THE PRESDIR LOVES ME WITH TENDERNESS

I MISS YOU

After a painful event for Nayra, she continues to live the day as usual. This time, he didn't tell her anything about the problem to Rasti—. Actually without speaking, he understood the condition of the relationship Nayra and Alex are not healthy.

The girl saved and swallowed all her own pain. Rasti can only give his best support without blaming him a lot. He tried hard through his day. Often received assignments out of the office to reduce the awkwardness and his meeting with his ex-lover. Yes ... Those words must always be implanted in his heart so that he can come back strong and smile even though his heart is sad.

"Nay, not busy?" Rasti went to his desk. The girl is in the middle of some files that will be brought out by her.

"Eh, Ras .. Yes, what's wrong?" Nayra stared at her best friend's face - looking hesitant as she looked at him.

"Yes, what's up, Ras? By the way, it's okay." Nayra reassured her best friend, she was fine.

"It's Nay, I want this." Rasti gave her wedding invitation to Robby which will take place next week.

The girl stared at the wedding invitation that Rasti gave her. Her heart trembled slightly when she looked at the invitation earlier, it should have been a month ago, she had already changed status to Madame Alex. However, now it was all just a memory that he had to forget. Engaged twice, planned to marry twice and failed to feel twice.

"Mmm .. okay, I'm definitely coming, next week right?" Nayra smiled and put the wedding invitation into her bag.

"Actually if you can't attend, I don't understand, Nay. I know you must be ..," said Rasti sounding carefully. He looked back at his face that had not changed at all. Nayra was now a cold, expressionless woman. Failure makes him extra careful.

"Gue must be coming, Ras. Take it easy, it's ok, no problem. I can handle all of it. I'm not the Nayra I used to be, who would cry, slump or even almost mad frustrations. I've learned from everything. I'm not going to fall a third time in the same hole." Nayra strengthened her heart while patting her best friend's shoulder.

Rasti smiled bitterly, "Yes ... Nay, I trust elo. Elo, you can definitely get through this and walk upright." Rasti hugged a friend, trying to give her more strength.

"Yes, Ras, I walk first yes, it's been waiting for," said Nayra released a hug and rushed out of her desk.

At the same time Alex also came out of his room and passed by.

The girl expressionlessly lowered her head. Passed through without looking at it one bit. Alex's feet followed him. Nayra works on projects with clients over lunch. After the conversation that ended in success, he could only sit speechless. Glancing at the watch in his hand made the girl lazy back to the office.

His phone rang, he reached into the bag and saw the name that called him Gio.

"Uh." Nayra picked up the phone flat.

"Can you come for dinner today?" gio's voice from across the phone. The girl did not answer. He turned off the phone and put it back in his bag.

Nayra walked lazily down the street, her legs turned to stop by to buy fruit. He stops a taxi and heads to Gio's apartment. Alex followed him from a distance.

The girl sat down bowed to her dinner plate, "I want to go for a walk, it's been a long time not out. You're going on holiday tomorrow, will you accompany me?" Gio said stopping his meal for a moment, pulling his face slowly.

"I'm sorry, I'm gonna be busy all day. I still have to take out my stuff!" Nayra was half-reasoned because she was lazy to accompany him. He also plans to find a gift for Rasti.

"Isn't Rasti getting married next week? I want to buy you a gift. And, if you're still trying to find stuff, I can wait until you're done, '" he said, insisting he didn't want any rejection from Nayra.

Gio becomes a coercive man, whatever he wants, for whatever reason, he still has to get it.

"All right." Nayra was lazy to make their talk into a debate arena.

***

Nayra walked down looking at her own footsteps. He walked slowly to the park where usually Alex and his three friends play basketball. The girl sat on the park bench. Throwing out all breath and tightness in his chest. Now his eyes are no longer able to stem the tears that have been wanting to flow.

She cried letting go of all her wounds and pain. Throw away all the tightness in his chest. Alex could only look at his lover's face from a distance. His heart was equally wounded. Seeing him sobbing, slashing and tearing his heart.

At 7am Nayra was at Alex's door. He stared at the pass card in his apartment. He wants to use it. However, the girl thought again, does she still deserve to wear it? Finally, he decided to press the bell of his apartment. The bell rang three times. Alex wakes up, yawns and grumbles while opening the door to his apartment.

"Who the hell ... early in the morning has disturbed people's sleep," he said annoyed.

