The Not A Paid Lover

Hati

It still feels full and is also very difficult to walk or move. Desire to vomit all the food in his stomach, because the wife who told him to spend the food on his own plate. While the food has a rose, not exhausted and do not dare to protest at his wife. If the protest is sure to make the wife angry. It's like she's not, in the office everyone's down and not daring at her, but with one woman in the house she's so scared and can't dwell at all. Miraculously, the man is afraid of his beloved wife.

Indeed, the large portion of food and jumbo drinks make it like a starving person on the first day of fasting, getting so much takjil, eating it endlessly, until the stomach feels full and difficult to move. And drowsiness begins to spread in the eyes that are not strong to open wide.

" Still full? Crazy, my stomach can distend this if you eat like that, continuously." He muttered to himself, Sitting in the big chair after driving his wife home.

" Wait, what does my wife mean is to take me to eat there." He said again, considering the words of his wife and food buyers who eat voraciously.

" A lot of people overseas eat here mas, eat also look for a cheap place and a lot of portions to be full and the spirit back to work."

" Sometimes they have to be smart to manage finances when they are paid, many dependents and the rest should be enough for the next month. If it is not enough, you have to owe to buy food. And pay it lun after payday again."

" Pity you, mas. Maybe I'll be like them if I don't meet you."

So far the gratitude in Kevin is not enough, and still he has more ambition. Now he knows what his wife said and invited him to eat in a simple stall. To be a person who is grateful and can help fellow in need and become a superior who must be fair to his subordinates.

Squeeze the office phone, one-time ringing and lifting quickly. " Prepare all the chiefs of staff, in two minutes we'll be meeting." Kevin's orders on Bima's secretary.

" Good baby, you're a good woman." He murmured inwardly, staring at the picture of his wife on his desk.

His mind opened up and there was something to be improved in his company. He wants to be fair and can help the economy of his workers a little. And want to provide a living space for overseas employees, like he saw in a simple food stall. Who eat voraciously, without shame and without jail at all. eliminate the burden for a while where their food should run aground and start moving again.

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" I'm sorry, if my mother's words offended you." A sincere apology from Zellin's lips, sitting at the airport cafe together with Bima to escort him back to Indonesia.

" No papa, it's true." Bima replied, smiling at Zellin who was looking at her like guilt and pity.

" But my mama shouldn't have said that Bim! on you." Subjecting his head, as if he could not see Bima's black eye bead.

" What's your papa's reaction, know my background." Bima asked, making Zellin raise his head and slightly surprised by her question.

Feeling unable to answer, unable to hurt Bima's heart. Especially she can't forget the man she loves.

Back down, it was hard for her lips to talk and hard to say if her father disagreed with her. Just because of the Bima family's past, that would definitely put his family to shame. But not with him.

Zellin's silence made Bima understand and smile forcibly to prove herself to be fine, even though the feeling in her heart was shattered.

Destroyed will be humiliation, destroyed will love not get the blessing of his female parents and destroyed will love that has not been started must be handas in the middle of the road.

It's not the fault of the woman in front of him and it's not his fault of being in a family with a past so bleak. It was all fate, a fate where he had to accept it and could not avoid it even though he tried to cover it up.

" Bim?" Lirih Zellin, shaking her head, teary eyes. Unable to listen to him.

" I don't want your family to hate you just because I'm Lin, nor do I want you to suffer."

" We can marry Bim!" Not caring for the visitor who started to look at him, who was curious and also surprised to hear Zellin's voice rising slightly.

" It can, but I don't want Lin, because your family's happiness is in you." He said, making Zellin shed tears.

" Not only you will suffer, but your family, and I Zellin." He said again, Both parents who do not approve and still force marriage will have an impact later on. Including Bima which will certainly often be despised and compared by mama Zellin. Even though he has everything that will certainly be revealed someday.

" You're right Bim." Zellin said, wiping away the tears as he digested the word Bima. And of course, it was not him who suffered, but Bima. Which certainly will suffer more daj will often occur quarrels or incitement and also misunderstandings between himself and Bima.

" You're right, it's not me who is suffering, but you. And it must be because of my mama." Another imbibing.

" I don't blame your mom."

" I know Bim, you'll never blame my mama. But my mama will be looking for your faults. So I hate you." Zellin said quickly, with the idea that it will definitely happen like someday, if he is still with Bima.

It is true, there will certainly be a name in-laws who do not approve of will look for mistakes and will also compare prospective daughters-in-law who are not liked. And will always corner him if there is a small mistake in his family.

" Just like this, Bim, love has no blessing." She explained, still with a forced smile just as Bima wanted to look fine even though tears had pooled and started to fall back to her cheeks.

" It may be our way not to be lovers, but rather as friends." Bima replied, removing Zellin's tears even though she also wanted to cry. As much as possible for him to hold in front of the woman he loved, in fact all night in the hotel he just pondered, shed tears and remembered to his two parents.

" We'll stay like this, and nothing will change. Believe it." Said Bima, trying to calm Zellin down. Although he does not know if he can still stay with her even though he is still a friend.

" Promise?" Pinta Zellin's.

" Hmm, yes." He replied with a smile, not daring to promise. Because the heart will be able to turn back promises that are difficult to keep.

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