The Perfect First Love

Not making a decision!!!!!

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"So.." said Fahri in disbelief.

" Yes Fahri, they are the same person" Aminah said.

" Ummi why not tell from the beginning," protested Fahri felt in lie.

" Ummi also just found out earlier," said Aminah.

" Qilla is sorry Ummi, Abi, Qilla has no intention of lying to you but there are some things that you cannot tell right now" Syakilla said.

"It's okay Qilla, we also understand you are also always good with us, if Zahra knows you are Syakilla who is the same for sure he is very happy, yes Bi," aminah.

" Wait! What is this really about?" Rosa did not understand.

"Mama remembers the customers who invited me to the application event at that time, they were Ummi and Abi," Syakilla explained.

"Ohh, Mama understands now," said Rosa began to understand the direction of their conversation.

"It's just fitting to first meet in the parking lot you immediately recognize me, it turns out.." said Fahri still do not believe.

"I'm really sorry, I have my own reasons why I became a different person when I was in the boutique area" Syakilla said.

"Abi understands you have your own reasons, but Abi pray that you Istiqamah use a veil later," said Ilham.

"Thank you Abi, Ummi, for understanding me" Syakilla said.

"Do you have no intention of apologizing to me," said Fahri.

"I also apologize to you and to Zahra, please apologize to me" Syakilla said.

"It's over, now we focus on the point" said Ilham mediate.

"I almost forgot our purpose here, Fahri" said Aminah.

" I can talk to Syakilla before" Fahri said

"Can't, if you want to talk here, just" said Ilham firmly.

"Pig... We're talking outside, can we?" asked Fahri once more.

"Speak, " said Aminah.

"Let's Syakilla," Fahri asked.

Syakilla looked at her Mama and the others because she got the nod of all Syakilla finally wanted to be invited out by Fahri.

"We'll just sit here" Fahri said.

The two of them sat on the chairs that were in the courtyard of the parlour. They sit far away from each other.

"Why are you talking to me here? Why not just inside?" asked Syakilla.

"Before I speak in front of the others I want to make sure something is the same for you first" Fahri said.

" What?" asked Syakilla.

"I want to know how you feel about me, I won't force you but I want an honest answer from you" Fahri said.

'Why did he ask this instead, and invite his parents again, what is he.' Syakilla's inner self.

"I don't know" replied the original Syakilla.

" Why not know! The only one who knows how you feel is you, to be honest the first time I saw you at the cafe I liked you. But, I think it was just a coincidence.However, God brought us together again, since then I'm increasingly convinced that God sent you for me" said Fahri.

"I..." Syakilla doesn't know if she's really nervous right now. It's a lie if he doesn't like Fahri.

" Please answer honestly," cut Fahri.

"Honestly I don't know what I'm feeling right now, which is obviously my happiness around you, with all your silly behavior that always pisses me off every time we meet." syakilla.

"Have you ever had a broken heart so afraid to commit now, if you have! You take it easy I won't let you down" Syakilla said.

"Who knows for the future" said Syakilla.

"I do not know what will happen in the future, but as humans we can not claim something will be the same in the future" said Fahri.

"So how?"Connect Fahri.

"Can I give you some time first, I want to pray istikharah first before making this decision" Syakilla said.

"I'll wait whenever you'll give me the answer to my question" Fahri said.

"All right, let's go back inside" Fahri said.

"But what about Abi and Ummi?" asked Syakilla.

"The problem of Abi and Ummi is that you take it easy" Fahri replied.

They went back into the room where their family was.

"Assalamualaikum" said the two.

"How's it?" Ask Fatimah enthusiastically.

"Mother Qilla wants to talk to Mother before making this decision" Syakilla said.

"All right, come on" said Fatimah.

"Excuse me everyone" Fatimah continued again and came out with Syakilla.

"How is Fahri?" asked Aminah.

"Syakilla has not yet made Ummi's decision he wants to pray istikharah first" Fahri replied.

"Fahri forgave Syakilla, he was like that because he saw his parents' household, me and his father separated because of a third person in our household, he said, Her father chose to be with her affair and left me when Syakilla was a child. Maybe he can't trust men yet" Rosa said

"I understand the future aunt-in-law, I will continue to convince Syakilla," said Fahri.

"And I'm very sure that Syakilla also put your heart into it" Rosa said.

"If they are a soul mate no one can separate them, "the ideal of Inspiration.

"And I'm sure they were in a match, did Syakilla tell you anything after she came home from the proposal?" asked Aminah.

"She very rarely wants to tell me the same story, she always keeps it alone" Rosa replied.

"At the time of the event, our daughter tried to match them both, but at that time Syakilla also did not give a definite answer, and at that time Fahri said he already liked others, which turns out they are the same person," said Aminah.

"It's appropriate that after coming home from the event, he was thinking about something" Rosa said.

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Where Shakilla and Mother Fatimah are.

"What do you want to talk to Mother about?" Ask Fatimah.

"Qilla confused Mother, what should Syakilla do!," Syakilla said.

"Mother's question answer. Do you like Fahri or not?" asked Fatimah firmly.

"Honestly Syakilla is comfortable with Fahri, but Qilla is afraid." Syakilla said.

"Fear he will leave you as your father did." cut Fatimah. And Syakilla nodded her head.

"Honey not all households are the same, there are still many happy families out there, said Fahri he really loves you," said Fatimah.

" What should Qilla do now Mother?" Tanya Syakilla was almost crying.

He was angry with himself why he couldn't decide about his own feelings, which he obviously liked Fahri too. He did not want to be hypocritical but in his heart still held a feeling of fear.