The Promise Rejected
Chapter 13
The Rejected Promise
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I already knew that she had a boyfriend, Dito her name. He even visits this house often. Unexpectedly, the man I thought could replace me to take care of Intan even ruined it. I have misjudged it, from the outside he looks calm and shy, but who would have thought he has a rotten heart, human like a demon, biadap!.
The decision I made was hard. Inevitably, I cannot bear to throw him out. Let her go to her bastard lover's house!, she must accept punishment from me I thought. They also love each other. You're judging me as a selfish father? yes it is true, I am a selfish father.
I move my feet towards my room. Still can't believe it, my daughter, my little girl is capable of doing dirty things like this. I admit I'm so negligent, I can't take care of my little girl, and I also prefer my job over my family.
But I work hard like this also for their happiness, to meet their needs in order to buy what they want. I want them to always be happy.
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But I was wrong, which I thought would make her happy even make her less affectionate, so she asked for more affection from her lover. Is this how a father feels when he loses his daughter?. Destroyed to the brink of destruction, I have never felt this kind of destruction. Work problems can be tolerated.
Never imagined before, I would get a disaster like this. I failed at being a father. I can't take care of my little daughter. If I could turn back time, I would be more concerned with my family, who gave him not only material possessions but the abundance of my affection.
Somehow my fate will be, when Intan leaves this house. The house that is always crowded with his screams, his laughter, may later be deserted like uninhabited. There will no longer be my heart that sank spoiled in my arms. He's gonna leave me and Ratna?. Will he hate me?. Long I pondered suddenly there was a knocking sound from outside.
" gig! poke! "
Intan's voice sounded, he apologized to me.
I closed my eyes, crying. It broke my heart when I heard my daughter say that. I wanted to open the door and run to hug her, but what was my power. He must take punishment from me. I want him to take responsibility for what he has done. I'm selfish? stubborn?, yes it is true.
The sound of legs moving away, I'm really going to lose my daughter. He who is always cheerful, who always enliven this house, I will really miss his voice. Can I?.
" May you always be happy with your choice, son!, I'm sorry Papa can't help you. Who can't think about your feelings. " Nurus .
Which I should have helped him to solve, but I didn't. I even added to the problem. I should have encouraged him instead of driving him away and allowed him to solve his problems alone.
" I'm sorry Papa Intan "Lirihku.
I lay down my body, I hope it's just a nightmare. I hope this doesn't really happen in my life.
The next morning I woke up, as usual I had to go to the office. After everything was done, I exited the room towards the dining table.
" Don't come out of the room yet?, or isn't he coming in again?" I asked Ratna while rolling my shirt.
" Inan?, you forgot that you kicked him out of this house? " I answered with a high tone.
I thought it was just a dream, it happened. As soon as I leave this dining table, I'm not hungry anymore. I slowly drove my car.
Arriving at the office I immediately busied myself to be able to shift my mind. My mind is completely fucked. All day long I fight with my laptop. I forgot I didn't have breakfast this morning. There was no desire to fill my stomach.
