The Sacrifice of Love 1

Chapter 58

His chaotic feelings made Isyan unable to control his emotions. But Isyan could not blame Arya. He's still missing his memory. But it still hurts. It was the worst heartbreak Isyan had ever felt. When Isyan's loved ones love others. Even to express his feelings in front of Isyan himself. Isyan is stupid. If he knew it would be like this, Isyan would rather not become Ratna. Now what can Isyan do? It's all been happening. Even Isyan now hated Ratna. Ratna is a part of herself. Isyan continued to cry until his eyes were too thick.

Isyan tries to control his emotions. Isyan finally decided to clean up. Stayed under the shower for almost an hour. Until his skin shrinks. This was the only way Isyan could cool his mind. After getting tired, Isyan no longer had any appetite for anything. He also decided to close his eyes. Rest his mind. Because Isyan can't think of anything right now.

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While Arya tried to call Ratna many times. But not picked up until 20 times his call was not answered. Arya is worried about the situation of the woman she loves. Arya was afraid that what she was doing made Ratna leave her. But Arya tried to think positively maybe Ratna was thinking about the answer to her feelings.

*****

The next day, Arya leaves for the office but does not find Isyan at her desk. Arya tries to call Isyan but her number is off.

"Father looking for Ratna?"aldo approached Arya.

"Why didn't he come in?"ask Arya.

"He's permission sir. He said it hurt" Aldo replied.

"Oh okay. You came into my room" said Arya and then entered her room followed by Aldo.

*****

Meanwhile, Isyan, last night had decided to stop his role as Ratna. He packed his things from the apartment and would return to the main house and become Isyan again. No matter what his attitude will be. Yang Isyan knew he wanted to avoid Arya.

Isyan did reason for permission to get sick, because he felt unwell. It may be due to being under the shower for too long. After finishing packing, accompanied by two maids sent by his mama to help with the move, Isyan left the apartment picked up by a private driver.

After a journey of almost half an hour, Isyan reached the main house. With a gloomy, sad, and pale face, Isyan appeared before his family.

"Syan why you, baby?"tanya Ratih hugged Isyan

Isyan just kept quiet and didn't open his voice at all. Still hesitant to tell me everything.

"You're hot, son." said Ratih surprised when he felt Isyan's body temperature was quite high.

"Rama, call the doctor here. Isyan is sick" cried Kusuma.

"Good Brother"sahut Rama spryly

Ratih took Isyan into his room. While Sinta made porridge for his favorite nephew.

"Tante Ratih, the doctor has come" said Rara into Isyan's room.

Ratih let the doctor examine Isyan. After finishing checking the doctor said Isyan was just fever, strep throat, and too exhausted. And maybe a lot of thoughts. So that the family is asked to pay attention to his condition. After that, Sinta escorted the doctor out.

"Tante.biar Rara is looking after Isyan. Better aunt obrolin this same Om Kusuma and othersnua. I'm sure something happened to Isyan" whispered Rara.

Ratih nodded in understanding with Rara's words. Then Ratih left Isyan's room.

"Sister.eat first yes. This is Mamah Sinta loh who makes porridge. Let's open her mouth" said Rara to feed the spoon to Isyan

But Isyan just silently stared. And Isyan shed tears. Rara put the porridge back on the table. Rara approached Isyan, then stroked her sister-in-law's face.

"Sir Isyan if there is a problem with Rara's story" said Rara softly.

Suddenly Isyan hugged Rara and cried. Rara simply returned Isyan's embrace while stroking her back.

*****

In the living room, the parents were discussing Isyan's situation. They finally know that Isyan left the apartment and decided to resign from the Surya company. Of course it makes them wonder. What happened to Isyan. Moreover, plus the state of the chaos in the nature of Isyan.

Arya is still trying to contact Ratna. But still can't. There was a feeling of anxiety and longing that he felt. Arya took the ring that had been coiled around her finger. She kept asking herself who was actually engaged to. Sometimes Arya remembered seeing a ring that looked like a ring worn by Isyan. Sometimes I see it used by Ratna. Arya was confused by her own making.

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Evening has arrived.

The Wijaya family is having dinner. But when Rara asked Isyan to come down there was no answer from Isyan when Rara called from the front of her room.

