The power of Do'a
Happy engagement
Happy reading all of it
Arriving at home, their father and mother were chattering on the porch, I greeted the second, "why did you take the sampe lemes gitu kay ?? ask dad
" abis playing basketball well, yes already entered first yes... "
ehhh..... "that's not your brother's friend ?? pangil bang fahri ya.. "
" yes well " answered me as I entered the house, from the glass of the house, I saw ka Gavin and riko entering the area of my house
" Assalamualaikum om aunty, " said ka Gavin kindly, slipperyly kissed the back of my parents' hands, followed by riko as well
wa' alaikum salam... " abis play same fahri yes, but koq that's your lips rada swollen why ??? " ask my father to see the face of Gavin...
" this is om, got the ball earlier, oh yes this is his basketball fahri om" while he gave the ball to dad
" sitting here first, fahri again shower wait yes.., kay try to see your brother already bathed not yet "I walked away from them, I knock slowly door bang fahri... " bang , can I come in ? "
because there was no answer, I decided to go in, I saw bang fahri just sitting on the end of the mattress, holding his wet towel, like he had finished shampooing also "bang, bang, while holding his wet towel, in front of you Gavin again chat with dad, mother .. I was told you call you what do you think ?? "
" i don't understand, I'm not sincere about his attitude to lo, I answer honestly, you still like Gavin ?? "
" if you ask that, I also can not answer, all the instant bang, earlier I flew to the clouds arrived just like that reality, know that fact, it feels rich straight down the abyss of 'hurt, but yeah I can what else "
" if this time Gavin really seriously want to lamar lo how?? you'll accept ?? my advice is mending the same as his son's aunt dance "
" well if I'm , the bagas was somehow bang. "he said rich in the swallow of the earth, no news, nothing is just a greeting for me, no, I'm just afraid I'm waiting for him, but he's not waiting for me to bang "
then bang fahri wake up "yes already, if the soul mate will not go where, yes already met the first one in front, let's go home too "
" Lo aja sono, I ogah ah.. already males "I walk straight to my room...
I looked at my phone, which almost 3 days I did not activate, it was over. It was over, when I went to sleep my bedroom door on bang fahri " come out, called dad "
I opened my room door rough" in what else, temen lo belom go home too ?? malem already, tomorrow I have to wake up early to help keep at the boutique mom, "
" rebited I clearly, out ajar aja deh yuk" bang fahri dragged my hands rich goat, even though I refused he continued to take me...
" fahri take one more bench in the back, so that Kay can come sit here .. "eeehh .. don't let well, I stand here aja hehhe ...
" so gini, I already know, the intention of the arrival of son Gavin and his friend is ,"
my feeling is immediately not good it feels "father and mother anyway it's up to you, want how, he said son Gavin and his family want to visit our family tomorrow week , ' '' he said , do you think you can't ?? " ask father softly
hmmm it's, well, "you have to go back to college tgl 24-26 kay uts, where a day there are 4 matkul kayak kay again busy, hmmm can not, hmmm, there is no time , "
" if you know you want to, why you come back here try, and even just learn through a doank laptop, must be busy on campus "skak mat. I just fell silent and looked down " heaa yah sorry... "
" kak Gavin, the father of the same mother is up to the same kayla, if the kayla is ready yes please, if he does not want yes we as parents , if he does not want yes we as parents , cannot impose his will ... "
me and bang fahri exchanged looks, confused actually, I want to start from where, but we honestly also like it can not be ...
" iaa om , aunt , maav if my arrival is not polite and less pleasing, but I really om, want to live a more serious relationship with princess om, I have also saved, I also saved, for supplies later we married, I did not ask kayla as soon as she married, at least I want to get engaged first, if later kay is ready, at least, I'm ready to move on to the next level "
" kay still wants to go to college, even Kay still wants to work ka, at a young age kay, I just want to reach my mind and dream first "my answer slowly while down ...
" you will let your permission to go to college, or if you want to work even once. ' you just don't want us to have a relationship that is close to adultery. "maav if you ever make a mistake, in the future kaka will try even better, if you love this second chance .. ' you do not want us to date kay , after marriage, you'll be allowed to do all your dreams "
" but kay is not sure yet ka, maav kayak is better, we do not meet each other first, so we avoid zina also "say I for sure, I said, bismillah hope this is the best for me.. "
the atmosphere suddenly became quiet, the night felt increasingly cold .. even the wind felt like I was rubbing my skin, was a very lebay deh kay .. I patted my eel slowly , whether my feelings or all eyes start to turn to me, no, my words just now yes ...
" yes already, mother also can not help a lot, mother's advice anyway, if you are dating there will certainly be a way, for son Gavin, yes we will talk again ... ' this time may be too arrived also for kay "
" he's aunty, kay, om , Gavin will wait until kay is ready, believe this time the same kaka kay, kaka will not lose your trust for the second time , ' ' he said , you say only when you are ready, at that time kaka will definitely come with family, maav if kaka ever misstep, that's the last , then permit kaka to be better again, in the future, but with us live with a halal bond also "
we all fell silent, "kid Gavin om thank you, for loving kay, even struggling to melt her heart ,"
bang Fahri standing in the corner of the terrace, leaning on the pole while daydreaming, mother also looks glassy, whether it is, this is really, or just the boasting of her sweet mouth,
" because it's already malem, we say yes om, aunt.." then ka Gavin and riko stood hand in hand with father and mother, I approached bang fahri without intending to say anything ,
" kay, fahri we say goodbye, soory if you make you angry, if later you have something to ask, whatever it is, please call no kaka, do not you block, " we say yes...
after they left, me and bang fahri sitting next to each other, I know father and mother still have something to say..
