The Perfect First Love

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"Dear listen to Mother, all decisions are in your hands, you should pray first night! Ask God for guidance, do not blame yourself, whatever your decision will be the best" said Fatimah.

"Thank you Mother" said Syakilla.

"Before that you must remember the words of this Mother." said Fatimah.

" Finding someone who stubbornly loves you is not easy. The one who doesn't care if you fall or are fragile will accompany you to rise. He not only wants to celebrate your victory but also look for your lost moment. Perfect or not you in his life he wants to be a sparkling light or embers that will accompany spend the night surau full of glare. He who not only wants to be sane when you mess up, he still insists on sticking with you. Be happy when you find someone like that, because many say MISS but do not walk to see you, many say dear but lost when your fall. This life is a collection of sad stories from someone who leaves or people who always try to be happy even though it is not always easy to walk. Believe me, if he really loves you he will look for the moment of your disappearance.However, if he just wants to know you not because he loves you, he will still be lost even though you insist on maintaining it with all your heart. Don't be afraid that everyone who has arranged YOURS will always be given to YOU." Fatimah.

"Mother hopes you can take the right steps, because Mommy is very confident that Fahri can make you happy," continued Fatimah.

"Yes, Mother," said Syakilla.

"We should go back to Mother's room" said Fatimah.

"Yes, Mother," replied Syakilla.

They returned after a long conversation.

"Excuse me" said Fatimah into her room.

"This is the man we are talking about!," said Aminah.

" What is this problem?" asked Fatimah.

"Let's talk about Syakilla's childhood" replied Aminah.

"Sit near dear Ummi" pinta Aminah to Syakilla.

"Good Ummi," retorted Syakilla.

"Udah, don't think about it too much! Fahri has told all, you do not need to answer it now, but Ummi hopes you can make a decision as soon as possible" said Aminah.

"Thank you Ummi, Abi, I'm sorry" Syakilla said.

"Qilla, don't apologize, you didn't do anything wrong, you two should both pray at night first, now the most important thing is that you already know what we mean by meeting you this time for the answer we will wait for him ", said Ilham.

"Yes, Abi" said Syakilla.

"Have not been awkward anymore, we just go out playing with children, so your mind becomes calmer" said Ilham.

They all came out of the room, Syakilla and Fahri approached the children while the parents chatted in the yard joined the others.

"Why don't you tell me first if there's Ummi, and Abi," Syakilla said.

"You know what way, the number just doesn't have," Fahri replied.

"Why not ask Mommy?" asked Syakilla.

" Don't I tell you that I'm serious about you and this is the proof. This is a sign of my seriousness with you, I never play with my words" said Fahri.

"I don't want to be wrong in making decisions later, this is not a matter of a year and two years, I want to get married only once in my lifetime" Syakilla explained.

"I did not make the wrong decision to marry you, the more I came here I am more amazed with you, but why do you keep your identity a secret, I wonder!," said Fahri.

"Don't discuss the problem again, we play with the children alone," Syakilla said.

"Alright the future wife" said Fahri make Syakilla blushed embarrassed.

"Why is your face so red?" teased Fahri.

"You are not ashamed there is Abi and Ummi you continue to look towards us" Syakilla said.

"Why should I be ashamed, they already know that I like you and they support me, especially Brother Zahra," Fahri said.

"It's up to you" said Syakilla lazily arguing.

They play with children and are noticed by their parents.

"Where is Syakilla's father, does he still exist?" asked Ilham.

"His father is still there, he is with his new family" Rosa replied.

"Did Syakilla know her Father?" asked Aminah.

"Syakilla knows her Papa very well, maybe because it's also her very heart care all this time, she always sees her Papa with her new family, so she hates her Papa, she hates him, but I hope Fahri can make Syakilla forgive her Papa" Rosa replied.

" So gradually everything will be fine, Syakilla is a good and sincere child he will definitely be able to forgive his Papa someday" Ilham said.

"We as parents cannot blame a child, or force him to forgive someone. If we say, we are more hurt than him, of course it is not the right thing. Maybe Syakilla saw her Papa happy with others while she never got her affection. However, he kept it alone, no one knew the contents of someone's heart" said Aminah.

Rosa seemed slapped by the talk of Ummi Aminah where all this time she always forced Syakilla to forgive her Papa. Obviously she knew all along that Syakilla saw the happiness of her Papa and how her Papa treated her new family.

In the afternoon they all went home. Syakilla returns home with her Mama and Fahri with Ummi and Abinya.

On the way home Rosa again asked how Syakilla felt about Fahri. Because what he saw before Syakilla already liked Fahri was seen when he called the name Fahri, Syakilla looks happy.

"Honey, sorry if Mama is too involved with your feelings problems, Mama knows you can not force you to accept Fahri just because Mama likes it" said Rosa.

"Do you really want me to be with Fahri?" asked Rosa.

"Not very fond of you, Mama can see that Fahri is sincere with you, Mama only wants the best for you, but Mama will not force you to accept it. Mama doesn't want you to accept Fahri just because of Mama's insistence. Mama wants you to accept it sincerely without anyone's coercion" Rosa said.

"Syakilla can't decide yet, but Syakilla feels comfortable with Fahri. Mama just pray that what God chooses is the best for Syakilla, and hopefully we match" Syakilla replied.

"Mama always prays for the best for you dear, without you asking for it," said Rosa.

"Thank you Mama has always been there for Syakilla all this time" Syakilla said.