But how surprised they were when they saw Isyan down the stairs join his family for dinner.

"Isyan here dear."ratih led Isyan to sit down while Isyan was silent.

Ratih took a meal for Isyan and fed it to him. Paying attention to Isyan is very important for now. After dinner Isyan tried to brace himself to speak.

"I want to end this drama" Isyan said.

"Why Isyan? It's not like we all know that he's Arya just looking for a way to get his memory back" Dion said gently.

"I resigned, if indeed Arya my soul mate surely he will return. If it's not my soul mate, I'm ready with everything" continued Isyan who began to shed tears.

Kusuma nodded his head glancing at all his family members to stop asking questions. After finishing dinner, Isyan went to his room. After Isyan's departure, Rara told him what Isyan had told her. How shocked the whole family heard it. They can't blame Arya for the current circumstances. Because Arya also does not know the drama Isyan as Ratna let alone remember his past.

"I think let Isyan do what he wants now. I don't want to see him depressed" said Rama.

"Let's just say, we keep him busy with Rara's seven-month preparations. With his busyness, he can forget the problem" continued Sinta.

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At Surya's house, Arya keeps trying to contact Eatna but can't. Even Arya had his men search for Ratna's whereabouts.

Arya decides to go to Ratna's apartment. Arriving at the apartment, repeatedly knocking on the door no one answered. Until finally Arya asked the apartment manager. They said that Ratna had left the apartment since morning.

"Why did you go Ratna. When I love you, you leave" Arya yelled frustratedly while hitting the steering wheel.

"What's my fault, Ratna? Is my feeling wrong? Why did you leave? I need you, I miss you" Arya said in a hoarse voice.

Arya's down the street looking for Ratna. Even Arya to look in some apartments or boarding places to find Ratna. But the result is nil. He did not find his heart. Arya returned to her home. Seeing the chaotic condition of his son, Surya ventured to ask what happened.

"Listen papah. Who knows, she's still in shock with your love statement, so she needs some alone time. And it's possible that he moved because he was late in paying rent for an apartment or something else" explained Surya.

"The salary is indeed my secretary is not enough to pay for a simple apartment rental" said Arya emotion.

"Yes tomorrow see if he leaves for work or not. Now don't be such a lunatic. Papah was disgusted to see it" said Surya laughing amusedly.

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The Wijaya family residence.

Rara asked Isyan to choose a dress uniform that will be used for studies in order to seven monthly children. Isyan also chose a light blue dress to be worn by women. Then sturdy clothes with matching colors for the men. And do not forget Isyan chose kebaya and beskap for his traditional events. Because the customary event carries the Javanese custom.

"Which stage decorations make a nice flush?"tanya Rara shows a book containing examples of decorations.

"It's aja. It looks simple but the impression is traditional" said Isyan pointed to a picture of decoration shades of white and green leaves interspersed with several flowers in calm color.

"Ra..yang pregnant it is you why is Isyan who bother to choose the decoration anyway" Dion babble.

"Ih Mas Dion sirik. Is Dion going to change me to get pregnant?"rara's reply was upset.

"I don't want to. That's a female nature. I just want to do it" said Dion laughing

Hearing Dion's words, Rama clasped his son's head. Until Dion grimaced in pain.

"You are, you want to be good. You are not responsible" grumbled Rama.

"That's your son too" Kusuma laughed.

"You're not sane, not my son. My son's new sane" said Rama also laughed.

"Mas Sion.."call Rara in the spoiled style of the gods.

Dion already memorized if Rara calls his name with such a tone then there will be a nyidam request of course.

"Why my wife, dear?"ask Dion.

"The ice maker is stoned but the contents are kedondongnya fruit" said Rara.

Everyone was shocked to hear Rara's request. Because there is no history of ice jelly there is a fruit kedondongnya.

Dion massaging his temples felt a sudden dizziness. It's like pinching his wife's chubby cheek.

"Kok Mas Dion diem anyway? Don't you want to do it?"rara Whine.

"Well, sleep outside." - teased Kusuma.

"Father, don't be like Dion" said Ratih.

"Yes, don't dong, baby. Let's go find some ice until I've rung" Dion said with a forced smile.