The Passion of Love of the Racer

I'm sorry

“Sh*t.” keanu hit the steering wheel of his car.

Just now he was going to start the engine and run it, but he remembered the situation of Jihan in there that he left in a terrible state.

Keanu opened the car door and got out. He again booked the hotel room with the position of the window facing Jihan's window. He wanted to make sure Jihan was okay, but in fact, the woman was not doing well.

Inside the room, Jihan continued to cry and curled up. He lamented the fate that never sided with him. Though so far he has only lived life well.become a person who understands position and does not want to fight against destiny. But in fact, he always hurt if he relented. If he wants to, he wants to be selfish and marry Keanu and take the man away from his family because Jihan knows that Keanu would prefer him over his family if his family asked him to vote. However, Jihan is not selfish, let alone the Adhitama family's share is very large towards her.

Jihan is aware, although at the time of marriage, the father and father Keanu have gotten along, but she is sure to be the daughter-in-law of the Adhitama family will not be that easy. There are still Oma who oppose their relationship, but he is sure to be the daughter-in-law of the Adhitama family will not be that easy, plus the position of Kenan who has become a public figure, will not necessarily accept a daughter-in-law born using a mother's nasab. The Adhitama family will certainly be embarrassed when the marriage contract Keanu mention the full name of the wife who does not use her father's name behind her name. The event was attended by hundreds of people. Jihan thought that far.

Keanu stood at the big window. The window that led to the room he had just used to harass a woman. A woman he loved. Keanu looked at the room. He regretted doing that to Jihan. He really had no power to suppress that emotion. Jihan really pissed him off with words he didn't want to hear.

“You haven't moved out of your bed?” Keanu muttered as he looked towards the window which faintly revealed the body of a woman covered in bed.

By morning, the room was still on. Nothing has changed since Keanu left the room.

Keanu started to worry. He went out of his room to Jihan's room.

After Kenan's house, Jihan did want to stay at the hotel.he would not stay in his mother's room because he had promised Rasti not to linger in the house, after staying at the hotel, Jihan will immediately go to the national narcotics agency and submit a resignation letter as she will be serving in Lombok. After the business is finished, he will go straight to Surabaya and return with his brother to Surabaya. Gio, who is still back and forth between Indonesia and Italy to manage his legal business, is currently in Jakarta and plans to return home along with the tickets that Jihan has ordered at seven in the evening.

Tok .. Tok .. Tok …

Keanu stood in front of Jihan's room and knocked on the door.

“Ji, open the door,” call Keanu panic. Because since it was abandoned, the state of the room and the position of Jihan has not changed.

“Jihan, open the door.” Keanu continued to knock while shouting.

The door can only be opened from the inside and when someone comes out of the door and closes it perfectly, it will be locked automatically.

“Jihan,” yelled again Keanu many times, but still no response from within.

Keanu also took the initiative. He heads to the lobby and asks the receptionist to take the spare key and open the door to Jihan's room. The receptionist agreed, after Keanu explained his concerns to the visitors in there who did not leave the room even though Keanu had tapped and called his name.

Now, Keanu stood at Jihan's door with the officers. The woman clerk pressed the card until it rang and opened. Keanu quickly ran into the room and approached Jihan.

“Jihan, Darling.” Keanu hugged the body wrapped in the blanket. He touched Jihan's hot skin.

“Darling, I'm sorry. Dear. Sorry.” Keanu felt very guilty.

He saw Jihan's pale face and eyes that were still closed even though her head was now in Keanu's lap.

“Mbak, please call the doctor,” Keanu said to the officer who was still standing at the door.

The officer nodded and immediately went to seek help.

“Sayang. Don't be like this. I beg. Last night I was emotional, I was outrageous. I shouldn't have done that to you.” Keanu continued to hug Jihan's body. “Honey, wake up! Wake up! You said you wanted to go to BNN. I'm inter. Come!”

Jihan doesn't budge. His eyes are still closed. His cheeks were still moist with tears that kept falling all night. Keanu yawned the cheek and cried.

“I'm sorry, Ji. I didn't mean to harass you. Really am. I'm just being emotional. Jihan, honey."

Jihan's hands are moving. Keanu felt that movement. Jihan also wanted to open her eyes but was heavy. Until finally the voice sounded.

“I'll call your husband,” Keanu replied.

Keanu lifted Jihan's head slowly and gently rested back on the pillow. Then Keanu looked for his phone.

“Oh, ****.”ia just remembered that her phone is still left in her own room.

Keanu rushed to his room opposite Jihan's. Before that, he deliberately pulled the window of Jihan's room so as not to be obstructed curtains even though only thin layer curtains.

Quickly, Keanu returned to Jihan's room, which he had shoveled so that the door would not be perfectly closed.

Then, Keanu pressed Gio's number to ask Jihan's husband's phone number.

“Halo.” Gio immediately picked up Keanu's phone.

“Gio, I asked for the phone number of Jihan's husband,” Keanu said.

Gio frowned and laughed. “What dead person can pick up the phone?”

“What's dead?” Keanu asked back and was surprised.

“Loh, do you not know? My sister's husband died three months ago.”

“What?” Keanu was surprised.

“Ah, you are this. Not update once.”

“Oh my God.” Keanu felt more guilty. He talked too much about no-no to Jihan last night.

“You why? Is my sister with you?” ask Gio.

“Yes, he's with me. Last night we stayed at hotel xxx.”

“Si*l. What are you doing my sister?” Gio asked again, now the name is different.

“Come here,” replied Keanu and hung up immediately.

Gio was panicking. He thinks nothing of Keanu. “Be careful of you, Kean. If anything happens to my sister.”

Gio who had just arrived at the father's office immediately went out and rushed to the hotel that Keanu mentioned earlier.

At the hotel, Keanu again disobeyed JIhan and hugged her body. He took off his shirt and hugged Jihan's body which was still in plain condition and only used d*l*m pants only.

“Honey, open your eyes. I'm sorry,” said Keanu lirih while giving a touch of skin to skin so that the fever in Jihan's body slightly subsided.

Jihan could hear Keanu's voice, only her eyes were heavy to open. He was too tired of everything that happened.

“Your body is hot once,” Keanu said again by continuing to tighten that hug. “Give me your hot temperature, Jihan. I'll hug you tight.”

Jihan doesn't want to open her eyes. He allowed his body temperature to stick to Keanu's normal body temperature.