The power of Do'a

introspection

Happy reading temen

I went home, took the bus between my subscription ojek to terminal , not to forget I also sent a message to bang fahri to pick me up... " on the bus I continued to listen to the song from my earphones, no matter what song.my mind continued to imagine the attitude of Gavin, like a tangled cassette that seemed to keep spinning... I saw the road from the glass, until finally my eyes began to sleep again ...

I woke up when there was a ringing phone on my phone, "heaa bang, just a terminal, wait at the stall... "

after the phone broke, fear began to haunt me, fearing that the bang fahri would go bersamukan, but on the other hand at least at this time,ka Gavin would not have the guts, to approach me... I have the most comfortable back that at any moment will never hurt me ..."

when I came down, from a distance I saw bang fahri start waving, the longing for his figure was so longed for.." I walked quickly, I immediately embraced and fell silent in his arms, " I miss Lo tau, heehee that's why I'm hurrying home "

He hugged me for a moment, then my backpack was taken, and placed in front of his matic seat. "ntar aja if you want to miss nan, already malem nih ... yuk in his house just ngbrol ... "

all along from the terminal, I just hugged bang fahri like a koala.. calm, very calm it feels. "I sleepy bang, if already until home say yes, just aja I brushed "

" no ah, lo heavy...bentar again also sampe, anyways lo again why deh ?? don't want to tell a story "

hmmmmm "just a trivial matter anyway, not an important thing, I just miss lo, miss home... "

" so tumben, which satan is lo ?? besides well, I already have a girl so busy can not take care of you like this mulu... "

I immediately let go of my embrace, "seriously lo !! mother knows not !! who was the girl who was so unlucky to have a rich boyfriend bangkong who ate his rich sebakul lo, continue if you have a girlfriend, I keep on the dinner tract and watch not "

" hiihh budek deh nih ears!!, one naa lo nanya, I do not understand you ask what was just now .. "

" you have a girlfriend, you know ?? trus said what father ?? "

" maybe, I'm already big, it's time I find a boyfriend continue to marry ... !! " emang neighbor cave, said he wanted to focus on college even dating mulu "

" you seriously bang, do you want married ?? girl who is it ?? know it , the perfect time already want to meried aja... "

" well, who are you ??

adek lo bego !!! kaga kaga want to know her kaka-in-law "iihh sebel !!! nih rasain pinches from me nih .. his waist I pinch as hard as possible, still not penetrate into his skin, he wears a shirt and a thick jacket. ..

aaahhh amused, koq long time no see you still like glyticin anyway hahhah "

tau ah sebel !!! I kept on swinging around and no longer wanted to hug her "

when I got home I immediately got off the motorbike, I went straight into the room, and immediately lock the door ..." sebel ihh.. koq bang fahri already wanted to marry me, just like that, ntar I can not makin he donk .. , aaahh continued if marriage later he left the house not back again , rich bang ares moved to bandung same wife.... " kesel ihh.. his intention to go home wanting to do bte instead added bt !!

kayla... dear tok... koq do not greet first if already home son, open the door kay, have not eaten yet ? salim used to love your father .. "

I walked lazily, I opened the door and I kissed the mother's hand.Then I hugged the mother tightly... "why is it ?? spoiled tumben same mother, again there is something you want huh ??? hmmm .or would you like a story ?? . "

warm embrace of a mother, able to knock down everything that feels tight in the heart, mother pulls me to my bed again, I sleep in the lap of the mother, all the taste as if mixed into one, the mother, until unconsciously my tears drip.....'' why kay ?? just a story, whatever else you feel, there is a mother who horrified you son

I'm getting sobbing "bun.. does bang fahri want to get married huh ? kay will stay in tingal donk, rich bang ares who rarely come home and love the news to us.... " ....

who ?? fahri want to get married ?? girlfriend never bring to the house koq he. "anyways ya bang ares often ko news with father mother, if you miss when we go to bandung deh all holidays how ??