"Ma-af, I didn't know you were still sleeping" she said awkwardly. Nayra wasn't feeling good from hearing her swearing just now.

"I just want to take the rest of my things that are still here," he said again turning to look at Alex, he just nodded.

Upon entering the room Alex smelled the scent of the girl's beloved perfume. The scent of Rosemary and vanilla burst into his nose, making his mind calm and happy. It felt like Alex really wanted to jump into his arms. Hugged her tightly and freed all her anxiety at the girl's departure.

I miss you, baby, I miss you so much. Alex's inner voice shouted. However, again his hand did not dare to speak or touch Nayra again.

Nayra walked slowly into the room that looked very gloomy and messy. The apartment is usually arranged very neatly.The body still shakes violently when entering Alex's room. Room where they often love together. However, the only thing left now is pain.

Alex just followed her slowly. He passed through the girl's body and again threw her body on the bed. Nayra turned her head, Alex immersing her body in a prone position. It still felt very strange to see his attitude returning cold. To this day the girl still does not believe the heart of the person who loves her is changing rapidly.

Nayra threw away her feelings and long breaths far away. Walk slowly towards his closet, their cupboards both. Long ago. Alex also glanced at his girl's back while busy lowering her clothes.

Come on ... Just leave it there, baby .. don't take it all. That's all my hope that you'll always be in my heart. If you take it all away, how do I hug you when my misses are dusting. I, I didn't even intentionally remind him. Alex's rumblings don't want his girl to take everything out of her stuff.

His phone rang, he stopped his activities. The new one put in a few pieces of clothes. He sat on the edge of the bed and opened his bag. Alex mode on rabbit ears. Put it up high so that it can hear the conversation of the girl.

"Yes, sus,” he said when he found out who called the number of the sisters who were guarding Gio.

"Well, I'll be there soon." Nayra turned off the phone and put it back in her bag.

He really came back with the cripple. Really annoying. Alex clenched his hands, still in a position to pretend to be asleep.

The girl put her bag back in the closet. He, no, took his clothes away. Then she glanced at Alex who was still behind her.

"I put your apartment— pass here, yes," said Nayra. Put the pass card on Alex's bedside table.

Alex turned his body. He no longer pretended when the girl put down her access card. The man looked at the girl who was preparing to leave, "I'd like to leave at the front reception if you weren't around" she continued, trying to pull her face to put a smile on her wry face. He still did not flinch, looking at her.

"Yes, my things are not finished yet. Me, just drop it. If I'm gonna take it, I'll let you know.” Nayra got up from her seat and left Alex's room.

Alex is still unmoved by his departure. For a moment, he just looked at his lifeless entry card. Alex grabs it and grabs his card. Run out chasing the nayra that has entered the elevator.

Alex had to wait for an elevator to get off. When he was in the lobby, the girl was gone. The man came back after her and he saw that the girl had already gotten into the taxi. Alex kept chasing him. Still, he couldn't reach it.

From inside the taxi Nayra looked back as if someone had told her to. His little heart hoped that the man would prevent his departure. However, when he realized it was impossible because there was no one. His heart ached and hurt. The sword was many times more painful than his first spear.

In his deepest heart, he was reluctant to return the access key earlier. Because with him giving it back, all of their relationships had really ended. But, everything he had to release, so that his heart would not be too far entangled with the deadly poison.

The girl touched her ring finger that was still coiling Alex's ring. The initial necklace A that she still always wears. Then, when he thought that the items should be forced to be taken away and he returned one by one making him unable to hold back his tears that came back.

Nayra should immediately distance her heart from all suffering. He wants to go back to living his life nominally. Passed through all her heartbreak with a warm smile.

Alex walks back to his apartment. He realized the pain in his feet when he chased his girl barefoot. However, the pain was not comparable to all the pain he felt now.

Nayra's taxi stopped at a hospital. He hurried over and asked the room he was looking for. As she turned, Nayra saw the nurse pushing her with her face bowed weakly.

"How did it go, Sus?" nayra asked worriedly when she saw that Gio's wrist had been wrapped in bandages. Nayra is called because Gio attempted suicide and is rushed to the hospital.

"You called him, Sus? I didn't tell you!” hardik Gio with a face holding back angrily at the nurse guarding him.

“Thank you, Sus. Let me push him." Nayra gave the code for her nun to step aside. He nodded and shifted his body, giving his position earlier.

Gio did not budge when the girl made a sound. In the depths of her heart she felt happy because Nayra was still paying close attention to her.