The Paradise I'm wasting

Drafts

a pair of people are enjoying the beautiful twilight by the lake.This is their third year of dating

" nara, uh,. "

the girl looked over

" will you continue our relationship to a more serious and simple life with me?. I promise to love you all my life, I will make you happy with all my soul, I will not let any tears wash over this beautiful face of yours" said arman earnestly while clasping aynara's hands tightly.The beautiful girl smiled

" yes, I want to. I keep your promise".

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the wedding was very simple.

for the sake of pemapdiannya very husband willing to leave his family are all prosperous and live in a simple house in a village.

the first year was very difficult for both,

economic hardship becomes a major problem even for a hard day to eat.

no job offers came

but they stay happy because they get through it all together and survive with love

" mas..". "aynara approached her husband who was sitting in the living room which was just a mat.

" what dear? " arman looked at Aynara who was sitting next to him.

nara gives a white object as big as a lidi

arman accepted it

"i'm pregnant"...

arman was silent, showing no reaction.

" you don't look like you're smiling"

" yes, it's bad time"..

look at her husband's expression

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"mas, this month I have not checked pregnancy loh" said aynara to the very husband who was enjoying a cup of coffee

" do you need to check every month to the midwife?, to eat only we are difficult ay" replied the husband in a high tone .

lately they are increasingly fussing because of economic factors, more precisely since the pregnancy of aynara.

if this is how aynara can only cry, since pregnancy she became very crybaby.

these few months to live daily aynara use his savings before marriage first, but not the spirit of work the husband even more lazy, often even ask for money on aynara

" earning a living is your duty as a husband, the rest of my savings is not much and that I save for the birth later. I can accept the offer of help from my parents but I always refuse because I keep your pride as a husband.

every parent I'm in our circumstances I always say that we live well".

" i know it's nara, I know that making a living is my job.but where should I find a job?, not a single job offer came". answer the husband in a still high tone and then leave.

it was 11 pm but Aynara was not yet able to sleep, her husband had not come home, she was also a little afraid because she was alone at home.

at 2 o'clock the new husband came home

" am from where? "

ask Aynara when her husband has entered the room

" mother's house" she answered briefly then laid her body on the bed.

always like this, go home to his mother if there is a problem, and if you meet the mother-in-law must always blame aynara.

"mas, I haven't been able to sleep, my stomach hurts"

" it's not that getting pregnant is like that, after all, it's not time for the baby" her husband replied without moving a bit from his position.

aynara turned her back to her husband.

" when I only want to be in the stomach elus mas" he said in his heart

" don't know yes dear he's the next month we meet, mother is already impatient, after you are born mother will definitely not be lonely anymore".