" you better pray kay, ask God , if that is your soul mate, try to accept sincerely , do not like to refuse if someone has proposed to fear his soul mate far away, after all our soul mate does not know when it comes, mother and father like the same child who is brave, brave, honest, and admit his mistakes, and admit his mistakes, he also dares to take you in a more serious direction "
" it's up to kay dah bun, if he is ready yes please, fahri still want to enjoy the youth fahri bun .. and fahri also do not mind if suppose kay want to marry first "
dih whata deh, "i went to college just belom actually wanted to marry anyway ya bang "I still want to play play also smaa kaya lo rich "
" yes already , let's go to sleep, it's already night, tomorrow further again, uuuhh new feeling yesterday you ngrengek ask for ice cream same father, ko cepet really already no one wants to apply ya bun "
" father, our duties as parents, may be finished, anyway if according to mother, Lebih good marriage, rather than adultery ... ' amit amit if pregnant without a husband, you do not get that ya kay, have a daughter is difficult to take care of her "
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during the day, I was still in my boutique, I turned on my phone, in addition to the rame notif of my new group, there was one name "el" and only one notification
" if you don't feel well treated by others, that's no reason to do the same to them, break the chain , so that only good is always repeated, not his fault "
I was silent for quite a while, do I have that saddle heart ?? do I have a taste as good as that, it feels tight it still feels, until without me realizing mother beside me ...
" bengong mulu, there go home if still sleepy, mother already cooked and if you want to eat her side dishes in the usual kitchen cabinet yes..
iaaa bun, later if laper kay eat koq ...
" don't think mulu, if you want to focus on college, yasudah .. don't make dumb bengong, chicken neighbors bengong die looh" while mom pinched my chin
bun iiiihh, I put away his hands already, I want to focus on learning first, don't disturb ya "
as I walked home, my phone kept ringing I saw no hana, all the way even home , me and hana. still keep telling me a lot of things , from my meeting at the cinema and until the night when Gavin came home, to almost 2 hours we told him, it was up to me... to be honest, hana and alin continue to be pursued by Gavin and riko, they continue to ask since my departure from Monday, I don't know if I doubt it all "
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until this Sunday arrived, I did not have the same news about Gavin and his number is still blocked, my plan will be tonight , I went home to the boarding house in between bang fahri, I was mopping the front porch, dad was cutting the branches of trees that began to thick, bang fahri was washing the motor, and mother who cooked to make a snack, motor ka Gavin entered my yard, what else did he want ...
" assalamualaikum, kay and all, father came down from the mango tree that began to climb, but rarely bear fruit...
" wa'alaikum salam, loh tumben morning already stopped by, kayla, fahri if there is a greeting in reply" , already well in the heart ,
yes, I entered first my pampit ...
wait kay "I turned around, "why you ? his terrace abis in the mop, and his bench again in the abis sun in bersihin bang fahri answered me origin ...
" he didn't papa, sorry before, I told my family about yesterday, but because everyone had booked a train ticket, so it can't be canceled , later in the afternoon around ba' da ashar they want to stay here, we are without any contact said my mother no problem, they just want to know your family kay "
" yes it is , because he has come a long way here, the door of our house is open please son" replied father .. I and bang fahri glanced at each other father, well " kay's not ready "
" what do you want ?they want to play when we refuse ?? " yes, please tell your family later, but maav if we do not get together because of impromptu yes .."
I left everything, and headed for the kitchen, father and bang fahri caught up with me, I heard Gavin's motorbike was getting away, all gathered in the kitchen we must welcome their arrival kay, because they already have good faith,
" he's kay, if you're engaged first, later in the year you're just married , let your brother who knows meet his soul mate yes...
hmmm good idea mother "anything if not a mate, yes later you will be separated also "
brother.. that time , let the saying do'a time you do'a it's for your sister.
iaa bun, maav " bun this fried banana just this doank huh. ??
plaque... !! aaahh sick bun, time on the butt heck brother ass, said his while carrying a slice of fried banana ...
" we again ngbrol seriously, yes already after this , mother same brother shopping to the market , buy fruits and cakes, father to our brothers first, mother to the market, who knows if anyone can attend, kay rapihin house dressing curtains glass rag, okay his time for the task .
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I was tired, very tired, from earlier everyone was busy, even the mother of dance also came to help cook, some of the father's brothers came, this house is very crowded than usual , bang ares will also come from bandung, all busy..' here I am, yes aunt rita, my salon neighbor, while make up my thin face, my, I wear pink kebaya, and the mother in red, father and brother wearing batik, all look more excited with 5 groups of cars coming and entering my house, 2 Car parking in front because our land is not too large
all my family stood at the door, and greeted all the guests who came, then continued with ngbrol and ate cake... mother already with all of the mother's children, if at this time you still can not make a proposal no matter what nduk, the mother's child just wants your relationship to last, later, so we want to get acquainted first so that more accrap, do not know then do not love, naah so said the saying "
until after all this chatter, I finally accepted this engagement on condition of 1 year or more to get married, because I want to go to college, all happy and happy, all happy, except for my little heart that was rumbling erratically, it felt so fast "
until the end of the event, Gavin and I went forward in the middle of the circle of these two families and Gavin put the ring on my left so sweet, I did the same on her finger, all moved, and happy "
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ever since my engagement to Gavin's ka, he's been more protective, taking me anywhere, buying anything without me asking until I start to get bored, he's changed even so much, he's no longer forcing me, in fact he was carrying a new mobile number, because he promised to be free from all his past "riko was always involved, from delivering flowers, sending chocolates, and , I always refused to walk alone with Gavin's ka, I was afraid he was like he used to be, not even a fingernail at Gavin's ka never touched me ... until now it has been almost 3 months he is still with the same attitude "do I have to start opening my heart again .... "
maav if many typo scattered, greetings 💛💛
