The power of Do'a

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" this night, my eyes were so closed, I kept thinking about how, the continuation of my relationship with Ka Gavin, whether to be together, or it would end here, whatever it was... I doubt everything, I see the clock on the wall, the night is getting late at 23:45, but my eyes are once closed, the shadow of Gavin in the hotel continues to haunt me...

I woke up before the dhuhur Adhan, probably because I had trouble sleeping last night.. '

because my stomach was getting hungry, I came out to find food, when I came out I saw there was el at the mang jono stall, it just so happened that I had not had time to thank him, I approached him... "

Hay el... long time no see, how are you ?

Alhmdulillah ... You alone, healthy ??

already, because you are also the one who nganter to the doctor... oh yes have lunch yet ?? eat together yuk... invite reza same mang jono also how ?? take me, take me,

" if mang jono can not ninggalin warung, kalo reza bentar me to kosan, he played what kaga ya .. "

I waited in front of the mang jono stall, seeing el knocking many times kosan reza, as his occupants left.. '

Nothing, we are 2 aja come on, I take the bike first yes ... '

I was still waiting in front of the mang jono stall, until I finally saw el coming....

mang jono again sleep in the dalem, let's go, take el while giving 1 helmet to me... "

if someone buys how??

he also woke up, if anyone shouted to buy...

What do you want to eat Kay ?? soto ?? chicken?? duck or what ??

" what well, you want to eat what el ?? I'm going with you... "

yes already, fried duck yes, there are many sambel menu, , ' there ,

once there, I and el ate together, ordered grilled and fried duck with mango sauce, then ordered also for reza and mang jono...

" Lo rarely go home now ??

if only later, at the end of this month there will be a red date, let's gather all so it's rame "

Iaaa, say yes if you want to go back, I forgot your brother's clothes are still the same I.... "

no need, make lo aja .. "anything said my brother also does not papa... "

well until thank you yes, if so I often aja ya anterin lo, so every sampe there I dapet t-shirts mulu. hahahahaa.

huuuh if it doesn't know its name "

hmmm lumyan rame nih kay, sitting where yes, "me and el began to circulate a glance "

oohh it's kay, the back corner of the same deck of sinks, "want not to sit there "

yes, there is no place anymore ... "

before long our order came, I ordered grilled ducks, and iced oranges

it's el, fried duck and mineral water

kay, try saying 'aaaaa " game. this is really good fried duck ... ''

because it was not good to refuse, so I received a bribe from el's hands, why every one of him, I was always obedient anyway. "I also immediately ate and in silence ... "

" good, right ?? want some more ?? " ask el as she tries to feed me ...

no ah, ntar have I do not abis nih. "I asked can not el "

" just ask, while not paying, if I want to yes I answer, but if the question makes you dizzy yes ngak "heheheh, his grin displays a row of clean white teeth .

Huuh cheating, Sunday gini is still a work ..emang not dating that, or invite your girl to make it where it is ... "

ngak ah, the girl is ribed to make dizziness, ntar aja if it's already at the time, I want her to directly marry me, "if you same guy how ?? there is a continuation of serious want or how "

akh.. don't know, it's not clear. "lately I've been doubting even I'm planning to break up again, I'm going to break up,

hmmm as bad as that , until you want to break up ??

You know, not in the mood to talk to him, change the topic how, while I continue to chew my food ..

" good, right ?? want to add a kay ?? "

No, already full heheh "you want to nambal again no ?? if not, ntar eat again with mang jono, Udah I morein also pesenan his, yes let's go back later nitip for mang jono and reza ya.. "

In the treaty, what event ?? birthday of ??

kaga, his birthday is still a long time" this wants to for aja, yesterday you guys have helped me when I was sick.... "

when is your birthday ??

wh why? want to give you a gift ?? if you want to give a gift do not have to wait for a birthday, when can I.. '

Heheheh shea too, yes let's go straight home, or want something else to buy ??

ntar stop by to buy fruit soup that deket kosan deh, hot nih ... '

after paying for food, el and I went straight home, and stopped by for some fruit soup, but again, but with a girl and they hugged on the bike so tightly... "

I got on the el bike quickly.

" el hunt the way, let's spit !!! spout !!!

is that why ?? hunt the way, let's cepet ... !!!

El also directly runs the motor and follows my instructions, "see the big motor that is ahead is not el ?? follow him on... "

isn't that a guy, huh ?? who is she kay ?? her adek ?? or who ??

" I also don't know, which obviously today we follow where they go, inget el !! don't let go, don't be too tight, let him not suspect.. "

After almost half an hour I and el followed her, until we were in one of the malls, they walked hand in hand and on the escalator without shaming her, the ka Gavin hugged the ping that woman's '

" Original anyway kay , this is so bad , you want to follow along what how ?? "

Iaa el. please yes. "all the way I kept noticing two people who were like her were in the drunken romance, they went around the mall, and occasionally I hugged the arm of el's hand from the side, and looked away, when they unconsciously looked "

arriving at a cinema, they were seen buying tickets, watching the horror film that was famous again, me and el continue to follow, he said, and el ordered the same movie but 1 bench behind them and we're on the corner side, he said,

My feelings at that time, between anger, disappointment and various tastes, it felt that at that time I wanted to spill a million oaths but I could bear "

I entered the cinema after the film almost started playing. ka Gavin with the girl on the bench G3 and G 4 girl on the right and ka Gavin next to her , as for my position with el, we're in F1 and F2, we're one bench above them, and I'm sitting in a corner, all the way through the movie I saw , my eyes are focused on them...

