The Paradise I'm wasting

eps 5's

" geez mas.. "

arman kicks aynara's leg and grabs her cell phone and goes somewhere. Aynara does not budge, she just cries without a sound. sometimes she is confused on herself, she is confused, what kind of marriage is he trying to maintain.

this is not the first time arman rough on her, no matter aynara is pregnant arman often torment her body and mind, especially if the mother-in-law is staying over, especially if the mother-in-law is staying over, every arman comes home from work always complaining of sorts and finally aynara who gets upset her husband. .

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Aynara continued to change her sleeping position.Arman sat down and looked at the aynara

" you know why, disturb people rest, I'm tired and I still have to work tomorrow!! "

" my stomach hurts, I can't sleep".

" you think I care hah!!, that's where you sleep outside don't bother me!.

aynara got up slowly and took a blanket from the closet, she also took a picture of her family.

go to the kitchen and try to drink warm water

then sit on the cold floor

" mama.. rara's stomach hurts. Rara should how? " aynara rubbed her family photos.

" dedek, a strong grandpa yes in this room, mother is very affectionate with you, mother has been impatient to meet you, but can not be dear, wait for your age is quite yes".

aynara spread her blanket on the floor, sleeping curled up while hugging the picture frame, one hand stroking her stomach

" dedek, love all the pain is the same mother yes, just dedek should not be sick, dedek must be healthy because you are the greatest strength that you have now. "

*****

aynara was sitting in front of the mirror still wearing a towel, she saw herself in the mirror there was a bruised wound on the right shoulder, she looked at her elbow which also had the same wound, he opened his towel, he rubbed a bruise on his thigh and asked the figure in the mirror.

" did I be too stupid if I survived?"

" what hope can I have for mas arman to change someday? "

aynara's tears trickled down, rubbing her stomach

" dedek, let's move dong, mother's love of strength, from yesterday you did not move. or you lager?, we eat yuk".

apparently only a few spoons of rice left, vegetable sauce and fish head.

after cooking, aynara immediately washed clothes and took a bath.

although aynara was sick, she continued to do her duty as a good wife and daughter-in-law.

" hmmmmhh, father and grandmother have breakfast dear, this is all that is left. papa no, if it runs out means the mother's cooking is good.we must remain grateful still can eat today".

aynara sat alone enjoying her breakfast

" thank God" said Aynara after finishing her breakfast and sipped a glass of water

" take all for dedek yes, just dedek must be full"..

aynara got up from her seat

"awhhh" he sat back down because he felt pain in his stomach

" though it's been rumored why it hurts again".

" it's not that washed dirty dishes even delicious to sit down".

" yes, mom, I'll wash it".

" later, later. base males".

" i'm not males ma'am, my stomach hurts".

" don't be spoiled, pregnant people have to move a lot".

" yes ma'am". aynara trudged along carrying a dirty plate.

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" mother why? "asked arman at the very mother who was massaging her temples

" man, you've gone home.no papa, just dizzy a little, maybe the sub-district ngurus home. "

" where are you?, why do mothers who do homework? ".