The Paradise I'm wasting

eps 11's

" but satria still wants to watch pa"

mom and dad looked at each other

" pa samA mama just eat, I don't want mama is sick papa, later who takes care of me".

" yaudah yuk ma we eat first mytime satria barin".

they ate while continuing to supervise the satria. papa even planned to consult a knight to a psychiatrist

finished them eating the knight still remained in his position

" pa, mama why worry about the attitude of the knight, mama instead prefers if the knight act spoiled like usual, is this the way the knight hide his fear huh pa? "

" maybe ma".papa got up from his seat

" where are you going? "

" get out for a minute"

after papa came out mama approached the satria, rubbed the child's head

" work in the office does not need to be considered yes, all udh handed over to the papa confidant"

" hmm" replied the knight without turning his eyes

" if there is anything uncomfortable or whatever it is immediately tell your mom or dad, do not be on your own pendem".

" hmmm".

" you why the hell, angry with mama?. was invited to talk to her answer only hmm. hmmm... aja".

papa came in with a change of clothes and put it in front of the knight

" change clothes first so you can sleep well"

" do not want" answered satria ketus

" come on.. this afternoon you have not taken a shower, now change clothes also do not want, why the hell?, usually also ask for a bath even though it hurts again".

"don't want to. Besides, the clothes are also the same as if not changed".

" want pink mintain papa? "

satria shakes

" yes, already here papa help change" papa's hand was about to unbutton the clothes in the knight, but the satria immediately brushed it off

" not going to satria".papa began to get upset, so since then did not want to shower and did not want to change clothes just for fear of the infusion dislodged.

papa started taking off the buttons on his satria shirt

" pa... "

papa stopped his hand

" what else? "

satria drew her mouth close to her papa's ear

" to pee" he said in a whisper

" yes, come on papa anter"

" fear"

" fear of what else? "

" later if the blood way up, like that time you pa, continue the same sister in benerin, in congel-congkel, will hurt" he reminded the father of the events in the past

" where is the actual infusion of dicongkel2, change tires . from the previous sit on them just pee? ".

satria nodded, papa tepok jidat

" geez satria, why don't you tell me?".papa helped the knight get out of bed

" papa don't look at ya" said the knight after entering the bathroom. Papa outside leaning beside the door.

"keep looking if you can see it clearly".

the conscious mother who listened to their conversation could only clack and shake the child's head and the husband was always arguing about trivial things.

*******

aynara was struggling with her work, she saw one room in the kitchen, the room contained only cardboard - empty cardboard and some other second-hand items. 'do I just clean up so let my room be the same abi' inner aynara

still the same as before, finished preparing food aynara will go into the room and eat after the mother-in-law and her husband eat.

" abi, have woke up fromadi yes, pinter child, know mother again cook yes so no cry yes".abi is now in the arms of aynara. " bathe yuk, let seger let fragrant".

arman who had accompanied abi since then as not considered his existence by aynara. did not feel it had been two months since the birth of abi, had been two months also nara silenced arman. 'maafin I ra' inner arman, arman, he smiled looking at the interaction between aynara and her son.

" arman.., let's have breakfast".