape? Lydya who always uses the excuse of calm? Is it all slowly starting to disappear?

But since when? Since two years ago? Five years ago? Or ten years ago? Since when? When did he start letting others into his life? Will he slowly let others in? Lydya can't let them in.

Not a single one. His family, his papi, his mami, his sister, his twin, even his friends. Can't do. Whoever it is, it can't be. There can only be him and him. There can only be them. Lydya would not allow anyone to enter another life within her or all of it would be lost.

Lydya doesn't want to lose it all. He doesn't want to.

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😟 How like they life? They must have their own dark time behind all Lydya's behavior, there are many things that are never seen..

See yaaa ～(~ ̄▽ ̄)~～