The School of Fiance Feeling

The Beginning of a Disaster

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🖌The Beginning of a Disaster

Leon sat down and leaned his head in front of his room. It was almost early in the morning but he did not feel sleepy in the least. Since then, all he did was keep Lydya who until now had not been conscious. Maybe the family doctor gave her some sleeping pills. It was better than Lydya being conscious and just silent with a blank look. At least Lydya can rest.

They were currently guarding Lydya in turn, she had just changed guard with her brother. Leon took a long breath. The events of yesterday morning really surprised him.

He had seen her once after the incident and did not expect the same to happen again but yesterday morning he saw her again.

Lydya who keeps harboring feelings finally vented her feelings to Ryu. Leon couldn't feel calm in the least.

Her current feelings were mixed and her feelings were mixed with Lydya's feelings. She could feel what Lydya was feeling right now even though her twin sister was sleeping.

He himself was even confused as to whether this was his own feeling or the feeling Lydya was feeling but he was sure the strong feeling he was feeling right now belonged to Lydya. Only two of Leon's most powerful feelings are anger and confusion.

Leon sighed again and closed his eyes, before long Leon reopened his eyes. He could not close his eyes for a second. Every time he closed his eyes, he recalled himself and Lydya back in the past when they were little.

It was still vividly reflected in his mind when he found Lydya in a state of disarray. Plenty of blood everywhere and in Lydya's grasp was a scissor covered in blood.

Leon who was a child at that time could only scream in fear and cry but he cried open because he was afraid of the situation he saw but cried because Lydya looked at him with a flat face without emotion.

Leon's shout made some people immediately approach them and was as surprised as Leon when they saw Lydya even Leon still clearly remember the facial expressions of Lydya who was taken away papi and his uncle.

No expression was seen on Lydya's face but from then on Leon could feel what Lydya was feeling even when she was asleep at that time, he was dreaming as if he was at the time where Lydya was.

Leon seemed to see it firsthand and could feel how scared Lydya was behind her flat face. Very frightened even if he gently touched his finger on his twin it was certain that he would scream in fear.

Leon touched his chest that was painful. If only he had not left Lydya then such a thing would not have happened. If only he had accompanied Lydya then such a thing would not have happened. If only he had been kept by Lydya's side then...

That was Leon's biggest regret. He should never have left a sleeping Lydya in their room and chose to play with his brothers. She should have stayed by Lydya's side even though her twin sister had told her to leave.

Because of the incident, he who had only been listening to Lydya's voice for a few weeks had to go back to see Lydya who kept silent. No expression, no feeling, and no pain. Leon is very grateful to be able to replace all the things that Lydya felt. He was happy to be able to share his pain with Lydya.

If Lydya is hurt then let her replace Lydya cry. If Lydya is sad, she will replace him. If Lydya is happy then she will replace him. Let him continue to channel all the flavors that only Lydya can suppress all this time.

Let her be called childish because all she feels is the childhood side of Lydya that her twin can never feel. Lydya who always aloof and continue to imagine the same events repeatedly.

Initially Lydya can still channel her feelings even though it is just screaming in fear but day by day changing, slowly Lydya began to look different.

Lydya builds a new self. Little Lydya in his memory is a child full of joy turned into a quiet and loner makes Leon feel the existence of boundaries between those who are twin brothers.

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~Back to the past~

Five years on, the quiet Lydya begins to show signs of changing. He started to want to talk after a long time of just being silent expressionless. Leon is thrilled to be the first person to hear Lydya say her first word.

‘Leon’

That was the first word Lydya said. Lydya called her name as her first word. Leon's continued efforts to invite Lydya to talk without stopping even though Lydya never returned his words more eagerly invite Lydya to speak.

Her parents and her sister were equally happy. They also waited for the moment where Lydya said word for word from her lips.

Ray who at that time began to give up invites Lydya to talk began to get his spirit back even not infrequently he had to fight over the attention of Lydya with his younger brother, Leon.

Lydya who slowly spoke began to show her carelessness and sweetness as a child. He is just like Leon who is not afraid to meet new people even not infrequently Lydya who starts talking first.

From then on, Lydya and Leon were never separated. They are always together wherever they go.

“Hai, you must be the twins from the Mezzaluna family?”

Lydya and Leon who were walking around stopped their steps and looked at each other. They don't know who the boys look the same age as their older brother, Ray. The boy smiled and crouched down in front of Lydya and Leon.

“You must be confused. Emm. how do I introduce myself in your language.err. etto. introduce. na. na. na.. name. emm. brother.. Hanazawa Ryu,”

Lydya and Leon did not understand what the boy in front of them was saying, only they heard him calling himself brother. That means the man in front of them is at the same age as their brother.

“You can call me, Ryu nii-san,”

Hearing this man in front of them mention nii-san that means he is the same age as Ray.

“Nii-san,” says Lydya and Leon.

Ryu chuckled and lightly ruffled his hair. Ryu's gaze fell on Lydya who looked very sweet with a wide smile on her lips. Ryu lowered his hand touching Lydya's cheek and stroked her slowly. Lydya's childlike cheeks felt very smooth in her hands. Ryu so want to linger stroking her.

“Nii-san, carrying,”

Ryu regained his senses from his daydream and looked at Leon confusedly. Leon extended his hand to Ryu.

“Babylon, carrying, carrying,”

Ryu who did not understand his words just followed his instinct to carry Leon and a big smile rose on Leon's face as he carried it. All right, for a while the way she communicated with the twins was by gestures. The three of them finally took a walk together around the garden of the house.

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