
About Male Self-Esteem
Dong!
Back the dorbell sound goes off, repeats and keeps repeating.
Czechoslovakia!
I immediately opened the door, rubbing the eyes that were still reluctant to wake up. A man dressed in uniform held out a bouquet of red roses to me.
"With Father Bumi Respati?" The man asked me while reading the business card in the beautiful bouquet.
"Yes, me" I answered briefly there was a sense of wonder in my mind.
"Can you sign here, sir?"
"Yes," I replied briefly as I grabbed the ballpoint from his hand.
"Thank you, sorry for interrupting your break." The man also passed.
I immediately entered while hugging a bouquet of red roses, seen at a glance by me the name of the sender makes this heart beat instantly and this face heats up.
Clarisa Santoso sent a bouquet of red roses and said Happy Birthday to: Earth Respati and the wise words seem to follow. Apparently the beautiful woman still remembers when she asked me the date and month of my birth when I first met at the cafe.
"Well, it's not a long birthday, dong," he said that night.
I just stroked my chest and slightly raised a smile staring into those beautiful eyeballs.
******
I put the bouquet of roses on the table and rushed into the bathroom. Quite a long time I cleaned myself, when it came out it seemed that Adie Permana was awake and welcomed my arrival with a dry face.
Prok .. prok .. prok!
He clapped his hands while laughing. Then Adie started to wander. "Haaa .. haa .. aa! Congratulations guys. You're lucky."
Sometimes he seemed to smell a bouquet of red roses lying on the table that spread a fragrant aroma filled the room.
"Congratulations, what the hell, Die?"
"Congratulations, you can make Clarisa Santoso's heart, really fall in love, Brooooo!"
"Hhh ...!" My eyes are round.
"Fell in love? Same with me, Die?" many confused.
I don't feel like I understand what he's saying.
"Yes, that. Haa ..haa!"
"Now, I'll tell you. Clarisa Santoso is an elite class socialite. I used to try to get close to him, but nil, and you who I'm afraid of is indeed able to attract his heart."
"Opaan, the hell ...."
"You taste him. Brooooo!"
I still don't understand what Adie said.
"Ah, tauk ah!" reply while wearing clothes.
I also headed to the level bed that we used to sleep on, then folded up the messy blankets and bad covers and almost fell to the floor.
Then Adie rushed into the bathroom and heard her singing a little. It was quite a while later that he came out bare-chested and wearing only underpants.
"Oh!"
Adie instantly caught the towel I threw on her face with a small laugh.
He dried his body in front of the mirror.
Dong!
The double voice went back repeatedly. I immediately went up and headed towards the door, then opened it, looking as if someone was delivering a catering order. I also grabbed the packaging from the hands of the man in the online motorcycle uniform.
"Thank you, Mom," I said.
"Oh, Mum. Here first!" call Adie while walking towards the door.
"Know this my friend, Bumi Respati his name. The village man, Mas. Only about a month he lived with me, so if you deliver the order again just give it to him," explained Adie at length.
I threw a smile at the online taxi driver. The man nodded his head in understanding and then said goodbye.
"Udah, just eat first, I want to have a coffee first," said Adie leaving me at the dinner table.
Adie came back with two cups of hot coffee in her hand. While I chose to eat the delivery food earlier because it was noon and my stomach was hungry.
Adie appears to play his smart object, while occasionally smoking in a cigarette between the gaps of his fingers.
After I finished eating I prepared to go out, because I would go back to looking for job vacancies like the previous days.
I feel bad, ashamed to stay in his apartment without trying to find a job. But my footsteps were immediately stopped by Adie's hard grip, she held my arm and said.
"I just give a solotion!"
I stare at him.
"Well remember my offer?"
I just bowed lethargic, I had been in Jakarta for almost a month, looking for a job from dor to dor but still nothing.
While incoming messages from Neng Surtiyah via hanpone continued to vibrate incoming messages reported that Ambu's health was deteriorating and it took a fee to go to the Hospital in the city.
Ambu did not ask to inform me, but all the initiatives of Neng Surtiyah because at that time I had advised him to always tell the situation of my parents.
"I want to leave, please leave Ambu and Abah, if there is anything on them please let me know as soon as possible" I said at the time, asking for his contact number.
After Adie bought me a cell phone, I called her number a few days ago. Understandably in the village is still rare residents who play mobile phones in because the signal is not good because the residence of the hills area is very far from the city.
******
I was very confused and finally began to be interested in the offer of Adie, who from the beginning of my meeting with Clarisa Santoso he had offered the service, but I immediately refused.
Although Adie has explained the details and will bind the contract of course nominal on my approval if you want.
"Ah. I can't do something like that, if not with my future wife, Die!" look this up at the time.
"Ah, holy-ass!" Adie sneers.
"I will keep chastity" I said.
"Try to think again" said Adie with emphasis while shrugging both shoulders at the time.
(Try thinking again)
I immediately sat back on the bed and lowered my head and called out as I got up.
"Life is money!"
(Life is money)
"Yes! I accept Clarisa Santoso's offer!" I shouted in a steady tone.
"Ah, seriously?!"
Reaching out Adie's eyes, I grabbed and shook Adie's hand. Approved a tempting offer from him right from the start.
"Yes-"
"What do you think?" adie asked as she frowned looking at me.
(What do you think?)
"Come ...."
For a moment, I looked back at the decision that had just been agreed. Being a servant of sexual desire of socialite women to easily scavenge the rupiah coffers. Just like Adie did all this time.
"You get money, you get pleasure. You boys, Bum! Free without a trace."
A little smile on the corner of my lips that I try to glue perfectly even though it feels stiff and painful, hearing the words of Adie Permana earlier.
However, what this power of Metropolitan life justify all means, ordinary things are even commonplace without a sense of taboo even though many eyes know our profession.
"So tomorrow I'll meet Clarisa Santoso in her office to discuss your contract parity."
"Yes-"
"Don't change your mind, yeah!" kelakar Adie while pointing a finger at my nose.
Plakk!
I clasped his hand hard to get out of my sight. Then he came back joking.
"Remember the pride of your parents."
(Remember your parents' self-esteem)
"Come ...."
"What is your purpose in coming to Jakarta? Huh!" snarl Adie again.
"Yes! Aye! Heh. I've been thinking about this for a while!" takasku with emotional notation while grabbing my hair it feels like it will just break.
Adie is now so fluent in English, fortunately I understand a little what he said.
Because at school I used to be a tour guide added again every day to hear his chatter in English.
We shook hands with a sign of agreement on a tempting offer from him from the very beginning of my arrival.