THE PRESDIR LOVES ME WITH TENDERNESS

GUILT

“Harumnya .. Are you teasing me again?" Alex shifts Nayra's body to face each other. Nayra's in Alex's custody.

Nayra just flicked her wet hair, "Indeed you're still not full?" the girl fell out of her lap. Alex doesn't want to go far. Hugging her body from behind.

"Indeed, one meal a day makes me full. Many times I would not be full, dear ...,” the whisper turned back Nayra's face to her and warmly kissed her lips.

Alex immediately let go when he saw her face was not excited.

"You must be tired all day looking after her." Finally the words came out of Alex's mouth. Words that Nayra did not want to hear.

Nayra walked towards the veranda. For a moment he felt a gust of the night wind hitting his face. It was as if releasing all the burdens he felt while with Gia last afternoon. His depressed feeling left him suffocating and out of breath.

The girl opened her eyes, looking up at the night sky. The light of the stars shines and scattered. His hands stretched out like people were about to fly, then closed their eyes again. Once again felt the gust of wind that hit his face and calmed his heart.

Alex stared uneasily at the face of his future wife who was very depressed. I guess he couldn't see it either. Suppose he could, he was eager to take away every grief his girl felt. His heart was equally broken. He's as hurt as Nayra.

Alex got up from his seat, approached Nayra and held her in his arms.

"I beg you dear .. Don't let me be with him. My heart hurts when I see it. I'd rather he hate me than stay with him and hurt you."

“I beg you to take care of this. I don't want to continue to be in agitation and worry like this. I'm really tired. All I want is you, you are always by my side. Accompany and fill my days." Nayra wishes that her lover would not let her meet her ex again.

"Okay, baby, I'm not gonna force you anymore. I'll do all your will." Alex has made up his mind not to make his girl suffer more.

Nayra turned to look at her face that looked equally restless, "I'm sorry dear." Nayra scatters her body into Alex's warm embrace. The sturdy man could only calm him by rubbing his back and hair.

"It's night, let's go to bed." Take Alex and they're back in bed.

"Tonight and beyond don't look at anyone again. Nayra Aletta belongs only to Alexander Gajendra.” Alex is back on top of Nayra's innocent body. Glued both fingers. Back to her burning love.

One week later. Nayra did not see Gio again. Alex frees her from the guilt and pressure of the accident that befell her. And one week without Nayra. Gio continued to train his legs to move and walk.

Gio fell down repeatedly. It was hard, though, that he kept trying. Even when Gio falls down again the nun assigned to take care of him will help. The man refused and scolded her loudly.

"Darling when are you gonna find time to continue our marriage?" nayra urged as they ate lunch together in the office hours. It's been a month without Nayra visiting him again.

"Then what about the party? Don't you want a party? Mama—ku must be angry if not held a party," he said.

"Party just lately, baby. I just want us to be official first. Family first. I want to get a marriage book soon. Moreover, I will now live more often in your apartment," said Nayra smiling with a meaningful smile. The man smiled and understood it.

"Well, I'll check my schedule again. If this week is a little empty, we take care of our marriage book first." Alex consents.

"Yes! Thanks yes dear.” Nayra peeped her cheek.

Ah, even I have eaten it often, still my heart pounded hard while with him. My heart was shot by her sweet attitude. And his body is opium to me.

***

"Just met, he's been missing again.” Alex felt his phone vibrate. When she glanced at him was not her lover's number.

Alex asked him questioningly. The vibration has not stopped. Lazily he finally picked up the phone. The voice was instantly recognized by Alex. It sounded serious when the man agreed to something.

Alex pressed the phone to Nayra's line and asked her to come into the room, "Darling, tonight's dinner I changed at home. You don't have to cook, I'll buy you your favorite food." Alex suddenly canceled their dinner.

"Why, baby?" nayra's face turned disappointed.

"I have an impromptu client asking to meet tonight," said Alex with a flat face and serious when in the office.

"Oh, I love that it's okay. Tomorrow we can also have dinner together, especially our clients" said Nayra who remains professional if they are in the office. He, developing a smile gives his lover a spirit.

"Thank you, if it's hard to finish I'll be home soon to pay our dinner debt" he said, smiling at him.

"Yes, yes, I went back to the table, there are still a lot of date lines piling up." The girl immediately came out of her room. Alex stared at his lover's back with a guilty feeling ....

I'm sorry, honey.