The Perfect First Love

Fill Syakilla's heart

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The Syakilla house.

Just now that Syakilla had laid her body on the bed, the sound of knocking on the door made her have to get up again.

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"Darling, are you asleep?" Ask Rosa from the outside.

"Yet, Ma" replied Syakilla. Wake up from her bed and open the door so her mother can come in.

"What's the matter, Ma?" asked Syakilla as soon as the door was opened.

"Can Mama come in?" asked Rosa back.

"Come on, what's it gonna take?, Tumben night-night to Qilla's room" asked Syakilla because tonight her mom came to her room all of a sudden.

"Mama just wants to talk to you if you can't!" Rosa said.

"What do you want to talk to?" Ask Syakilla

"How are you feeling now? Have you been able to decide whether or not to accept Fahri's feelings?" Rosa asked while sitting on Syakilla's bed.

"Syakilla is still not convinced, Ma," replied Syakilla, sitting next to her mother.

" Actually what you doubt about Fahri, be honest with Mama" said Rosa seriously.

" What's wrong is not Fahri Ma, but me, " Syakilla replied.

"What's wrong with you? What have you been hiding from Mama all this time, is it because you saw your Mama and Papa's wedding? So, you hesitant to get married?" Rosa asked to make sure that her guess was not wrong.

"Mama asks you to answer honestly Mama does not want any more lies" continued Rosa.

"She, honestly Syakilla was afraid that she would leave Qilla as Papa did us, Qilla was not as strong as Mama who could accept this with a free heart, Syakilla could never be Ma" answer Syakilla.

"This is "Rosa told Syakilla to go into her arms and Syakilla obeyed her mother's orders.

"Is it because of this too, all this time you've always avoided when Mama told you to or forced you to get married," asked Rosa stroking Syakilla's hair.

Syakilla nodded in her arms. He could no longer answer because he held back the crying.

"I'm sorry Mama" said Rosa, feeling guilty.

"It's not Mama's fault, I'm too weak" said Syakilla began to cry.

" No! You're wrong! You are a strong child, this is Mama's fault because Mama's messy household you feel the pain" said Rosa and Syakilla shook her head in disapproval of what Mama said.

" Cry! Spill everything, nothing left, after this never cry again because anyone, including Mama" asked Rosa.

Syakilla was really crying in her Mom's arms she couldn't hide the feeling she'd been alone.

"Why have you never been honest with Mama all this time, why don't you tell me when Mama forced you "said Rosa trying her hardest not to cry in front of Syakilla.

"Because Qilla knows Mama is also sad and suffering all this time...Qilla does not want to add to the burden of Mama's mind" Syakilla said in a sobbing.

"But you've been suffering all this time too, baby" Rosa said.

"A.ku.ku can still hold him Ma, when I see Mama has to find money for my school fees for this I hate Papa even more. Papa lives a good life with his new family while we.." said Syakilla sesugukan.

"Dear listen to Mama! Not all households experience the same things as you do. You can't take an example by looking at just one household, there are still many out there who are happy, and please don't make this an excuse to reject Fahri, Mama will blame Mama herself if you do that " explained Rosa.

"Until when are you going to keep thinking like that? Till when? Until you get old, right? Until Fahri leaves you" asked Rosa, Syakilla shook her head.

"Ma.." said Syakilla.

"Qilla, Mama know you also like Fahri, it is clearly visible from your eyes, will you not regret if later Fahri with others? Are you willing that to happen?" rosa wants to make Syakilla aware of her feelings for Fahri.

"Syakilla open your eyes, Fahri is a good man, there's no way he'll leave you, you see how he struggles to get you, what he gives up, no!" rosa tries to resuscitate Syakilla.

"Well, whatever your decision may be, you won't regret it" said Rosa, leaving Syakilla, who was still crying alone in her room, giving her time to think.

"O Allah, what should I do? Will I be willing to see the person I love with others as Mama said? Give your guidance, O God! I don't want to regret it later" said Syakilla.

Tratt. (Voice from Syakilla's phone).

Syakilla saw who called him these nights.

"Sister Zahra," murmured Syakilla.

Syakilla wiped her tears and took a deep breath before picking up the phone from Zahra.

_"Assalamualaikum, sis," said Syakilla.

"Waalaikumsalam, you finally lift up too" said Zahra.

_"Sorry brother, Qilla didn't see, '" replied Syakilla.

"Are you crying? Are you all right?" Zahra asked worriedly.

" I'm fine, sister, I just have a cold" Syakilla replied lying.

"Thank God, I thought why. Oh yea! I've heard everything from Ummi" said Zahra happily.

"So, I'm very happy even though you haven't given the answer, but I hope you accept the spoiled sister, you know you said the same brother if you want to call you, do you know how he reacted? " Task Zahra.

_"How?," asked Syakilla smiling.

"She begged my sister to give me your number, she persuaded my sister, she even said she wanted to pay for her wedding dress, but she refused it ", explained Zahra.

_"Take the hell out of him?" asked Syakilla in disbelief.

" You don't trust? Honestly, my sister had just seen him like that. She's really been in love with you, sister has never seen her like a girl all this time, you're the first woman who has melted her heart and even made her crazy." Zahra said.

"Sister hope you listen to your heart, because honestly you already consider you as a sister like Fahri," said Zahra.

_"Sir, thank you" said Syakilla.

"A long time ago, I just wanted to tell you it was the same, hopefully it can make you more confident with the spoiled sister, Assalamualaikum" said Zahra.

"Waalaikumsalam" replied Syakilla. Then, Syakilla put her phone back on the table near her mattress.

" Is this one of your instructions, O God," murmured Syakilla.

In Zahra's room.

"I feel that Syakilla is lying to me, it is very clear that her voice is like someone who has been crying, what is it! Hopefully not a bad sign" murmured Zahra.

"Hopefully with me telling him about Fahri he can reconsider his decision and accept Fahri" Zahra said. Then, lay his body on the bed and closed his eyes.