The Primadona

Chapter 10 The Stingy Virgin

The Banished Virgin

The net is slowly open even though it is still heavy and feels sore. Clarisa was already looking fresh with natural makeup and a simple dress, she laughed mischievously while pointing at my crooked finger.

I immediately pulled back the blanket. I huddled under the blanket until I showed no face at all. Ah, when I realized that this body is barely bubbly**na.

I don't know what happened last night and what I did? Until the red rose on the bed was messy until it fell and scattered on the floor. Clarisa looked at me with satisfaction.

"Are you still a virgin?" ask me while trying to pull the blanket. (Are you still a virgin)

"Yes, I dare to sweat" I replied wryly from inside the blanket. (I swear it)

"Well, you're not wild yet" he said, disgusting me.

"Ah, dammit," I muttered inwardly cursing myself.

"Come on baby give me pleasure!" her door while releasing the strands of thread that were stuck on her body again. ( Come on, honey, give me kenl*pleasure)

Swish the baby blew that entered through the window slit that was deliberately lowered, seemed to slice inward. instantly this facial skin felt thick to hold bitter purity of my love had been sold for hundreds of millions of rupiah.

"Ah. Dam you," gerundel in heart.

(Damn you)

My virginity apparently took him away last night. I did take a sip of booze with him, but just a few glasses and enough to make this head wince. All by force and persuasion from him until arriving at this eye apartment is no longer able to awake.

It feels so bitter, sick and even disgusted when this brain starts working. Until I can't explain the details of what is in my current inner turmoil.

****

That's how daily life with him through the day, visiting nightlife places become our routine, coming home early in the morning in a state of unconsciousness is common, then partying together through the night.

After the contract with him. I decided to stay away from him. Forced after finding out Clarisa was an adventurous woman ****.

As a woman Demise**sual she is not easy to fall in love, but women like this are easily bored. Finally he was captivated again by another man who had an emotional attachment at first sight with him.

Eventually he entered into a contract relationship with another man while still with me. It truly makes this heart sick immeasurably.

During the relationship with him I was invited to explore the world of entertainment, sparkling night, ranging from discotheques, bars, which became our weekly routine to fulfill the sensation of his inner decisions. It really makes itself broken.

After deciding not to renew my contract, I moved out of the apartment. In order to neutralize the expenditure, I chose to contract in a simple dwelling located in the suburbs.

But while with him it is enough to raise my parents in the village, enough to make Abah and Ambu proud of me.

One unit of car has perched into mine at this time, the results during his time with him. Even the loan on Adie at that time Clarissa paid off. Clarisa Santoso is a woman who is very loyal to her partner, I feel that.

Now I have decided to start looking for a lawful job, and will not be tempted again by letting myself become a pleasure napsu bi*ahi women in the Metropolitan city.

It has become a strong force in my heart. All are now clutched.

Every day from morning to noon I painstakingly bring a job application letter, from dor to door (door to door) office, shop, even cafe but still nil. Apparently not as easy as turning the palm of the hand looking for work for halal money in a big city.

Not long ago I was idle to stay in the rented, occasionally hangout if there are friends who invite and treat. At the new hostel I met someone. She is a young woman and works as a Pharmacist at a Private Hospital, she always asked me to accompany her if she went to the cafe, or pick her up and deliver her at night pickets. It is quite easy to get rid of the boredom that began to approach this self.

This news also reached Adie's ears. After some time, Adie then visited and offered a similar profession again, but soon I looked up. I have insyaf.

Not without basis of this rejection, because the news about the work I live has been sniffed by the villagers, of course, do not want if both my parents to know about the profession that I have been in, so far, that's one of the reasons I decided to stay away from Clarisa. Though he still wants and imitates with a nominal contract that is much more fantastic.

*****

"Sister, Bumi Respati, we hang out for a while at night" Widya Chandra asked as I sat on a simple boarding terrace.

"Okay, weigh in," I replied.

We finally went to the cafe after night. I accompanied him while occasionally sucking out orange soda orders. While Widya Chandra is cool to do whatever task in front of her laptop.

"Whoo! Widya ..." greet someone kindly and immediately take a sitting position next to him.

"Eh ...." Widya Chandra held out her hand and kissed the man's back gently.

"Know my friend, Mas---" Widya continued.

The man reached out to me while looking kindly, and I immediately greeted his hand.

"Known, Bumi Respati," I said introducing myself.

"Dimas Anggara Prayoga," he replied later.

"A native of Jakarta, huh?" Dimas asked me.

"No, Mas. I'm from Bandung ...."

"Kalo Mas, where is the real one?" I asked him.

"Java" he answered briefly, sitting down.

"Lumayan, anyway. It's been a few years, "I'm clear.

We were quickly familiar, while Widya was still cool with her laptop.

"I'm sorry, if I may know the profession, what?"

"Ah. Again just idle, nih," I replied with a small laugh.

"Oh ..."

"Mas, you got a job for me, don't you?"

"What a work, hehe ...," he answered with a crisp laugh.

"Seriously, you know, Mas ..." - My dream.

"Oh, how about."

"I'm being angry, Mas. Now I need a halal job. That's salary number two for me right now." I seriously railed.

Dimas also frowned staring at me.

" Seriously?" inquiringly.

"Suwerr. Two rius, Mas," my god while lifting both fingers.

"Hmmm ...."

"I'm serious, you know."

"Seriously your friend, Wid?" Dimas asked Widya.

"Hum ...." Widya Chandra nodded, but she was still busy with her laptop.

"Please help me, Mas ..." I said with an increasingly serious facial expression.

"Yes, I'll tell you later" she replied.

"Sip. I'm waiting."

We continued to tell a lot of things, so it did not feel the night was getting late and we decided to say goodbye to Dimas to go home.

Dimas was the owner of the cafe. He had ordered a special menu for us to eat together as dinner.

***

"Still, Brother, Bum" Widya said as she closed the car door when she arrived at the boarding house. A moment later he rushed inside. Our boarding house next to each other is only separated from the porch wall.

"Yes, bring it."

I also went in, when I arrived, and laid myself in bed to rest. But these eyes were closed, all sorts of things in my mind.

What if you don't get a job immediately? Suddenly Adie's offer was back in flames even though he tried to continue to be slammed away so as not to damage morale again.

"One more time, Bum. Mind!" Adie was furious when I rejected her offer that afternoon when she went.

"Come ...."

"I just give a solution!"coined.

(I'm just giving you a solution)

"Let me alone ...."

"Life is money, Bum!"

(Life is money, Bum)

"I'm in a slump!"

"No financial support?" ask me while opening his wallet.

"No, Die. Still got it" I replied that afternoon.

"I'm always there for you, Bum. Also other friends, if you need help do not need to hesitate," he explained as he passed away.

Adie Permana is a good friend, so much to help me materially and everything, until this moment she still cares so much for me.

"Huff!"

Breathing violently, and my fingers reached for the phone lying right beside me.