Until one minute, I saw that Gavin was beginning to sit uncomfortable, my front bench was starting to lean on each other, and cuddle up ,

until finally, I saw clearly "yaa ka Gavin began to kiss the woman's cheek, and their position grew closer to cuddling , then continued until they kissed the lips "

I was silent in my seat, I felt chaotic at that moment, my eyes were hot, my chest was tight,

then I began to shut my own mouth, hoping that no sobs would come out,

then el's hand started touching my shoulder, "want to go back ?? unplug the food for food, laper... "

I just shook my head, and leaned back on my bench, and my chin started to follow the movies I was playing, the horror movies I used to be afraid of, it's like a comedy that laughs at my stupidity, believing in Gavin's sweet mouth and nonsense, as if**strong my chest, it feels so claustrophobic... "

El pulled my head, to lean on his shoulder, I lowered my head while closing my eyes, .. "strong. strong kay.. must be strong, only gini doank, can be ..maybe even more in the hotel than this "

I kept chanting it like a mantra...

El and I just kept quiet, our minds filled with each other's thoughts.." I don't know how many times, they kissed each other and hugged tightly, my chest felt more and more in a stab, when they start laughing and whispering to each other, when it is clear, on the screen is appearing a demon who is chasing his prey. "well their behavior is like a demon... " I hold my tears as hard as I can, don't take that stupid guy in front of me... "

Until we got there, at the end of the movie it ended when the lights were on and everyone started to come out, I saw they had not moved, until it was quiet and my side started on the way out ...

" this is all, if I do anything please do not forbid el. and I ask very , whatever it is do not interfere "I also walk closer... and I pat her shoulder gavin' pretty tight, when she looks at 'plaques !!!! I slapped her cheeks, with trembling hands, and held back tears, ka Gavin saw me glued to his spot, and the woman beside him looked and nagged...

" It must be kaka, break up I first if you want to go the other way, this is your full right, for example , Lo do not have a relationship with me ka !! "

Ka. kaaa.. kayla!!!. . tu. tu. wait a minute .!!!. kaka can be clear, ka. kam ,

" don't be surprised you, thank you all this time it's been good with me, thanks for ever being a meaningful part for me ." !!! tests...my tears started falling without me being able to hold back, I wiped them rough .. "thank's for all ka .. "

I glanced at the el and nodded, then I walked quickly and started running, I felt the speed of the pace getting faster and faster following me, until a big hand, pulled my hand strong, sick, sick, it hurts... "

" you're sorry kay, I don't mean to hurt you, I love you so much. Until anytime, you won't want to break up with you. Believe me only you are dear , kaka kaka lakanin whatever origin you keep the same kaka "

I pulled my wrist, which was getting sicker.. without looking back. "get off !!! lo hands do not pantes for rich gini same women !! "

but his hands are still tight, though,

"kalo lo don't want to escape, look ka fahri will be a mosquito, off right now !!! "

as soon as my hands were released, I immediately walked quickly, down the escalator in a hurry. I immediately walked quickly until I felt my hands in a soft grip, I looked, it was el...

" don't run away alone, let's come here together, we have to go home and go together"

I just kept quiet, until I arrived at the parking lot I was silent, El spurred his motorbike a little tight, I hugged his waist tightly, I looked down and cried as if at his back.. I can no longer hold back these tears.foolish kay ... so stupid ... all this time. "just never again appear before me, just because I don't want to be kissed, he's this crazy.From looking at the hotel, and continuing to kiss in the movies, obviously !!! it's obviously all of it.. "

until I feel El's jacket, getting wet, I wipe away the tears with my arm, when I see this is not the way to kosan. "we're going where el... "

" owh already realized "el glanced from his rearview mirror. "I took a muter, you want to go back to kosan ?? or walk the road first "

we go back, el, I sleepy, " as I start rubbing my eyes, which feels more and more painful "I start to sit up straight again..

once in kosan , the duck rice I had bought for mang jono and reza was still there,

El I buy his rice, 3 packs the same fruit soup 2, either still good or ngak, I ride first yes.." soory there was a bad show earlier, soory, sorry your jacket got wet ... "

" here hape lo, I pinjem "I give my hp to her, "nih no me, if you need me contact me, thanks already in the tract and invited to watch, if you need me, although I don't know what we saw hehhehe "

Iaaa, usually I am also afraid to see horror movies, just that I saw his usual demons, even feel rich watching jokers "thank you a lot for today... '

***

when I got to the room, I immediately blocked no ka Gavin, I deleted all the photos of our memories. "I cried and before long my eyes began to weigh, an hour later I woke up I immediately took a shower,finish it and I open my backpack, I put in my laptop, books and paper and some grille to study ahead of the week, some nightgowns, some bedclothes, I put on my jeans, and my long white t-shirt with a duck, and a blue hijab. I picked up my gray-ash sneaker, I ordered my subscription ojek ... " and I started typing in my group chat with naya, hana, alin and joe

" guys the mission is over, sorry I can not continue, thanks for helping and I repotin.." the target I had slapped earlier in the cinema, the movie theater, I want to return home first, maybe some days I am absent, please ask to send the material yes.thank you love u all except joe... "

How about it, continue not ??? maav ya if a lot of typho scattered, then,

greetings 💛💛