" hey, kay kangen bun sama bang ares, " keep crying because what... ?? time just because fahri wants to marry ?? sooner or later, your brother will definitely marry, if later you have met his soul mate will also marry koq dear... "

marriage ?? have a boyfriend just make hurt "not ah bun, do not want to marry, if the man who loves turned out to be evil, or he cheated ?? or he's gonna play how "

" you are rich, have been married, marriage is the longest worship, and perfect some religion, as a wife we must pray the best for her husband, if you are sincere and sincere about whatever the provisions of Allah, insha Allah, you will receive all of them, yes there is no guarantee that our husband will be faithful or not, depending on what we want to process it like , when you meet your partner, most importantly pesen from father and mother ya kay, he should be a priest for you ,holding true to his religion, usually such a person will always love you "

I rise from the lap of the mother "if the man likes the same kay, but do not like how bun ?? "

" over time a woman's heart must be broken, but unlike a man who has a firm stance, he will not be easily swayed, he said, if the man understands religion well then he will treat the woman well too "

I was speechless with so many answers mom...is it so cool that marriage if the husband who obeys religion?? then bagamina with ka Gavin ??

" bun, kay want a story. kay sepet deket same temen bang fahri, she's good bun...even then her mother he came here kay already known almost all her family, they are all good same kayla bun, until one day it turns out the thought of kay wrong bun, she's not as good as I thought .. she's evil bun, huuhuu "I'm crying again in your arms, mother,

" have I asked you yet if he is evil ?? maybe there is a reason he is so, usually a man who starts serious about a relationship he will introduce to the people closest to him, if already known to his parents , don't you don't pause in the lamar, well hope mother to make the same besanan dance kayaknya void ''

mother ihh... Bagas it is not her type kay !! he cungkring bun, just win high doank, "

but handsome, right?? hayo ngaku... "more handsome bagas, or his temen bang fahri it ?? "

" aahh the most handsome is just dad, the best dad !!! "

hahahha "you there is only, have you eaten yet ? want to take a meal, right ?

" i want to sleep aja deh bun, tomorrow morning just meet dad yah, kay sleepy nih bun ..

yes, I've done it, change clothes and wash your face first later... "

***

it's been 3 days, I was home, that afternoon bang fahri asked to make iced tea after he worked, when I finished making ice and scraping to know the contents, and then, I drove to the terrace, when on the terrace I saw a face that I would not want to see again, I put a glass of iced tea, and a plate of tofu

I went straight into the house, "kayla.. kay ... horrifying kaka first... kay ... !!! "

I still hear her screams all the way to my room, I swear by anything right now I don't want to see her, I still have the guts to make her come here ?? not satisfied with me. Not satisfied with what he did !!

cekelek 'kay don't want to meet him bang "can not be this once, I don't want to meet him "

hiissshh, bang fahri ruffled his hair frustrated "this is what you don't want, he is what you are, evil how until you are rich gini, here let's kelatin in front " bang Fahri pulled my hand gently .. It's different that if me and I fight, he will definitely pull me...

dad, and mom still haven't come home , they're still in the boutique, as if the boutique is second home to them, thankfully .just me and bang fahri ..

I sat on the porch, glancing cursively at ka Gavin and , riko,?? why did he come here my inner being, I turned my face away again

"do you want to say what ?? 5 Minutes for me to say after that I hope you leave here ... "

I spoke without looking at her, my gaze only fixed on the right side of the terrace, staring at the wall , the roof , even the tile belonging to the neighbor ...

" okay, I can see you now have made your heart calm, sorry I was wrong, I promise that last time, believe it is only you that I like, I'm sorry, maybe at this time you will not believe anymore kaka words, you do not want to lose you kay, kaka dear, some days without you rich half of your life kaka does not exist, kaka dear, some days without you, die kay, !! kaka apologized as proof that kaka kaka serious with you, this weekend kaka family will come and want to propose to you "

Hahaha, I laughed discordantly, "keep the plan, I hope it's the first and last time it's here. If no one wants to talk about it again, please come out "

" kay, my sister is so disgusted, until you don't want to see my face again "

" 5 minutes is already abis, please get out of here, and never again appear "I stand and want to enter, until there is an interesting hand , when I saw that hand of ka Gavin, as if imagining how that hand had caressed another woman, I pulled her rough, ' I said ,

" stop it!! you don't know yourself until I come here !!! you ask maav, for me, no more Gavin ever existed in my life "

kayla !!! if even Gavin makes a mistake not pantes also you curse rich that !! Gavin wake up !! sit down again you guys , !!

