The Promise Rejected

Chapter 2

The Rejected Promise

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And now that her thumb was on my lips, she continued to rub her slowly. Pulling my nape to deepen the kiss and now both hands have slipped into the sidelines - between my short hair.

I just kept quiet, I felt my brain blank for now. I wanted to rebel but somehow my body felt stiff to move and fight it.

I don't know how long we've been kissing. Dito finally let go of his kiss to catch his breath.

" Dito!, you're crazy huh, ha?. How insolent of you. You never thought so!. "

Yes I am angry, because we have never kissed like this even though you have been 1 year and over 5 months. Never kisses but just cheeks and eels, no more than that. This was the first time he dared to do so. How crazy!.

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" Come on, we've never done it. Plis, one time, will ya?. Plis ayoo "

" No, I don't want to. Crazy you, how will I get pregnant?. No - no, I don't want to do it. Even if you've been whining like that, I still don't want to ." My speech.

" Yang, come on. Just one time "

" dt... "

I'm not done talking. Suddenly Dito grabbed my nape, and pulled her closer to him. I can see that Dito is closing his eyes while playing with my lips.

Whether what demons are possessing me at this time, now I am even late and lulled in this game. And in the end, we did it consciously and without coercion. Doing such a heinous ,bej*d, and dirty thing that would later make me regret it for the rest of my life.

I don't know how long we've been playing, and we've ended the game.

" Dear baby, look me in the eye, I swear and I promise you, I will take responsibility for what I've done, trust me, I will not run from my mistakes ".

" Oh, really, I keep your promise, be careful if you break your promise! and beware if you run away. "

" Don't love!, I won't break my promise!, really. The vow! ". His words convinced me.

In-house....

When I got home, I went straight into my room, grabbed a towel for my bath.

" Luckily, my mother did not see when I came home, if for example, she could be suspicious of me and would ask why my way like this? " Mygot.

I don't know why I remember what I did. It's beyond a doubt.

I am truly sorry . Really - really sorry. A pointless regret, I easily gave up my crown. The crown I was supposed to keep and give to my husband later.

I was afraid, afraid that I might get pregnant one day, afraid that Dito would break his promise.

" Arggh!, why did I realize?, you idiot!" Umpatku annoyed.

I can't hold my tears anymore. Throw it down, cry it out.

" It should have been, I could have dodged it, could have run away or.arrgghh! " My scream

It is useless for me to suppose like this, after all everything has happened, which I fear is Dito denied his promise. And I'm afraid that Dito will leave me.