gavin and I ended up sitting back on their respective benches, yes on the terrace of this house there are 3 seats of rattan, which I sit and bang fahri is a single, yes, while the other one is slightly elongated almost half a circle and there is a small table and flower vase in the middle of it, when we were little, the terrace was a favorite gathering place for families in the morning or at dusk, what else when it rained we could see the raindrops from the terrace in the hot milk chocolate, accompanied by hot milk, or warm tea, ka Gavin sat at the end of the bench staring straight at me, making me careless "

bang Fahri just looked at me and occasionally looked at Gavin "I don't know you guys why, I know you guys have problems, you want to tell the story or, want me to find out for myself ?? "

me and Gavin kayla are silent !!! try to tell Abang, how was the attitude earlier you did not pantes, until berpekat people so, or want lo vin, who answered my question "

maybe, this is what I'm afraid of, there is no war between them, they can no longer be as friendly as they used to be , "well the point is bang, I don't want to know him anymore, I don't want to know him anymore, this is the last thing for me to meet him !! "

" the reason ?? " bang Fahri now folded his hands and looked at me, the gaze of Riko and Ka Gavin who began to panic shrunk my guts..

" sh. tau akh,!!! ask aja sono, the same old brother "I turned my face

" among you if no one wants a story, no problem, origin...

" i. I really like the same adek lo , I promise will not hurt him again and I hope you bless my relationship with Kay in a more serious direction ....

"what I ask, what is your problem, not the relationship lo vin as well as me !! "

bang, promise not to get angry ?? tanya I give the little finger, hoping bang fahri receive her "

I can't promise you, "just answer honestly what's the evil thing from Gavin's behavior to lo ?? I'll just do this once, if you don't want to answer, I'll find out for myself, until the ant hole I'll look for "

" a Gavin didn't kill me bang, but he walked to the movies and kissed another girl "my answer was quick and lowered in ,

" soory bro, I'm khilaf, but as promised I never macem2 the same kay,!!! I just vent to another woman !!!

" any more kay ?? what makes you sick again , you will never be able to lie , replied kay "his tone is soft but full of commands,

" let's see if Gavin has entered a hotel "

at that moment, bang Fahri immediately stood up and bugh !!! one of his punches hit Gavin's jaw "

bang !!! riko and I immediately separated them, I hugged bang fahri, so that he no longer punch, I know very well what my brother is like, he just likes to mock me, he just likes to mock me, but even when I was ridiculed by people he would reply many times, only he always membela me from small .. I began to feel his chest rising and falling with a stinged breath, " it's so hard ..."

just hit me again, I'm the pantes lo tonjok !!? but inget one thing, I will not keep lamar kay, I love him "

"bacot lo do not pantes to say dear same kay !! " step aside, kay,

when I saw that the tip of Gavin's lip was torn and bleeding, he didn't shy away from tonjok an bang fahri at all ,

bang Fahri went into the house, he took the basketball, and threw it into the stomach of Gavin's ka hard, until Gavin's ka staggered a little and almost fell "we're playing together , in the field of the end complex "

My knees were limp, "bang fahri's eyes were so clearly angry, and ka Gavin just stayed behind her, me and Riko just looked at each other , although I hate it but see it so there's a speck of pity "

***

it's been almost 2 hours they play basketball, elbow each other and a few times fell, me and riko began to careless, many times we told them to stop, whether it had scored to how many more, not to mention, until finally, Ka Gavin lay in the middle of the field,

bang Fahri approached me, I gave him a bottle of cold mineral water, "I agree if you break up, find another guy "brengs*k rich he does not pantes lo hopeain , "

" you can't do it donk, Gavin bneran regretted, okay maybe at that time he was wrong, not me defend !!! lo temen me, Gavin temen me, and I also know with adek lo, Gavin all his stories, he regretted and when nyokap his phone, he told all, all, and the family he agreed if the prospective daughter-in-law kayla, because they already know , you can not donk nutupin soul mate people' if eg , kay and Gavin mate , kay , you can not gini donk. "love them the opportunity to think about this first, we know we are the same young bro, ever make the wrong at least, if Gavin play, play, he will not be this serious to take steps until you want to marry your sister, he works day and night, overtime continuously for what, for what, and for what, he had a dream of taking your sister in a more serious direction, only she was missteps, love her a chance "

bang Fahri just speechless, I also fell silent, it was still too hot this brain to think, "I went back first kay, tired me, laper " bang Fahri walks tired to home ,

" i know you were at the hotel that day, just for a proposal, I don't know , my heart is the same you still doubt "

***what are you guys, not accepted by Gavin's proposal ??

greetings 💛***